Chapter 109: Took away her innocence

After Zhao Chuyao left, Jin Xia and Su Chun, who were waiting outside, heard the conversation between the two of them, and Jin Xia took the lead in stepping forward.

"Princess, did you really have a dispute with the prince? Why does the prince want to leave the capital and return to the northern Xinjiang, princess, you can be indifferent? Princess, are you really willing to let the prince leave the capital? ”

"Jinxia ......" Su Chun instructed the little palace maid on the side to bring water to wash her hands, and after turning around and coming back to hear what Jinxia said, she hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed her hand, "We are slaves, and we can't control the master's affairs too much." ”

"But ......" Jin Xia's little face was full of unhappiness, "When the prince was not titled before, the princess was still so good with the prince, and you often made dishes for the prince, why has it changed now." Is it that after the prince was given the title, the princess felt that it was impossible for the prince to become the prince. So where the prince goes, the princess is indifferent! ”

"Jinxia!" Su Chun grabbed her arm and scolded angrily: "You are too presumptuous! Is it that the princess is too indulgent to you and me on weekdays, so you have such a presumptuous temperament! ”

Jin Xia gritted her teeth, on weekdays, she didn't even dare to say a word out loud to her master, but today when she heard Zhao Chuyao come over and beg the princess to persuade the princess not to leave, the princess was indifferent, she was so presumptuous when she was in a hurry.

"Since you care so much about the affairs of my Seventh Emperor Brother, then I will give you to the Seventh Emperor Brother, and you can follow the Seventh Emperor Brother out of the palace and go to the Northern Xinjiang to serve." The bead washed his hands with a plate of water brought by the little palace maid, and after dropping this sentence, he entered the dormitory with an expressionless face.

"Princess......" Su Chun was slightly stunned, and looked back at Jinxia, who was already frozen in place behind her, "It's a trouble now, it's made the princess angry!" ”

Jin Xia's vision was blurred, and she was stunned for a moment before she came back to her senses, and immediately set off to chase after her, chasing into the dormitory, and saw the pearl sitting on the brocade couch by the window, pounced on her legs, kneeling and grabbing the corner of her skirt, "Princess, I'm sorry, the slave and maid are wrong, the slave and maid shouldn't talk too much, the slave and the maid know that it's wrong, please don't send the slave away, okay?" The slave and maid should not serve the prince, but the slave and maid should always follow the princess...... Princess, don't want slaves and maids, don't drive slaves and maids away, okay? ”

Looking at the person who was kneeling on the ground, pulling the corner of his skirt and crying with pear blossoms and rain, Yuzhu's heart rose a little unbearable, and he reached out and patted the back of her hand, "I'm just talking, I didn't really want to give you to my Seventh Emperor Brother." ”

"A real princess?"

"Hmm." Yizhu sighed, "You get up, next time you can't contradict me like this in front of other palace maids, if you were to contradict Chang Ning like this, she would have been pulled out and beheaded by her." ”

"The slave knows that the slave is wrong. The slave and maid also thanked the princess a lot. Jin Xia heard with his own ears that his master was not angry, so he stood up with confidence, "The princess is just loosening the soil and watering the flowers in the courtyard, do you want to bathe and change clothes now?" ”

"No need." Yuzhu sat down again, looking out the window, "I'm a little hungry, you go and get something to eat." ”

Hearing this, Jin Xia nodded, "Okay, princess." ”

……

Jin Xia came out of the dormitory, Su Chun came in, and also interceded for her, the pearl just wanted to be quiet, sent Su Chun back, sat by the window alone, supported his face with his hands, and looked at a cuckoo flying outside the window, and couldn't help but feel a touch of emotion in his heart.

The image of that night suddenly echoed in my mind.

- Lost Pearl, don't reject me again......

- You can hate me, I would rather you hate me than marry someone else.

His low, melodious voice echoed in her ears over and over again, and the thought of it made her tremble uncontrollably.

