Chapter 108: He's leaving
After eating some food and taking medicine under Jinxia's service, Yizhu fell asleep again.
Jin Xia looked at the people on the bed distressedly, and after tidying up the bedroom, he left the room.
"How is your master doing today?" A cold voice behind her almost startled her.
As soon as Jin Xia turned to face a handsome face, he immediately blessed himself, "The slave has seen the prince." ”
"Arise, and answer the king's words."
As soon as he mentioned the matter of his master, Jin Xia immediately frowned, "Back to the prince's words, the slave maid felt that the princess must have been frightened yesterday, and when the slave maid went in, the princess cried so sadly, saying that she had a nightmare last night." The slave maid has served the princess for so many years, and she has never seen the princess cry so sadly. I think it was yesterday that hurt the princess too much. ”
Murong Xi was silent when he heard this.
Seeing this, Jin Xia stubbornly continued for the sake of his master: "Lord Wang, the slave knows that Chang Ning is your biological sister, but my princess is also your biological sister." This Princess Changning is really too much, bullying my princess once or twice. Now he is even more united with other men outside to bully my princess. Lord, please call the shots for my princess. ”
Murong Xi looked at the loyal slave in front of him, his eyes wandered, and fell on the door in front of him.
Is she still crying?
The slave maid in front of her thought that she was crying because Chang Ning had bullied her.
As everyone knows, she cried because of her possession of her last night.
"This king knows, you go down first." He just wanted to go in and see her now.
When Jin Xia heard this, she raised her eyes and glanced at the man in front of her, and saw that his expression was full of worry, and her heart relaxed slightly. It's to turn around and leave.
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Murong Xi pushed the door and walked to the bed.
I saw that her little face was pale and bloodless, her brows were frowned, and she looked like she was on guard, and her heart trembled slightly. Her dark eyes wandered and fell on her hands clutching the futon.
He sat down on the edge of the bed and reached out to take her slightly cold hands.
"Lost pearl ......" looked at her red and swollen eyes, and his heart burned like fire.
The man on the bed suddenly withdrew his hand, turned his back to him, and came a weak voice, "You've got what you want, so please stop harassing me." I'll leave your house in a few days after I've healed, and we'll not see each other again. ”
It's not the first time she's said this to him, but today's sentence will be so suffocating.
"The identity of you and me can't be to see each other again. I won't say I'm sorry, and I won't regret what happened last night. He reached out again and held her cold little hand tightly, not allowing her to struggle.
"Murong Xi, what do you want? You alone want to carry that guilt, but I don't want to, why are you so selfish to pull me into this endless abyss? How do you tell me to face my father in the future, and if my father knew about this time, what would he think? She broke free of his big hand, struggled to sit up, and whispered weakly at him: "Murong Xi, do you know that you are really selfish, and you have selfish desires for yourself. Destroy me like that. Drag me to hell with you? Do you think that will make me give up the cabinet completely and choose to be with you? I'm telling you, impossible. Murong Xi, I can't be with you, never! If you want me to be with you, I'd rather marry a man I don't love. ”
After she finished speaking, the room was silent, and the beast stove on the tassel brocade table was filled with a faint fragrance, which was the favorite sandalwood fragrance of the pearl.
Her words were like sharp knives, slashing at his heart one by one, and he just felt that his heart was a blur of flesh and blood. He got up, and his handsome face was tinged with a touch of tenderness, but it was impossible to see the emotion.
He turned his back to her, his voice cold, "Zhuzhu, you can do whatever you want to me, last night's incident was indeed selfish." But I don't regret it. If you want to vent, you can come at me, but don't do anything to hurt yourself. You still can't accept my words, you don't have to be wronged to choose a man you don't love to come out of the cabinet, I ...... You really don't want to see me again, tomorrow I will ask my father for his life and go back to northern Xinjiang. ”
The bead was stunned, and the pupils contracted rapidly. Then he turned his face away, and his voice became cold, "Whatever you want." ”
His handsome face was calm, and a trace of grief flashed in his dark eyes, "That's fine, as long as you're happy." ”
As soon as the words fell, he turned and walked out of the bedroom.
