Chapter 394: Living Up to the Throne

When Sanger's inner demon, the girl named Guo Mengling, said these words in the face of him, Wang Xiaobai suddenly realized why Sanger came to participate in the Unlimited Psychic Conference, Sange is a very unique one among all the contestants, the Tao is very high, and he is born with supernatural powers, that is to say, Sange should be the reincarnation of a living Buddha, and judging from his character and status, he will not come to participate in such an entertaining supernatural show.

Sanger has no desire to win, it seems that he has been out of the show, the peculiar thing is that Sanger has a performance in every issue, elimination comes and goes, but Sanger will never be eliminated, he has been left at the end, stayed in the finals, and every issue seems so relaxed and easy, it turned out to be for a girl.

This also explains why Sange's small live broadcast will be broadcast live almost every day, but it will never be broadcast live to catch ghosts and exorcise evil spirits, many times, the live broadcast is a small thing, such as chanting scriptures, such as walking, such as going to the vegetable market to buy vegetables...... It turned out that Sanger participated in the show just to brush up on his sense of existence, just to let Guo Mengling see himself.

It was not only Wang Xiaobai who understood, but also the audience, the barrage bounced, "No wonder Sanger will be late every time he broadcasts live, he will be one step late, it looks like pinching the point, he never arrives early, I think Sanger wants to explain to Guo Mengling, and also give himself an explanation, he didn't send her, maybe he got up late, or it means that when he wants to send her, it's late, he's late, but he arrives ......"

"Sange, Sange, I didn't expect you to be such a Sange, what a good girl, accompany her for a ride, it's a big deal to return the vulgar first, and when the girl is gone, you can become a monk again, don't be so dead-eyed......"

"Sange, you already like Guo Mengling, otherwise she won't be your demon, you have to love ...... boldly"

"The world is safe and perfect, and you live up to it, Sange, you are a guru, a cultivator, is the way you came up with is to participate in the Infinite Psychic Conference and exist in Guo Mengling's life in another way? If so, why did Guo Mengling become your inner demon, this method doesn't work......"

The barrage is full of people, all talking about their own opinions, but they are not Sange, and they don't know Sanger's heart knot and pain, yes, many times the feelings come very suddenly, and Sanger didn't expect that a lost girl, just stayed in his temple for seven days, and the two would have such a chemical reaction.

The girl's intellectuality, weakness, and strength all attract Sanger, but what can he do? Is it still vulgar? In that case, he will be like this, but he will hide his feelings like this, and let this girl die depressed in the last time? Then he will lose the girl and himself.

When Guo Mengling was about to leave the temple, Sanger had already woken up, he just stood at the door and didn't know whether to go out or not, if he went out, what would happen next? He didn't know, he was a little scared, too scared to reveal his feelings, and Sanger finally couldn't take that step.

With Guo Mengling's departure, one of Sange's hearts seems to have been taken away, if Guo Mengling is a healthy person, Sanger will suppress the feelings in his heart, looking forward to reuniting again, or just take this feeling to old age, but Guo Mengling only has a year to live at best.

The fate of this life passed by, that is, life and life can not see each other, Sanger didn't want Guo Mengling to die like this, he wanted to accompany her at the last moment of her life, he wanted her to be happy in the last days, but he only knew her name, so Sanger participated in the Infinite Psychic Conference, which existed in Guo Mengling's life in this way, Sanger believed that Guo Mengling would definitely see him through the Infinite Psychic Conference......

What Sanger didn't know was that in a northern city, on a hospital bed, the girl Guo Mengling was watching the video with tears streaming down her face, she was crying, but the corners of her mouth were smiling, and she muttered softly: "It turns out that I am ...... in your heart"

When Guo Mengling said this sentence on the hospital bed, Sanger's inner demon also said such a sentence in the face of Sange: "Sanger, don't lie to yourself, I am in your heart, if I am not there, I will not appear!" ”

It was only at this time that Sanger said lightly: "That's right, you are in my heart, I have feelings for you, but, but I don't dare, I'm afraid of losing Rulai, and I'm even more afraid of losing you!" ”

"No, I'm not afraid that you will lose me, I didn't ask you to do anything, I just hope that in the last days, I can see you, be able to talk to you, and be able to die peacefully in your arms, just like the poem of Cangyang Gyatso, silently in love, silent and joyful!"

