Chapter 38: Sudden Change

"Where to go? How did you find me, did you follow me? ”

Shen Qian didn't say anything, and galloped all the way to the south gate of Qingcheng Park on Daxue West Street. Ignoring me, she got out of the car and walked straight into the park gate, and I inexplicably hesitated to follow her back and forth. She wandered around along the tree-lined paths, stopping and walking. But I didn't feel that she was in the mood for a walk, and she finally stopped in the shade of a dappled tree and began to brew words. "What do you want to do with all the effort you have to get to me? You are still quietly placed by Yin Hui's side, you don't just want to get money, right? You know the relationship between me and Qin Yuan, I think you should also know that Qin Yuan and Yin Hui are two people. You pretend to be pitiful every day in order to win sympathy? Yes? You shuttled between me and Yin Hui, what bad thoughts are you holding? ”

I listened to her pointing her nose at me, and I didn't know what the point was. Say I'm pretending to be pathetic? Or do you think I'm holding back some conspiracy? Or am I shuttling between her and Yin Hui?

"Why do you always think of people so badly? I said that I was Qin Yuan's friend, and I also inadvertently hit his driver, and I wanted to make up for the mistakes I made, as simple as that. He cares about the people he cares about, I can help as much as I can, is it wrong? I said righteously, Shen Qian began to think.

"Don't say that you are so noble, there is no grace in this world for no reason, why do you want to help Qin Yuan? Just out of self-reproach and guilt? I don't believe it, are you fooling a three-year-old with this set of words? ”

"You believe it or not, and you don't believe it. I can't explain it to you. "I got along with Shen Qian in the later period, I was used to her face like this, and I had no intention of arguing. She always likes to transfer her deep understanding of the world in her heart to others.

"What kind of attitude do you have, you don't want to do it with me, do you? Yo, now that you have a rich master, you can't look down on my little money? Shen Qian's words became more and more harsh, and she used her own dirty thoughts to sarcastically and sarcastically say, "Qin Yuan is still lying on the hospital bed, Yin Hui can't take a fancy to you." How old are you, you look quite ordinary, just like you, you still want to be a third party and destroy other people's families? Who do you think you are? ”

It's unreasonable, I didn't expect Shen Qian to expose her face in front of Ding Xiaofei, and she was vulgar. For so many years, she has been a mother to her children, and her temper has not diminished, but she has always imagined the purpose of others with her own mind. I barely understood what she was saying until the end, and the point of her questioning was that I was shuttling between her and Yin Hui, and she was unbalanced. This is my analysis of the true state of her heart.

I wasn't angry, and told her that I didn't understand, and I couldn't do it with thirty-six plans. I had no intention of arguing, so I pulled my legs and left, and I heard Shen Qian shouting behind me: "Ding Xiaofei, if you leave today, don't do it with me in the future, don't want to take another penny from me." I didn't look back, I threw the little genius's key into the air from my pocket, whatever she wanted. I still vividly remember her kindness in helping me enter the Middle Way, and I will never forget it in my life. But I think it's hard for me to communicate with her smoothly.

I was in a lost mood and hurried in the direction of Ding Xiaofei's residence. The more I walked, the more angry I became, I was confused, and I just reacted, if I were Qin Yuan, it would be reasonable for her to be jealous, but I am Ding Xiaofei, and I have no friendship with her. Qin Yuan and her have gone all the way, overcoming many difficulties and obstacles, and she still has the leisure to worry about these things after a few days of hard work, her mind is so narrow-minded, I can't help but feel cold. Maybe you can never see the true face of a person 100% in person, and people will always have more or less reservations. This incident changed my attitude towards Shen Qian, and her image in my heart instantly deteriorated.

The more I thought about it, the more confused I became, and I went back to my lodgings and simply lay back in bed, I just wanted to empty myself. Unexpectedly, and anger followed, tiredness swept over me, and before I knew it, I was actually asleep. What is even more frightening is that my awakening was forcibly squeezed out of my soul by Ding Xiaofei's consciousness. I looked at my watch and it was past seven o'clock, and I didn't have time to reminisce about the sleepiness I had not felt for a long time, because I had made another serious mistake that I could not undo. When Ding Xiaofei looked at his clothes in a daze, he and me, we were both stunned.

In his panic, he also found cigarettes, loose money, business cards of Hongyan Clinic and Zhang Zheyi Law Firm in his pocket, and I was completely stupid. I instinctively pressed the button for help, and Bai Susu came as scheduled. My brief description made Bai Susu understand the situation before and after, and her equally anxious eyes made me even more helpless. She didn't speak, but the look in her eyes told me that things were more serious than I thought. If a normal person encounters this kind of thing, he will definitely feel that he has fallen into evil spirits, gone crazy, or has a mental illness. Ding Xiaofei thought about it for a long time, and I was anxious in my panic. I can now put myself in Ding Xiaofei's shoes, if I were him and I encountered what happened to him, I would definitely go crazy, I would struggle, I would resist, at least I had to find someone to confide in and vent the fear in my heart.

It turns out that I can't represent Ding Xiaofei, although he is also panicked and he is helpless, he still follows the previous trajectory of life, he is such a person. After eating, he silently prepared to go out again. He still went to the hospital to take care of the sick, but he was absent-minded all night.

"Are you okay?" Yin Hui's inquiries fell on deaf ears. The inquiry was fruitless, and Yin Hui left. After he finished his job, he began to be in a daze, and the quiet in the ward was terrifying. As if time stood still, he sat motionless in front of the bed, clinging to his eyes rolling up and down to prove that time was still running out. I don't know what a big wave he is making in his heart at the moment, I just know that my heart is in turmoil.

He continued his daze until the next day, when he was supposed to rest, and in the process, he seemed like a human and not a human, a ghost and not a ghost. Confused, mentally numb to the extreme. Bai Susu failed to give an effective solution, she left halfway, and when she returned the next afternoon, Ding Xiaofei had not slept yet. He meditated night and day, I don't know what he thought, but there was no emotional fluctuation on his face, and his eyes were as empty as ever. He observed and studied several loose objects on his body for a long time, especially the business card of Hong Yan's clinic for a long time.

Bai Susu told me that Ding Xiaofei had his own consciousness when he was awake, and my soul could not be possessed. Of course I know this, otherwise I would not have been forcibly excluded from Ding Xiaofei after he woke up. Bai Susu said some comforting words to me, telling me that up to now, I can only take one step at a time. Then she hurried away.