She didn't know how long she had been in the room, and all she could remember was what he had said before leaving.
- You can do whatever you want to me, last night's incident was indeed selfish. But I don't regret it. If you want to vent, you can come at me, but don't do anything to hurt yourself. You still can't accept my words, you don't have to be wronged to choose a man you don't love to come out of the cabinet, I ...... You really don't want to see me again, and in a few days I will ask my father for his life and go back to northern Xinjiang.
Will he really go back to the northern frontier?
I don't know how I've spent the past few days, my mind is chaotic, and I can't think about anything at all.
When she was recuperating in Murong Xi's mansion, Zhao Chuyao came to visit her for a few days, and the first two days happened to be her sleeping, and she didn't see the missing pearls. She still felt uneasy, and this time, when she came over, she saw that the lost pearl was sitting on a stone bench in the courtyard, so she happily stepped forward to salute her.
"Chu Yao has seen the Ninth Princess."
This pleasant voice came from behind her, and when she looked back, a soft face came into her eyes.
She was stunned for a moment, and her body, which was lying on the stone table, immediately straightened up, "No need to be polite, you offended Chang Ning in order to save me that day." I haven't thanked Miss Zhao yet. ”
Speaking of the events of that day, a touch of apology flashed across Zhao Chuyao's soft face, "That's what I should do, whether my brother is instructed by the eighth princess or not, defiling the royal princess, will always implicate the family." It's just that Chu Yao really can't figure it out, you and the eighth princess were sisters, but the eighth princess treated you like that, it really shouldn't be. ”
The beads hooked her lips, for Chang Ning, she didn't feel much now, she had always regarded her as her sister, she didn't treat herself as a sister, so that's it, if she dared to make a move on herself in the future, she would definitely not let her go.
"Chang Ning, that person has always looked at me unpleasantly. Perhaps, this time she treated me like this, and I couldn't sue in front of my father. That's why you rescued me in time, and I saved my innocence......" At this point, she paused.
Innocent......
Did she keep it?
And it didn't ......
"The princess is serious, it was not Chu Yao who saved the princess, but the princess who was saved by the prince." Zhao Chuyao told the truth.
Yes, it was he who saved himself from Chang Ning, but he also destroyed himself personally.
The things of this world are really ridiculous......
But she could not laugh, and he had said that night that he would rather she hate him than see her go out of the cabinet to escape his affection for him.
Why didn't she want to hate him......
But she couldn't, she just felt that she couldn't get out of this predicament now.
She still couldn't accept him......
But when she heard him say that he was going to ask his father for orders to go back to northern Xinjiang, her heart seemed to be grabbed by something, and she was so uncomfortable that she couldn't breathe.
Seeing that she was silent, Zhao Chuyao sat down on the stone bench opposite her, and looked at her carefully, this time they met, as if they had lost a little weight, and their faces were slightly pale, she opened her mouth to ask about her physical condition, and her tone was a little caring, "Princess, is your body better?" ”
"Miss Zhao has a heart, I'm fine, I'm going to go back to the palace today." Yizhu also knew that she had looked for her several times, "I'm sorry before, Miss Zhao came to visit me so kindly, I just stopped." ”
"No, I came at the wrong time. Princess, you were frightened, but I heard the princess's personal palace maid Jinxia say that you are still unwell, and you have been haunted by nightmares these days. Chu Yao felt very sorry, all this was my brother's fault, if he hadn't tried to do some foolish things, he wouldn't have let the princess suffer this crime. ”
At the mention of that day's events, Yizhu lowered his eyes slightly, and took a deep breath, "That's it, don't mention the things of that day." ”
Everyone didn't know the pain in her heart, and she couldn't tell that kind of thing. can only be buried in the depths of his heart forever and rot in his heart.
