Chapter 39: Self-Summary
My time was slowly consumed in anxious waiting, and as time went by, Ding Xiaofei's eyelids finally began to fight up and down, and he seemed to suddenly think of something, adjusted the alarm clock on his mobile phone and lay down. I saw that there were less than 39 days left, and it was less than two hours before Ding Xiaofei went to the ward in the evening. The day was wasted again, and he finally fell asleep anyway, so let him sleep. I regret that I shouldn't have let Shen Qian affect my mood, I can't think normally because of my mood swings, and now my plans are all disrupted, but it's too late to say anything.
"Jingle bell ......" Ding Xiaofei got up according to the time of the alarm clock, his eyes were red and swollen, and his eyes were bloodshot. Fortunately, the mental state is better than before sleeping, and people are not so stunned. He threw his business card and cigarette in the trash, ate and prepared to go to the hospital. I followed Ding Xiaofei all the way and never left an inch, and I didn't dare to slack off anymore.
Tonight, his parents and Yin Hui were there, and Ding Xiaofei sat quietly in the corner, sleepy and drowsy. The parents and Yin Hui expressed their feasible suggestions on the patient's condition, and they also discussed taking advantage of Ding Xiaofei's nap to stuff him with some money. Yin Hui did what the old man asked him to do, and quietly stuffed the money into the pocket of his clothes. Before the three of them left, they woke up the sleeping Ding Xiaofei. "Thank you, kid." Father said.
"You're leaving? I'm so sorry, I'm so tired today that I fell asleep. Ding Xiaofei expressed his apology and watched the three of them.
"It's okay, in fact, you don't have to stay up late every day, just have someone here at night. I brought a quilt here, there are no chairs, you can lie on the chair and rest at night. Yin Hui said.
Yin Hui said so, but Ding Xiaofei didn't feel sleepy anymore. In fact, the doctor once instructed the family to turn the patient over every two hours, and often change clothes to wipe the body to prevent pressure ulcers. Ding Xiaofei is meticulous and has never neglected to call the nurse in time if he has a fever or something. Living in the hospital is indeed much more convenient to have a nurse by your side, which reduces the heavy burden on the family. Under the care of Ding Xiaofei and my family in turn, "I" on the hospital bed has always maintained various health indicators.
On this day, Ding Xiaofei went home later than usual during the day, and when he came back, he lay on the bed and meditated, and then fell asleep. I don't know my fault, what Ding Xiaofei thinks in his heart, if it causes fear or uneasiness in his heart, I am also unintentional, after all, no one can accept the experience of being possessed by a soul. Of course, he had never come to such an accurate conclusion.
I once again calmly attached to Ding Xiaofei's body, but I was a little at a loss. The livelihood work is yellow, which completely alarms Ding Xiaofei, and I have no way of knowing what measures he will take. I picked up the cigarette from the trash can, pulled out one and lit it, and for a moment I was in a trance, and put the change in my pocket of less than two hundred dollars in the inner pocket of my clothes. I walked into the bathroom, took off my clothes, and turned on the shower to sober myself up. The cold water flowed down my body to my toes from the top of my head, and my body was cold at the moment, and my heart was even colder.
Looking at myself in the mirror as such a stranger, I became more and more confused. To this day, I still need to use my brain to discern the environment I am in, and occasionally I have to concentrate in a trance to distinguish whether the current environment is reality or a dream. Especially after alarming Ding Xiaofei, I feel very unconfident, and I have to be energetic in everything. After washing, I didn't care about the comfort level and pungent smell of the clothes, and I didn't dare to change the clean and tidy clothes for the time being.
I habitually opened my legs and unconsciously came to the downstairs of Yin Hui's company. I paced back and forth smoking a cigarette, and it would be nice to have someone to communicate with who could understand what I was going through. I had a flash of inspiration, and a new breakthrough direction flashed in my brain. If I'm not mistaken, Bai Susu said that she has only taken over two people like me who need to complete a 49-day self-rescue mission. One of them gave up going to the underworld ahead of time, but what about the other?
I tried to clear my mind and find someone who fits the characteristics in Hoh: he (she) is also possessed by a soul and needs to collect three tears of pure love, then he (she) should also have a watch of the same style as me; And his (her) body is half dead, so there is a high probability that he or she should also be in the hospital. These two traits came to mind, and I was immediately refreshed. But I am alone in the middle of a sea of people looking for such a person, and the medical staff may not tell me the patient's personal information. Finding someone who fits the profile in the hospital requires a relationship, I need help, and I have a suitable person by my side right now. That's my daughter-in-law, Yin Hui.
With this breakthrough, my heart has rekindled its fighting spirit. I went upstairs to the company's office to look for Yin Hui directly, and her young colleague told me that Yin was not there. I asked him if he had gone to the hospital. He couldn't tell. I went back to the medical school hospital, but my father was the only one in the room. I was also inconvenient to ask questions directly, so I politely exchanged a few words with my father. He asked me why I had just been gone for a while and came back again. I prevaricated and said that I had been adjusting my schedule recently, and I asked him why you were the only one today? He said that everyone took turns to take care of the patients, and it was all to no avail, his wife was looking after the store, and Yin Hui had something to do. Before saying goodbye, he told me to rest more and pay attention to my body, and I left in a huff.
Usually when I look for an accurate, I really encounter an emergency, and everything is not smooth. Maybe I'm a lonely star, and I must suffer this catastrophe for several miles. I always believe in the cycle of cause and effect, and with the task of crossing the tribulation that I am currently facing, I think that I may really be guilty of sins in my previous life and need to go through tribulations in this life to accumulate good results and repay the debts of my previous life.
I had no choice but to use Ding Xiaofei's mobile phone to call Yin Hui. I was cautious all the way to the catastrophe, but it still alarmed Ding Xiaofei, and sometimes prudence is not necessarily a good thing. The phone was connected, and I introduced me as Ding Xiaofei. Yin Hui simply grabbed the stubble and said that she was looking for me to have something to do, so let me go to her now. I took the bus to the address she sent me and arrived in just over half an hour. When I got off the bus, I realized that it was very close to Shen Qian's dance class, just diagonally across the road. Yin Hui mysteriously pulled me across the street and headed in the direction of the dance class, hiding in the corner of the little genius's shop, like a spy joint. I had a sense of foreboding, and sure enough, her purpose was to let me point out whether Shen Qian in the back room was the person I saw in the hospital in the past two days.
"I came to pay the utility bill, and I noticed her in the crowd without paying attention. I can recognize her at a glance, don't you say? I followed me all the way to here, take a look, is the woman inside visiting Qin Yuan's woman in the hospital that day? Last time I scratched someone else's car, she was also the owner of the car who passed by to see the excitement, right? Yin Hui's tone was full of confidence, and there was a feeling that the police had found clues.