That night, the heat he sprayed in her ears, her hot body, and her low voice seemed to carry irresistible magic, making her want to reject him, but she couldn't exert any strength.

In the end, she still couldn't resist his feelings, because deep down she still ...... him

She is in love with him......

- Murong Xi, what do you want? You alone want to carry that guilt, but I don't want to, why are you so selfish to pull me into this endless abyss? How do you tell me to face my father in the future, and if my father knew about this time, what would he think? Murong Xi, do you know that you are really selfish, and you have selfish desires for yourself. Destroy me like that. Drag me to hell with you? Do you think that will make me give up the cabinet completely and choose to be with you? I'm telling you, impossible. Murong Xi, I can't be with you, never! If you want me to be with you, I'd rather marry a man I don't love.

And she said such cruel things to him......

She was angry at that time, because she really couldn't accept that she actually had such a relationship with her brother, even if she was forced, but what she couldn't accept was that she really longed for him in her heart......

- You can do whatever you want to me, last night's incident was indeed selfish. But I don't regret it. If you want to vent, you can come at me, but don't do anything to hurt yourself. You still can't accept my words, you don't have to be wronged to choose a man you don't love to come out of the cabinet, I ...... You really don't want to see me again, and in a few days I will ask my father for his life and go back to northern Xinjiang.

Go back to northern Xinjiang......

So he was really making up for himself, he really got his wish, she said that she didn't want to see him again, but because of the identities of the two, they couldn't do it at all, so he simply left the capital, right?

At this time, Zhuzhu's heart was like being poked by ten thousand needles, and she grabbed her chest with no breath.

Su Chun pushed the door in at this time, and Jin Xia behind him was holding a pastry, seemingly unhappy.

She didn't want to let herself think about it anymore, so she teased the two of them instead, "It's just that you guys are so upset when I asked you to get something to eat?" ”

"Princess, no." Jin Xia couldn't help it, put the pastry on the tassel brocade table, and walked straight to the missing pearl, "It's about the prince, when the slave maid went to the imperial dining room to get the pastry, I heard Gonggong Xu, who was waiting for the emperor, answering the words of the other palace maids, saying that the prince seemed to be leaving the capital at the beginning of next month to return to northern Xinjiang." ”

Hearing this, Yizhu's hand trembled. Then he stood up and walked over to the tassel brocade table and sat down, "Oh, I see." ”

She understood, and she understood......

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Murong Xi, who has always been calm and composed, would actually get drunk.

Qingfeng saw that he hadn't been out of the study all day, and when he learned that he had asked the emperor to leave the capital, he couldn't understand more and more what his prince was thinking, or even doing.

But until he pushed open the study, he was choked by the stinking smell of wine in the study.

"Lord Wang?" The breeze twisted his eyebrows, held his breath and walked into the study, and when he stepped forward, he saw the man lying on the table, still holding a piece of wine in his hand.

Qingfeng stepped forward to help up the man on the table, but he pushed him away, and a touch of disbelief appeared on Qingfeng's cold face, "Lord Wang? ”

Murong Xi heard the voice, raised his eyes and glanced at him, a handsome face was slightly haggard, he raised his eyes and saw that the person in his eyes was not the person he wanted to see, he closed his eyes deeply, and then picked up the wine and poured it into his mouth, the transparent liquid overflowed from the corner of his mouth, down his throat and into his neck, and after a while, the robe on his chest was already wet.

Seeing this, Qingfeng was a little confused, but he had been by Murong Xi's side for many years, and he had never seen his prince drink so much wine, let alone seen him so decadent.

"Lord Wang, you can't drink anymore." A light breeze snatched the wine from his hand.

The wine in his hand was snatched, and Murong Xi wanted to glare at him, but found that he couldn't focus on anything, so he had to give orders, "Bring the wine!" ”

Qingfeng looked at his own prince like this, and inexplicably remembered that it might be related to the ninth princess at this time, he took a few steps back, and threw the wine on the ground, the wine was shattered, and the wine in it also wet a large piece of the ground.

