At the urging of a female friend, she left a business card and turned away. The business card said that the psychological clinic, her phone number and the name of the psychiatrist, and two eye-catching words: Hong Yan.

That's right, the world is so small, I met Hong Yan on the overpass with Ding Xiaofei's body. She finally survived and became a psychiatrist at the private psychiatrist of her dreams, which in itself is a very inspirational story. Looking at her current complexion and mental outlook, she feels almost the same as she did at the beginning, except that she has become more mature. For so many years, although we have not become real confidantes, we can be regarded as a peaceful breakup. We did not delete each other's contact information, and we will receive blessing messages from each other during the New Year's holidays. But since the breakup, we have no substantive news, and we have lost the understanding of each other's living conditions. We originated from the network QQ and WeChat dating software, returned to the network, and forgot about the network. The main reason why I broke up with Hong Yan was because of Shen Qian, and the fuse was the year-end shareholders' meeting.

Every year, Zhongdao Law Firm holds a shareholders' meeting at the end of the year, including the three founders of the law firm and many shareholders. The meeting should sum up the achievements of the year, make up for the deficiencies in management, and look forward to the plans and grand plans for next year's development. I don't have much interest in shareholders, I have a lot of admiration and admiration for several well-known lawyers in the industry, and I hope to see them, especially the CEO Zhang Shiren.

On the morning of the meeting, the sun was shining and the wind was biting. I packed up my work and silently watched the arrival of the personnel. For the faces you don't know, ask your colleagues around, as long as you mix in the circle of lawyers, these people will always see you when you look down and don't look up, which is rare This is the annual grand event of Zhongdao Law Firm. In the crowd, I unexpectedly found a middle-aged greasy man, who was sitting leisurely in the upper seat of the conference room earlier. I also know that face turned to ashes, he is the man who is in and out of Shen Qian, I inquired about the details of the greasy man, and only then did I learn from my colleague that he was also one of the shareholders. I swiped past the greasy man in the name of bringing tea into the house, and although his gestures seemed generous and decent, they were obscene in my eyes. He was right, and it was a catastrophic bolt from the blue.

From the moment that man entered the firm, I had no intention of paying attention to the grand shareholders' meeting. The past came flooding back to me, and I recalled that the night before I entered the middle way, my interview news was lost, why did things suddenly take a turn for the better? Shen Qian sent me a message to congratulate me on entering the Middle Way, how could she know the news of my entry into the Middle Way in such a timely manner? Combined with what Zhang Zheyi said, the comparison of the strengths of the two of us on the table at that time, I couldn't help but shudder.

If that's what I think, then I'm ashamed. I took out my mobile phone and looked through the messages that Shen Qian sent me at that time, and after a few months, the past is vivid. On the night when Shen Qian and the man were found to be having an affair, the main content of the message was to ask me where I was? Would you like to meet? There is not much explanation except for the retention and pity of our feelings.

Later, the general content of the information basically revolved around the question of where I was going to work. She asked me where I wanted to go. Has the job been settled? Do you have any specific career plans? Of course, I once expressed with Shen Qian the leading position of the middle way in our industry and my desire to enter the middle way. These are all things that I discussed with Shen Qian repeatedly when I returned to Hohhot from Kunming. She didn't reply in a timely manner, and I thought she didn't care. I scrutinized the content of the message, looking for a clue. Judging from the information, it has not been clearly stated whether my entry into the middle path has anything to do with her, to be precise, whether it has anything to do with the middle-aged greasy man. After much thought and consideration, I decided to call and verify it myself.

The phone was not answered for a long time, and I sent several WeChat messages in a row to ask directly if the reason why I entered the middle way was related to her. I was crazy, my brain was in a state of chaos for a long time, and I couldn't think properly......

At that time, Hong Yan went to the psychiatric department of a public hospital by chance and worked as an intern. Her career is progressing steadily, and I saved up to buy a second-hand Jetta to get around easily. In the eyes of outsiders, we are talented men and women, and we are very compatible.

Although we haven't talked about marriage, we have already met the parents of both sides and have been unanimously approved by the parents, and everything should be logical. Although my relationship with Hong Yan is not as unforgettable as my relationship with Shen Qian, we have been together for about two years with ten months of getting along in Kunming, and there is no contradiction in principle.

Hong Yan is a lover of personality, living a free and easy life, and is not informal. The ultimate goal of our work is very similar, to use a good working environment as a springboard, improve our business capabilities, and ultimately strive for ourselves as a boss. We all like to pursue a free, unfettered state of work. The difference is that I was forced by Shen Qian's strong material desires, and I couldn't help myself. And Hong Yan wants to fight for herself from the bottom of her heart, and her fighting spirit is no less than that of a man who is eager for success.

I admire Hong Yan's attitude towards life, her goals and life plans are very clear, and she is extremely self-disciplined. Couples always have something to appreciate each other, otherwise they won't go far. That night, when Shen Qian replied to my WeChat, I immediately dialed the phone to inquire. She was blunt, saying that it was indeed her trust that I was able to enter the middle way. I asked her if the person she was in contact with was the same man she had met at the door of the hotel. She was noncommittal, she didn't admit it, she didn't explain. I asked her again what kind of means she used to support the relationship? She was silent for a long time, and said that what means can a woman use to entrust a man to do things for me to think for myself. I don't want to think about the dirty side, but I can't think of any other way that works. At the end of the phone, she said that she would also call back to the city in two days and asked me if I wanted to meet? I didn't answer, I asked her, and the man was all for me? She is very honest and says that it is not all, everyone takes what they need. If Shen Qian said it was all for me, I would believe it, but then my guilt would make me even more unable to extricate myself.

The simple four words of each take what I need makes me panic all day. The meaning behind these four words is too complex, and the cruelty of reality is far from being clear in a few words. I've been working in Zhongdao for a year, and with my internship in Kunming, I don't have a deep sense of reality, but I don't have the mentality of just graduating from a university campus. When Shen Qian told me the location and room number of the hotel, I hesitated.