No matter how beautiful your imagination is, after waking up from a dream, you will still face a cruel reality. - Preface

Yang Hongli's cousin's surname is Wang, and Yang Yichen calls her Grandma Wang. As soon as Grandma Wang arrived at the hospital, she saw Yang Hongli and Yang Yichen waiting at the door of the operating room, so she said angrily: "The doctor told me just now that Hong Qing (Yang Yichen's grandfather's name) has been sick for so long, why is he here now!" ”

Yang Yichen and Yang Hongli lowered their heads and said nothing. Grandma Wang looked at Yang Yichen, and then said, "Child, do you know that if you come a few days later, you won't have this grandfather!" ”

"Ahh Yang Yichen looked at Grandma Wang in shock, and stammered a little: "What... What the? At this moment, Yang Yichen suddenly realized the seriousness of the situation, originally heard stomach bleeding, Yang Yichen thought that although it was serious, but his grandfather could still talk and walk, and he would be cured when he came to the hospital to see, but he never expected it to be so serious.

"Stomach. . . Is stomach bleeding so severe? Yang Yichen bit his lower lip and said with some difficulty.

"What do you say! What about your mom and dad? Hurry up and call them back, and make money, but the people are almost gone! Grandma Wang said angrily.

"I'll call them right away." Yang Yichen took his grandfather's elderly machine and rushed to the bathroom.

Yang Yichen seems to have never cried so hard since he was a child, his eyes are like a faucet that has not been turned off, and tears can't stop flowing. Yang Yichen was really panicked, the six gods had no master, and his hands were a little trembling when he made the call.

The phone was connected, and Yang Yichen cried and called out the title that he hadn't shouted for several years: "Dad, come back quickly." Grandpa is hospitalized! ”

The operation lasted nearly three hours, and it was nearly eleven o'clock when Yang Yichen's grandfather was pushed out of the operating room. Seeing his grandfather leave the operating room safe and sound, the uneasiness in Yang Yichen's heart dissipated a little. Following Yang Hongli to settle his grandfather in the ward, the effect of the anesthetic has not dissipated, Yang Yichen's grandfather is still in a coma, Yang Yichen looked at Yang Hongli and said gratefully: "Thank you, I will return the medical expenses paid in advance." ”

Yang Hongli waved his hand and said, "It's okay, as long as the people are fine, I don't rush to use the money, it's all a family." ”

At this moment, Grandma Wang suddenly pushed the door and walked in and said, "Hong Li, you come out with me." ”

Yang Hongli nodded blankly, and Yang Yichen asked, "Do you want me to go out?" ”

Grandma Wang said, "No, you can just accompany your grandfather here." ”

"Oh." Yang Yichen answered, watched Yang Hongli follow Grandma Wang out of the ward, refocused his eyes on his grandfather lying on the hospital bed, raised his head, and looked at the dripping drops, Yang Yichen's thoughts flew back to the winter after he fell out with his family.

In the first semester of the first semester of junior high school, Yang Yichen fell out with his family, and left home in a fit of rage, leaving with nothing but the 20 yuan he was carrying and the only slightly thin clothes he was wearing. At this time, the weather was already in winter, and the breeze was mixed with a hint of chill, Yang Yichen wrapped his clothes tightly and wandered around the street for a long time, still not knowing where he should be at night, so he couldn't sleep on the street for a night. The night is getting deeper and deeper, there are almost no more people on the street, the temperature is getting lower and lower, and the breeze is already a little biting, Yang Yichen shivered, and said with a long sigh of relief: "I knew that I would wear thicker and come out again, now it's okay, I can't admit defeat and go back." If you can't go back, you can't stand that kind of life anymore. ”

At this moment, a figure walked slowly with staggering steps, and by the faint light emitted by the street lamp, Yang Yichen stood still and stared at the figure tightly.

"Is it Xiaochen?" The figure approached, and it turned out to be his grandfather. Yang Yichen hurriedly walked up to greet him, helped his grandfather and said, "It's so late, it's so cold, what are you doing here?" ”

Yang Yichen's grandfather held a heavy coat in his hand, helped Yang Yichen put it on, and said, "It's so cold, you wear so little, and you don't have any money on you, I'll send you a piece of clothing." ”

Wrapping up the coat he had just put on, Yang Yichen said, "How do you know I'm here?" ”

Yang Yichen's grandfather smiled: "It's so late, where can you go?" I'm just looking for it street by street. Saying that, Yang Yichen's grandfather suddenly sighed and said: "Your parents are also good for you, maybe the way is a little worse, but who parents don't love their children?" Be obedient and come back with me. ”

Looking at his grandfather, Yang Yichen's nose was inexplicably a little sore, and said: "Grandpa, don't worry, I will definitely go back if I make a name for myself, I want them to see, if I don't follow the route they arranged for me, I can live a good life." ”

"Alas, your stubborn temper is really inherited from your father, no one will take a step back, where do you think you can go?" Yang Yichen's grandfather said.

"I'll go to the city, get a job, and when I earn money, I'll pick you up, trust me." Yang Yichen said firmly.

Yang Yichen's grandfather took out a very tightly wrapped red plastic bag from his arms, put it in Yang Yichen's hand, and said, "Okay, three hundred and sixty lines, it's okay to go out and break through." This is what I have saved over the years, there are more than 5,000, you save some flowers, but don't grieve yourself, you can't come back if you can't do it outside, I'll wait for you at home. Also, give me a call and let me know where you are and what you're doing, your mom and dad, they'll be worried about you, too. ”

Looking at the neatly wrapped plastic bag in his hand, Yang Yichen couldn't help but smile, but his eyes were already full of tears: "Well, I know." Go back, it's cold outside. Yang Yichen couldn't keep his voice from deformation, and his right hand was holding the red plastic bag tightly, getting tighter and tighter.

Yang Yichen went out with a newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers, but when he arrived in society, he realized how ridiculous his idea was, and there were many people who ate people and did not spit out bones. encountered a wall again and again, and the fire of enthusiasm when he left home was no longer rekindled, but he would not go home, which meant that he admitted defeat. In desperation, he went back to school, Yang Yichen, who would have thought that he was going to receive a major criticism education, returned to school to find that his family had already asked for leave for him, and Yang Yichen, who had been absent from school for a month, returned to school unharmed. However, at this time, Yang Yichen had no hope for life after experiencing the blow of social education, and it was at this time that she broke into his life and let him know that the so-called bad students with bad grades that he once looked down on the most, their emotions were the most sincere and valuable.

He began to contemplate his own death.