Chapter 393: Literary and Artistic Youth
When Wang Xiaobai and the little madman were still emotional, the camera was aimed at Sanger, his face was indeed very ugly, but it was not pale, fearful, sad, but a trace of bitterness, when the shadow walked towards him, Sanger suddenly sighed at the camera and said, "I quit!" ”
Sanger said the word retirement, everyone, whether it was the people on the scene or the audience, was a little confused, today's show was really a bit of a twist and turn, no one expected Sanger to say the word retirement, why? Could it be that his inner demons are more powerful than those of a little madman, but looking at Sanger's appearance, this is not the case.
As the camera turned, the figure walking towards Sange became clearer and clearer, a girl in her twenties, with long hair, a cyan skirt, sneakers, very tall, very white face, surrounded by a white scarf, her eyes were very black, she was plain, very delicate, delicate like a blooming lotus, looking a little like Han Xue, and her steps were light and walked towards Sange.
As he walked, he recited a poem in a soft voice: "You see or don't see me, here I am." Not sad or happy. You read it, or you don't miss me, the love is here, and it doesn't come or go. You love, or you don't love me, love is here, not increasing or decreasing. You follow, or you don't. My hand is in your hand, and I will not give it up. Come into my arms, or, let me dwell in your heart. Silently, in love. Silence, joy. ”
A poem by Cangyang Gyatso, sung in a low voice recited by the girl, full of affection, a strong female literary and young atmosphere came to the face, but Sange's face was just a wry smile, looking at the girl with complicated eyes, and said softly: "I know, I know, I know that you Guo Mengling is my demon!" ”
The girl looks like a standard female Wenqing, even the name is so Wenqing, which just matches Sanger's sullen personality, seeing this, fools know that Sanger has a story with a girl named Guo Mengling, but Sange is a lama, can a lama also fall in love? Suddenly the barrage was everywhere, "There is a story, Sanger must have a leg with this girl!" ”
"Sanger is a lama, can a lama fall in love? Did you break the vows? ”
"From martial arts films, to thriller horror films, and suddenly switched to romance films, this episode of the show is really good......"
"Guo Mengling is very beautiful, since she is Sange's inner demon, then Sange must love her......"
"Chen Deqing helped Wang Xiaobai to score, the little madman and Wang Xiaobai were full of love, and then Sange fell in love, I must have watched an issue of fake unlimited psychic ......"
The four contestants, each of whom has a demon, Sange's demon is undoubtedly the calmest, the most harmless, and the picture is very beautiful, after all, Sange is a handsome lama, and the girl who came over from the opposite side has a good temperament, and the two can afford a beautiful romance movie.
In the dense barrage, Guo Mengling walked in front of Sange, stopped two steps away, tilted his head to look at Sanger and said, "Sange, do you remember the day we first met?" I drove to Lhasa, I got lost, the car broke down in the wilderness, no one rescued me, no one paid attention to me, I just sat quietly on the roof of the car like that, the moonlight was very bright that day, and then, and then you appeared! ”
"You are wearing a monk's robe, smiling, stepping on the moonlight, at that moment I thought it was Cangyang Gyatso coming, yes, I am a woman who loves fantasy, I have always liked Cangyang Gyatso, so after I was terminally ill, my first thought was to go to Lhasa, to see the place where I dreamed of it, so I met you, I think it should be a miracle, because you are handsome and not like a lama......"
"At that time, I trembled with excitement and asked if you were Cangyang Gyatso, you smiled and told me, you are not, you are just a lama in a nearby temple, you just feel bored in the temple, come out to see this cool night, you also told me that this place is remote, few people will come, and you will not repair the car, but I can go to your temple to rest, and when someone comes, maybe my car will be repaired."
"Just like that, I walked into your small temple with you, it was really a small temple, the small ones were only you and the two little lamas, and the people nearby called you Guru, saying that you have great powers, so I asked you if you could cure my illness, and you were silent for a long time and told me that you could not cure the dead, and you could not cure my disease."
"On the first day, we were still very jerky, but by the evening of the second day, we got acquainted with each other, I told you that I like Cangying Gyatso, you are quite disdainful, I said that there is no double perfection in this world, just this kind of thought, that is, both negative and negative, I am very angry, I have been debating with you for a long time, I think you are very unreasonable......"