"Yes. It was Chu Yao who was abrupt, didn't take into account the princess's feelings, and hoped that the princess would forgive her sins. Seeing her in pain, Chu Yao couldn't help but feel a little guilty, and got up and excused herself.
"It's none of your business, you don't have to apologize to me." This was originally Chang Ning's fault.
"Princess, don't worry, I have reported this matter to my father, my father is very angry, he has locked his brother in the firewood room and thought about it behind closed doors, if the princess is not angry, my father will tie my brother into the palace and ask the emperor for guilt, what do you think, princess?"
Zhu Zhu twisted her eyebrows, she didn't plan to go to her father about this matter, "Since Prime Minister Zhao Cheng has spoken out for me, this matter will end here." I don't want my father to have a headache about the matter between me and Chang Ning, so I solve it like this. ”
In the past year, his father has worried too much about himself, in fact, he also knows what Chang Ning has done to him, and he also warned Chang Ning in secret that if he makes trouble in front of his father this time, I am afraid that his father will not easily spare Chang Ning.
Originally, Queen Yu didn't treat herself very well, but it was in front of her father that she pretended to love herself, if she let her baby daughter be wronged now, I am afraid that the person who will shoot at her next time will not be Chang Ning, but Queen Yu.
Besides, her father is old, and she really doesn't want to let her affairs worry about him all the time.
Once this matter is caused by the father, the father will inevitably punish Chang Ning, Queen Yu has always loved this hard-won daughter, if the father wants to punish her, Queen Yu will definitely be pestering her father, so pushed, there are many things involved.
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Since that day, the lost pearl has been recuperating in the palace for a few days, and Murong Xi has not been seen again.
After returning to the palace, Murong Sheng went to the Yuehua Hall to see her, and saw that she had lost a lot of weight, so he took a sip of tea with a little displeasure: "You said that when you went out of the palace to Changning to get together, why did you stay with your Seventh Emperor Brother and be sick for a few days?" ”
Yizhu sat down next to Murong Sheng, hugged his arm, and had an indescribable feeling in his heart, "Father, Yizhu is suffering from a cold, just a few coughs, it's not a big deal, don't worry too much." ”
Murong Sheng looked at her slightly pale face, and sighed secretly in his heart, how could he not be worried.
Man Changqing, although she said that she didn't love him, but according to her temperament, if she really didn't love Man Changqing, how could she agree to marry him, she has always been an unrestrained child, and she regards freedom as more important than anything else, but that damn man actually took her a burden.
In that marriage, he didn't dare to advance in front of her, and he didn't know how much sincerity she put in it. If she hadn't put her heart inside, if she had been silently in the Yuehua Palace for several months, she would never have left the palace. I'm afraid it's touching the scene......
Thinking of this, Murong Sheng's tone was touched, "Lost pearl, if you don't meet a suitable man, you will stay in the palace for the rest of your life." Father will definitely take good care of you. ”
"Okay, the missing pearl is also willing to be by my father's side for a lifetime." The bead hugged his arm, and suddenly felt very calm in his heart.
At this time, only father's love can soothe her heart.
And after that happened, when she saw Murong Sheng, she couldn't help but feel a touch of guilt in her heart.
She thought that if her father knew, he would definitely not want to recognize her as a daughter anymore, or would rather not take her back to the palace in the first place......
As soon as she thought of this, her throat was tightly grabbed, and she was about to suffocate until she couldn't breathe.
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She recuperated in the palace for a few days, and she never saw Murong Xi again.
She......
I don't want to see him anymore......
When she was bored, she could only spend time in the courtyard, and she never stepped on the Yuehua Hall again, because she was afraid of meeting him......
"Princess, Miss Zhao asks to see you." Jin Xia suddenly came over to report.
"Let her come to the yard." She commanded without looking back.
Jin Xia is used to the easy-going temperament of his master, and he doesn't say anything more.
This kind of flower has been growing for a few months, and the seedlings have grown tall, but they have not borne flowers for a long time. At this time, she is watering and fertilizing these seedlings to loosen the soil.