Sange's heart demon Guo Mengling was affectionate, telling the antecedents, telling about lovesickness, but Sange's sweat flowed down, he looked at Guo Mengling a little overwhelmed, as if it was that early morning, his eyes were full of hesitation and indecision, Guo Mengling did not urge, just opened his arms, and said softly: "The world says that thousands of times in the past life is exchanged for the passing of this life, I think, I must have begged in front of the Buddha for thousands of years to meet you, Sange, for the sake of me asking for thousands of years, in this life, you just hug me!" ”

The sweat on Sange's forehead dripped more and more, but he was still so calm, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, and he said softly: "I'm not Cangyang Gyatso, I'm not him, he's not a good lama, he has both Rulai and Qingqing, I don't want to be like him, I'm not a prodigal son, I'm not Cangyang Gyatso!" ”

Sanger was still struggling, Guo Mengling smiled bitterly and said, "In your eyes, I'm just a blushing bone, right?" Yes, I'm going to be dry bones soon, but my heart, my heart is not dry bones, you see...... My heart hurts! Sange, goodbye, never again......" Guo Mengling said these words, people were changing rapidly, she was wearing a hospital gown, she was suddenly thin and only bones remained, her body fell to the ground softly, her hair became gray, and she seemed to be dozens of years old in an instant.

"No, don't!" Sange was shocked, shouted for birth, stretched out his hand, and still didn't have the courage to catch Guo Mengling, Wang Xiaobai couldn't help it, and shouted loudly: "Sange, Guo Mengling doesn't know if she is still alive, if she is still alive, how disappointed will she be when she sees this scene?" Buddhism is compassionate, even if you are ruthless to her in your heart, are you still stingy to hug her? ”

"Why is it clear that you are affectionate, but you are restrained, more ruthless than ruthless, Sange, you said that you don't want to be Cangyang Gyatso, in my opinion, you are really inferior to him, at least Cangyang Gyatso has courage, has the courage to admit, has the courage to dare to love, as long as you have courage, you will not lose Rulai, let alone Qing, Sange, Cangyang Gyatso has a poem, which is a portrayal of you now, but if you have seen each other, you will know each other, and when you see each other, you will not see each other. Ande and Jun are absolutely anon, and they are exempt from teaching life and death to be lovesick. ”

Wang Xiaobai's words sounded like a thunderbolt in Sange's ears, cold sweat flowed, and his eyes were full of confusion, that's right, Wang Xiaobai got to the point, Sanger is not a pedantic person, if he were someone else, Sange would definitely smile and hug him, and there would be no obstacles in his heart, but it was precisely because he had affection for Guo Mengling in his heart that he didn't even dare to hug him, it seemed that doing so was to be a thief, but how could this not cover his ears and steal the bell?

Is it right to have love for the ruthless and be so harsh on the sentient? Is this the way we can live up to it? In the past, he often disdained Cangyang Gyatso, but when he thinks about it, can he really catch up with Cangyang Gyatso? It doesn't seem to be, at least Cangyang Gyatso has the courage to admit and dare to face his state of mind, while he can only escape, and he thinks that his realm is very high.

The bystanders are clear, the authorities are fascinated, Sange is like this, but it is not as clear as Wang Xiaobai, who is a bystander, what about love? Who said that if you have affection, you will lose it? If it is ruthless, why should it be universal? This is a sentient world, family affection, friendship, love, the love between men and women is also love, Sanger can live up to this love, save Guo Mengling, and save himself......

Wang Xiaobai's words, like a morning bell and a dusk drum, and like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, suddenly woke up Sange, his eyes were clear all of a sudden, he glanced at Wang Xiaobai, and saluted: "Thank you, I understand!" ”

After Sanger said thank you to Wang Xiaobai, facing Guo Mengling, who was changing rapidly, was weakened, skinny, and didn't even look like a human being, walked over, his steps were very light, he smiled, opened his arms, and said softly: "People are not grass and trees, who can be ruthless, yes, I have affection for you, I understand now, it is not a bad thing to be affectionate to you, and you will not lose anyone, I know, I understand, if you are still alive, I will spend the rest of the days with you, if you are not alive, I will keep you in my heart, and you will accompany me through this life in my heart! ”

Sanger smiled, walked to Guo Mengling's side, squatted down and gently helped up Guo Mengling, who was no longer humanoid on the ground, and looked at her face with an affectionate smile......

Seeing this scene, the emotional audience began to cry, and many people barrage, "This is the least terrifying and least exciting demon in today's finals, but I cried, really, cherish the people around me, Sanger is good, and finally defeated his own demons, Sanger come on, Guo Mengling come on!" ”

"Friends who watch the show, do you know Guo Mengling? If you have one, please tell her about today's scene, tell her that Sanger has her in her heart, please help Sanger and Guo Mengling to meet, thank you! ”

"Good Sanger, you didn't disappoint me......"