Death is a wordless fear for everyone, but it is a relief for some. - Preface

Yang Yichen was thinking about his death, but because she delayed it again and again. In the end, Yang Yichen left the school and returned home. At this time, he no longer cares about winning or losing, what if he admits defeat, the life is given by them, and it is returned to them. Yang Yichen returned home with such an idea. But his parents had already gone out to work, only his grandfather was at home alone, and he seemed to feel Yang Yichen's thoughts, and his grandfather talked to him a lot that night, looking at his grandfather's white hair and dry arms, Yang Yichen suddenly felt a touch in his heart, he was suddenly reluctant to leave, he was reluctant to let his grandfather, and he didn't want to make his grandfather sad. Grandpa said something to him, which really strengthened Yang Yichen's determination. Grandpa said: "I have suffered all my life, I have been tired all my life, and your father has worked hard all my life, so we don't want you to be like us anymore, you also have this ability, your brain is smart and you study well, so we will have so big expectations for you, you always feel that you are bitter and tired, but your parents are not more tired outside?" You've been out for a while, and you know how hard it is to work outside, what are we doing here? Isn't it for you? Isn't all the money we earn for you? How long do I have to live, and even if you have a chance, how many days can we enjoy you? In my life, I don't have any big ideals, seeing that you are famous, grandpa will be at ease even if he leaves! ”

Yang Yichen suddenly became clear, he suddenly felt that he was not so lonely, his parents were not so cold-blooded, his grandfather had spent his whole life frugally, and when he was old, he still wanted to keep the best for himself, what reason did he have to disappoint him? Therefore, he returned to school and was finally admitted to high school with the first place, when his grandfather saw the admission letter, Yang Yichen saw the brightest smile his grandfather had ever seen in his life, grandpa's happiness, it was so simple.

Unconsciously, Yang Yichen's eyes were red again, and at this time, Yang Hongli pushed the door and walked in, Yang Yichen hurriedly turned his head and rubbed his eyes a few times. He doesn't want others to see him crying, it's okay to cry, but it's for himself to see, not for others to pity.

"What did Grandma Wang tell you?" Yang Yichen asked.

Yang Hongli's face was obviously a little wrong, but when he heard Yang Yichen's question, he instantly returned to his original state and said, "It's nothing, just told me some of your grandfather's precautions, how is it, is your grandfather awake?" ”

Yang Yichen didn't notice Yang Hongli's abnormality, glanced at his grandfather and said, "Not yet." ”

Yang Hongli said: "You go to sleep first, I'll help you keep watch, your parents should be there tomorrow, you should rest first." ”

Yang Yichen shook his head and said, "No, no, you go to sleep first, it's so late, you can't go back, it's really troublesome today." ”

"It's all a family, what kind words to say. You hurry up and rest, and I'll call you in the middle of the night, and we'll take shifts. Yang Hongli said.

Yang Yichen hesitated for a moment and said, "Okay, call me at two o'clock, I'll sleep for almost two hours." ”

"Alright, let's go to sleep." Yang Hongli said impatiently.

Yang Yichen lay on the empty bed adjacent to his grandfather, and fell asleep groggily after lying down for a while. Looking at the sleeping Yang Yichen, Yang Hongli sighed helplessly, walked to the balcony, and lit a cigarette. I thought back to what Grandma Wang had just told him.

"Hongli, don't let that kid know."

"What, you say, is it about my brother's condition?"

"Well, actually, he didn't just have stomach bleeding, he also had stomach cancer."

"What! Gastric cancer. ”

"Be quiet, it's not too early to find out, it's close to the late stage, and it's a bad situation."

"Is it too late to get treatment now?"

"It's hard. It's not optimistic, I'll talk to them when the parents of the children come over tomorrow. ”

"That..."

"Just know it, don't let the child know, he is their family's best hope, if he knows about it, he will definitely be unable to bear the blow."

"I understand."

A cigarette has burned out unconsciously, Yang Hongli was just about to light another one, but found that the cigarette case was empty, looked back at Yang Yichen who was sleeping in the house and Yang Yichen's grandfather who had not yet woken up, and sighed: "Such a good family, why is God always so unfair?" Good people have good rewards? Oh, alas, retribution, it's good to repay. ”

When Yang Yichen woke up, it was already more than ten o'clock the next morning. The sunlight reflected on Yang Yichen's face from the balcony, waking Yang Yichen from his sleep, Yang Yichen sat up from the bed, stretched out his right hand in front of his forehead to block the sun, and glanced at the wall clock on the wall, it was already half past ten. glanced around, there were only him and his grandfather in the room, there was not much left, Yang Hongli should go to the nurse. Shaking his head a few times, shaking away the slightly cloudy consciousness in his brain, Yang Yichen just got up when he saw Yang Hongli walking in with a nurse.

"Why didn't you call me at night?" Yang Yichen said.

"I didn't call you when I saw you sleeping so soundly." Yang Hongli gave up a place and asked the nurse to change the dressing.

"Isn't my grandfather awake yet?" Yang Yichen looked at his grandfather, who was still in a coma, and said worriedly.

"I woke up last night, I didn't fall asleep all night in pain, and I just slept again." Yang Hongli said.

"Haven't they arrived yet?" Yang Yichen's voice was a little hoarse, and when he said that, they naturally meant his parents.

"Not yet, but it should be there." After the nurse changed the medicine and left, Yang Hongli sat next to Yang Yichen, patted Yang Yichen on the shoulder, and said, "Don't worry, don't you still have me here to accompany you?" ”

Yang Yichen looked at Yang Hongli and said, "Do you want to sleep first, when you wake up, they should also arrive, so you can hurry home." ”

Yang Hongli smiled: "Leave me alone, I told my family, when your parents come, I will go back after leaving the matter to them." ”

"Okay then, then you go to sleep first, I'll guard my grandfather." Yang Yichen said.

"Alas, child, work hard, your family has really paid too much for you, understand something in the future, you are so old, you have to catch up with your father, listen to something in the future, fight for breath, don't let your grandfather's expectations of you become disappointed." Yang Hongli sighed, turned around and lay on the bed and narrowed his eyes.

Listening to Yang Hongli's words, Yang Yichen fell into a long silence, until Yang Hongli's snoring sounded, Yang Yichen came to his senses, glanced at Yang Hongli and put his eyes back on his grandfather, and the gloom in his eyes didn't know what it meant.