"Lord Wang, have you forgotten the task you have carried on your own? Have you forgotten our plans? Your subordinates know that you really like the Ninth Princess, but the Ninth Princess is your biological sister, and she is the princess of the dynasty. Lord Wang, you can like any official lady in the capital, even the women of the common people, but you can't like the ninth princess. That will make you irreversible. So, Lord Wang, be sober! ”

Sober up?

He is still sober, he knows that Qingfeng has never liked anyone, and he doesn't know what it feels like to have this kind of love.

The kind of love that she loves herself the same, but because of the relationship and identity, they can't be together at all, and even she pushes herself away again and again because of that guilt.

Lost Pearl......

Lost Pearl......

In the end, in your heart, I have never been able to compare with my father.

She cares about her father's feelings, so she is unwilling to accept her feelings, and is even afraid that her father will know. So I'm willing to pick a man out of the cabinet at random than be with him......

At the thought of this, he swallowed a sigh into his throat, letting the bitterness spread in his heart.

Seeing that the prince did not respond to him, his tired eyes were full of pain, and Qingfeng inexplicably felt that his throat was a little bitter, he took a deep breath, "Lord Wang, the prince that his subordinates know is not like this. As the Seventh Prince, you have always wanted to avenge the eldest prince, and now you have not yet gained a firm foothold in the palace, but because of the ninth princess, you gave up what the prince insisted on at the beginning, and forgot how the eldest prince sacrificed. For the sake of the Ninth Princess, you gave up the opportunity for revenge like that, ran to ask the emperor for his life, and returned to the northern Xinjiang, the prince, your subordinates ...... to you Your subordinates are really disappointed in you......"

Murong Xi hooked his lips, mockery condensed on his handsome face, and his cold voice was also mocking, "Light breeze, I'm afraid this king is going to disappoint you even more." ”

Hearing the words, a touch of uneasiness spread in his heart, "Lord Wang, you ......"

"Ben Wang...... The king took away the innocence of the lost pearl. His slightly mocking and sad voice looked so pale in the huge study.

But the content of it shocked Qingfeng, and he was silent for a few seconds before he came back to his senses from his words, "Lord Wang, you are crazy!" ”

"Yes, this king is crazy." He already loved her like crazy. It was the first time he had been so strongly given a person, and he knew that if he hadn't pushed her like that, he would never have gotten her. He had already given up the chance to get her before, and that night, he no longer wanted to suppress his feelings for her. I don't want to watch her marry someone else in order to escape her feelings for herself. So he chose to make her hate him.

Qingfeng's whole person froze in place, and his mind came to mind the days when the previous pearl was still recuperating in the house, he had seen her once, at that time, she was not as smiling as before, her eyes were full of sorrow, and she seemed to be a lot haggard.

He, like everyone else, thought that she was because she was bullied by Zhao Chude like that in the Eighth Princess's Mansion, frightened, and unwell, so she was in such a bad spirit and gradually emaciated.

But I don't want to, the culprit is actually my own prince.

It was he who did that to the Ninth Princess that made her ...... like that

"Lord, princess, she...... Obviously, you trust the prince like that, you ...... "Qingfeng doesn't know what he can say in order to pull back his prince's mind."

"Trust?" Murong Xi pouted these two words lightly, "On the night Chu Lingtian was rescued, she already knew the thoughts of this king, so she kept avoiding this king, and even wanted to use the pavilion to escape her feelings for this king." ”

Yes, how much she used to trust herself, but it was all ruined by herself.

Since she is unwilling to see herself again, then the only way she can make up for it is to do what she wants.

"So the prince, you asked the emperor for his life, returned to the northern Xinjiang, and never saw the ninth princess again in this life, can it be regarded as making up for the ninth princess?" For the first time, Qingfeng showed a cold and unexpected emotion in front of the prince, "Lord Wang, do you know that you are really not responsible for the ninth princess by doing that." Lord Wang, you have always known that the eighth princess has always hated the ninth princess, and if we leave the capital, it will really hurt the ninth princess. ”

"So I plan to leave you or Chongyan in the capital and secretly protect her integrity."

