Chapter Ninety-Four: In the Dark, There Are Your Own Arrangements
From the sunset, to the darkening of the night, until the lights around the city are lit up one after another, Lu Yanshen is still in a trance standing by the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking down on the endless streets.
Fang Yi pushed the door in, glared at Lu Yanshen, who was standing lonely in the twilight, silently walked to his side, and stretched out the lit cigarette to him, "Although I have quit smoking for a long time, this situation is more suitable for one." After he took it, he lit another one neatly.
In the dim house, only the sparks on the cigarette butts could be seen flickering, and Lu Yanshen's expression seemed to be thinking about something, and there was a dazed feeling of losing focus.
It wasn't until the smoke turned to ashes and the only light in the room was swallowed up by the darkness that Lu Yanshen turned on the light in the office, "If Bai Zimo knew that I asked Mu Yunfan to leave here, would she hate me." ”
Fang Yi approached him worriedly, "Why do you always think about your relationship so fragile, you should categorically think that everything you do is the best, for you, or for Bai Zimo, you don't have any trust in her at all now, and you don't have any confidence in your relationship at all, if I were Bai Zimo, I would feel tired, you asked Mu Yunfan's company to promote him and transfer him to other cities, you were helping him, he accepted it happily, and didn't Mu Yunfan tell you very clearly that night, Bai Zimo's good impression of him is just admiration, they are just friends, you don't think about all relationships so complicated. ”
"But the relationship in reality is inherently complicated, you know that I have always been very sensitive to feelings, and even a little neurotic, I never felt that there was a pure friendship between men and women, just like my mother once said that Jiang Ran's father was just classmates, just friends, but what happened later?" Lu Yanshen's eyes fell gloomily on the smooth floor, "Every woman I approached at the beginning was because they were useful." ”
"No, your relationship with Bai Zimo can't be compared with your mother and you, it's fundamentally different in nature, to be honest, your love values are problematic, you can't blame all the feelings for the injuries you have suffered, your relationship is pure, not mixed with any interests and schemes, you can't magnify it infinitely because of a slight mistake, if you don't change, I don't think you can go on." Fang Yi recounted seriously.
The corners of her mouth raised a bitter smile, "But this relationship has always been supported by me alone, I didn't go home in the 5 days I asked her to think about it, she didn't even send me a phone call or even a message, doesn't she know how sad I feel in my heart, maybe I am dispensable to her." "The circles under my eyes are getting red.
Fang Yi closed his eyes helplessly, "You only think about things from your own point of view, it is extremely one-sided, have you ever thought that after you told her those words that night, you didn't go home for 5 consecutive days, and you didn't contact her with a phone call or even a message, she didn't feel sad in her heart, her character is slow and hot, she doesn't belong to the kind of enthusiasm, you should know better than me!" ”
"I don't know, I don't want to understand, why I have to understand, why can't she think about it from my point of view." Lu Yan complained in annoyance.
Fang Yi sat on the sofa indignantly, flipping through the magazine, "Then according to your current attitude, you don't want to solve the problem, okay, whatever you want, anyway, it's not me who was hurt, it's you." ”
The wind swept through the cracks in the window, cool, soft, Bai Zimo rubbed his eyes tiredly, and was about to save the plan at the moment, the laptop suddenly went out, and he couldn't turn on after trying several times, and he looked at the manager urging the plan in the WeChat work group, turned out Lu Yanshen's phone, hesitated for a moment, turned off the screen, walked straight into the study and opened Lu Yanshen's desktop computer, re-downloaded the program information video sent by the manager to himself, and patiently wrote the plan from scratch, timidly connected the manager's phone, the angry scolding and urging sound was deafening, hung up the phone aggrievedly, inadvertently glimpsed the auto-playing video, opened his eyes in shock, the expression on his face froze all of a sudden, and looked at the picture of Lu Yanshen and other women making love in a daze, until the moment Mr. Zhao appeared on the screen, his heart instantly collapsed, there were a few tears hanging on his eyelashes, blinked a few times, swayed and fell, his vision gradually blurred, everything around him seemed to be very quiet, but he suddenly felt extremely crazy, Trying to put away his depressed mood, he connected the manager's phone again, but it was still a harsh scolding, bean-sized tears flowed from his eyes, and his heart seemed to be a stone and fell downward.
In the early morning, the whole world is clear, and a meter of sunlight shines on the quiet street, but it still can't warm Bai Zimo's cold heart at this time.
Approaching the end of work, Bai Zimo walked into Manager Ye's office nervously and sat on the opposite side timidly, "Manager Ye, I want to take 3 days off." ”
"Has the plan been changed?" Manager Ye's tone was very soft.
"It's sent to your mailbox, I need to take 3 days off for something at home." Bai Zimo replied cautiously.
A quick glance at the calendar, "Today Tuesday, you please 3 days, this week is gone?" Manager Ye glanced at her fixedly, "It's okay to ask for leave, but wait for the plan to pass, wait for me in the office after work, go out first!" ”
Bai Zimo swallowed nervously and walked out of the office obediently.
At night, the scenery is as dark as a curtain.
Waiting is a torturous thing, from noisy to lonely, Bai Zimo restlessly lay on the desk and waited for Manager Ye's arrival.
Manager Ye subconsciously looked around the empty office area, strolled closer to Bai Zimo, and knocked on the desk in front of her, "Let's go eat first!" Hungry! ”
Bai Zimo's eyes flashed in surprise, "No, I'm not hungry, Manager Ye, I really need to take leave in an emergency." ”
"The plan doesn't work, it needs to be modified, let's go to dinner first, and I'll guide you." Manager Ye's eyes flashed with a strange light.
"I'm not hungry, Manager Ye, if there is something wrong with you, I'll change it now." Bai Zimo eagerly opened the plan document.
Leaning over gloomily, he leaned over and leaned into Bai Zimo's ear and said, "You should know in your heart what the problem of the plan is, if I say no, it won't work, no matter how many times you revise it." ”
Bai Zimo raised his head to the side in a panic, "What do you mean?" ”
"Mingren doesn't say secret words, either accompany me to dinner, or you sit here by yourself and change the plan, but no matter how you change it, you still can't pass it." Manager Ye smiled playfully.
Bai Zimo's eyes widened, and he looked into his eyes, "Haven't you seen the previous plan?" ”
"I haven't seen it!" Manager Ye raised his eyebrows and replied.
Anger rose in his chest, "How can you do this? You know that I typed those plans word by word, me. ”
"I provided a shortcut to you, it was you who refused, this is the basic way to survive in the workplace, accompany me tonight, the plan will be passed immediately, I agree with you to ask for leave, 3 days is OK, 5 days is OK, why do girls have to fight so hard, right?" Manager Ye lewdly stretched out his hand to Bai Zimo.
Bai Zimo got up with tears in his eyes, and threw the documents on the table on the manager's face with emotion, "Why do you trample on other people's efforts at will, disgusting, you are too disgusting." The raging fire in his eyes was rushing towards Manager Ye, wanting to burn him to ashes! Indignantly, he picked up the backpack on his chair and took a step.
"If you leave now, you won't be in the company tomorrow." Manager Ye yelled loudly.
Bai Zimo suddenly turned around and stepped on Manager Ye hard, and ran out of the office.