Sange's inner demon Guo Mengling stood in front of Sange, neither action nor hideous horror, so eloquently told her encounter with Sange, coincidentally, Guo Mengling's location was just under the window, and the moonlight shone softly on her through the glass window, adding a mystery and charm.
Sanger just smiled bitterly, I have to say that this scene is very beautiful, Sanger is not talking about retiring from the game, just listening quietly, looking at Guo Mengling's eyes but a little painful, the audience has been brought into this beauty, even the barrage is much less, they are all watching quietly.
Guo Mengling continued to tell: "Since then, I have been entangled with you, trying to convince you, but you always smile and shake your head, you are in a daze every day except for chanting, and the days are both bitter and boring, but I don't feel bored, I chant with you, I am in a daze with you, and then tell you about the romantic ...... of Cangyang Gyatso."
"You just shook your head at first, but then I was annoyed by me and told me about the Dharma, but I didn't understand it very well, but I listened very carefully, and I wanted to stump you like ......."
Speaking of this, Guo Mengling's face was smiling, and Sange's face was also smiling, both of them seemed to have returned to the small temple, and after a while, Guo Mengling continued: "Sange, you don't know, this time with you is my happiest day, and I have you in my heart unconsciously, although this idea is not right, because you are a lama, you are a respected teacher, but I can't control my feelings, I didn't know before, just a week later, a passing truck stopped, That's for you, and the driver's master will fix the car......"
"You didn't open your mouth to keep me, and I should go, because I have no excuse to stay, whether you admit it or not, we are actually very hypocritical people, we are all people who hide ourselves deeply, if you ...... If I hadn't been terminally ill, I'd probably have left in disgrace, and even if I missed it again, I would have controlled myself, and that's what I did at first, but on the night my car was fixed and I was going to leave the next day, I had insomnia and didn't sleep all night. ”
"Because I know that if I miss it, I will never see you again, and when I think of this, my heart is like a knife, and that feeling is more terrible than facing death, and then I think, since I am dying, why can't I live happily again?"
"So, on that night, I called you up, and I still remember that you didn't seem to be asleep, because your eyes were very clear, and they were not the eyes of a person who had just woken up, and I told you, I was leaving, and I would leave at seven o'clock tomorrow morning, but I have you in my heart, and I want to see you every day, and if you have me in your heart, please come and see me off in the morning......"
"Yes, I'm still so hypocritical, although I really want to say that I don't live long, and I want to spend the last journey of my life with you in the temple, but I still can't say it, I can only test you in this way, and then I saw that you were silent, and didn't say anything, because of reserve, I didn't say more, after all, I have never confessed to anyone like this, I think you must know, then it depends on your heart."
"I was worried about hurting the Brahman, and I was afraid that I would not fall into the city when I entered the mountain. The world is safe and perfect, and it lives up to its promise. Sange, Sange, I came to look for the footprints of Cangyang Gyatso, but I didn't expect to run into my Cangyang Gyatso, yes, you are my Cangyang Gyatso, it's my Sange, just like you said, there is no double perfection in the world, but I can't control this emotional matter. ”
"When I came back to the house that night, I didn't sleep, I couldn't sleep at all, I was thinking nonsense in my head, I saw your blank eyes, in fact, I didn't expect to get your feelings, stay with you, I was just looking forward to the next day, you can come and see me for the last time, because my life is not long."
"It's dawn, I got up early, got everything ready, just stood by the car and waited for you, I was very nervous, I didn't know if you would come, my heart was beating fast, there was a voice in my heart telling me, you will definitely come, you will definitely come, you will definitely come to see me off for the last ride, but, but I didn't wait, I waited until seven o'clock, you didn't come, I knew you wouldn't come, so I drove away with the happiness and bitterness of meeting you......"
Guo Mengling said dreamily, but Sanger just looked at Guo Mengling with a wry smile, but Guo Mengling suddenly laughed: "Sange, you can deceive me, but you can't deceive your own heart, you are the same as Cangyang Gyatso, both negative to me and negative to Rulai, because I know, you have me in your heart, because I know that although you don't say anything, you don't do anything, but you can let me see you, otherwise, with your character, why would you participate in unlimited channeling?" Why are you late for every show, Sanger, are you trying to tell me in this way that you care about me, right? ”