"Lord Wang!" Qingfeng twisted his eyebrows, obviously disagreeing with such a decision, so he called him so heavily, "You are ruining yourself, and even more ruining the Ninth Princess." For the sake of the Ninth Princess, you have left all the hatred of the eldest prince behind, do you know how sad and disappointed General Xiao would be if he knew about this? ”

"Light breeze, in order to avenge the eldest brother, in order to find out the fire incident that year. This king thought that this king had been in northern Xinjiang for many years, and he would be able to be ruthless enough and would not be emotional to any woman. But things in this world are always unexpected. ”

"But, Lord Wang, for the sake of a woman, is it worth it to leave all the hatred of the eldest prince behind, and even ruin yourself? The subordinates have been by the prince's side for many years, and the subordinates think that they know you well enough, but they never thought that you still can't escape the beauty ...... the prince."

Murong Xi looked at the broken fragments of Jiucheng on the ground, and did not speak.

Qingfeng sighed lightly, "Lord Wang, don't let General Xiao chill his heart. ”

He was silent for a long time, slightly constricted, "This king knows." ”

……

He......

Leaving the capital tomorrow and returning to Northern Xinjiang?

The pearl sat by the window of the dormitory all day, supporting her face with her hands, and looking out of the window without saying a word, and she sat in this position for the whole day.

No matter how Jinxia and Su Chun called her, she didn't slow down to agree to the two of them, and she didn't even eat or drink all day.

Jin Xia was very worried, and wanted to persuade her, but she remembered that she had said too much before, and she mentioned that she had left the capital with Prince Ping, but she felt that she had palpitations, and she didn't dare to say more.

Su Chun seemed to see through what she was thinking, so she said: "Don't worry too much, the princess is not a person who drills the horns of the bull, she will definitely figure it out sooner or later." ”

Jin Xia frowned, with a sad face, "Yes, it's only a matter of time before I figure it out, I'm afraid that after the princess figures it out, the prince will have already left the capital." When the time comes, it will be useless for the princess to regret it. ”

Su Chun nodded, "That's right." However, Jinxia, have you ever thought that the prince is always just the princess's royal brother, not her husband, and this separation is only a matter of time. The prince is a man, and he has strong martial arts and strong ability to lead troops. In addition, the emperor first gave the prince the title, so it is impossible to crown the prince again. Therefore, it is impossible for the prince to stay in the capital, and it is only a matter of time before he leaves the capital. At this time, we should make ourselves stronger, strong enough to protect the princess, not blindly let the prince protect the princess. ”

When Jin Xia heard Su Chun say this, she was stunned for a moment, was silent for a while, and said with some sadness: "Yes, Su Chun, you are right, and only you can see things so thoroughly." The prince will always leave the capital, and the princess will leave the cabinet sooner or later. It's just that the poor princess first abandoned the princess by the young master, and then was abandoned by Mrs. Man...... Only the prince is so good to the princess. If...... It's good if he is not the prince, so that the princess can choose the prince as a concubine and protect the princess for the rest of her life......"

Without waiting for Jin Xia to continue to finish speaking, Su Chun shuddered violently and taught her to groan in pain, "What are you doing, Su Chun, it hurts." ”

"Aren't you stupid, can you talk nonsense like that? A princess is a princess, and a prince is a prince. Both of them are the emperor's children, how can they be together? Besides, is the princess abandoned by the young master and Mrs. Man? It's just that the two of them don't know the goods, and they deserve to marry the tigress of Princess Changning. ”

Jin Xia rubbed the position where she was beaten, and her little face was bitter, "But I see that the princess and the prince are together, and they are more compatible than the prince and Miss Zhao standing together." The prince treats the princess so well. ”