"Ninth Princess, Chu Yao begs you to go and persuade the prince." As soon as Zhao Chuyao arrived at the courtyard of the Yuehua Palace, she stepped forward to grab her mud-stained hands with a look of anxiety.
As soon as he heard the word Wangye, the willow eyebrows frowned slightly, "He...... What's wrong? ”
Could it be that he really asked his father to go back to northern Xinjiang?
"I heard my father say that the prince asked the emperor for his life today, saying that he wanted to go back to northern Xinjiang." Zhao Chuyao's eyes were red, as if she had cried, and the beauty frowned, and she was distressed.
Hearing this, her mind was blank for a short time, and then she lowered her eyes, looking at her white slender hands holding her hands in spite of the dirt in her hands, and couldn't help but have a good impression of the woman in front of her.
"It's his decision, how can I influence his decision?" She pursed her lips, others didn't know about the two of them, but she couldn't persuade him like that when the events of that night hadn't happened.
"No, Ninth Princess, you must be able to persuade him, the prince's favorite person is the princess, if the princess tells him that you are not willing to let him, then he will definitely not leave." Zhao Chuyao said that he was unwilling to let go of the missing pearl's hands, and he was emotional.
She knew that she would not be able to persuade him, but when she learned that he had really done that, her heart seemed to be crushed by a huge stone, and it was so uncomfortable that she couldn't breathe.
"Miss Zhao, I'm ......" Yizhu took a deep breath and let out a weak voice, "I'm sorry, I can't help you, I've been unwell for the past few days, I haven't been out of the Yuehua Palace, let alone the Seventh Emperor Brother, so I can't persuade him." ”
Zhao Chuyao didn't believe it at all, "Princess, isn't your relationship with the prince very good?" Why do you want to watch him go back to a place where there is only winter? If he left the capital again and returned to that place, then he would have completely renounced the throne. Ninth Princess, looking at your relationship with several princes, isn't your relationship with the prince the best? If he leaves, aren't you afraid that other princes will embarrass you if they become emperors? Coupled with Princess Changning's targeting of you like that, if you don't have the prince to protect you, isn't your situation very dangerous, princess? ”
This series of words made Yu Zhu frown, she broke free of Zhao Chuyao's hand and stood up, "Miss Zhao, who does this future emperor belong to, it is not up to you and me to control." Please also remember that you are going to marry the prince of a country. It's not that after marrying one of my royal brothers, which of my royal brothers can become the crown prince. ”
Zhao Chuyao was stunned for a moment, only to know that she had said the wrong thing because she was in a hurry, and she hurriedly stepped forward to explain, "Yes...... It was Chu Yao who lost his words, but it was also Chu Yao who was too nervous. Presumably princess, you also know my intentions, no matter what my identity is, Chu Yao has only the prince in his heart. Just like what you said, princess, yes, I can only marry the crown prince who is the emperor's policy, not whoever I choose as my husband can become the prince. ”
The light in the eyes of the woman in front of her dimmed little by little, and she wondered if what she had just said was a little too much.
Seeing that the pearl was silent, Zhao Chuyao sighed deeply, turned his back to her, and looked sad, "Yes, after the princess said this, Chu Yao remembered." Chu Yao had no choice, and he had the ability to interfere with the emperor's plan to make which prince to be the crown prince. Once the emperor decides which prince to be the crown prince, Chu Yao will know who he is going to marry......"
"Miss Zhao......" Listening to her sad tone, Zhu Zhu felt guilty.
"Princess, if you can, Chu Yao would rather not be a princess or a queen. I just want to be with the man I love myself. That person is the prince...... Zhao Chuyao was left to point out what he needed to see clearly, "Princess, you are right." That was the prince's own decision, whether it was Chu Yao or the princess, they had no right to influence the prince's decision. ”
The bead pursed her lips and wiped the dirt from her hands, not knowing what to say.
"Princess, Chu Yao is offended, so let's step back." With that, Zhao Chuyao turned around and left the Yuehua Palace.