Chapter Ninety-Five: How Hard It Is to Hold On
The whole city was shrouded in damp rain, and the breath of sadness seemed to fill the whole night, Bai Zimo walked down the street in despair, and the raindrops of beans fell on her head and body, facing up on her back, and the dripping could not tell whether it was tears or rain, and walked in the direction of home.
Bai Zimo stared intently at the WeChat message sent to Lu Yanshen: "When will you go home?" I haven't received any reply.
As the night deepened, the sadness grew stronger, Bai Zimo lay prone on the bed and her whole body twitched, and a suppressed and painful sigh seemed to be pulled out from the depths of her soul with great difficulty, scattered throughout the room.
In the middle of the dance floor, Mr. Xie led Lu Yanshen to the deafening music, shaking his body wildly, and for a moment, an ambiguous smell enveloped the entire bar.
The world in front of you is sealed in a dense cobweb-like rain, and the streets, buildings, and traffic are only vague outlines.
Fang Yi snatched Mr. Xie drunk in Lu Yanshen's arms, "Leave the task of sending people to me, Bai Zimo has sent you a WeChat message, asking when you will go home, I just wanted to help you reply, the phone is out of battery, hurry back, what is the best way to solve the problem between couples, you know better than me, admit your mistakes, and work hard." The fun Chong Lu Yan blinked deeply and sat into the car driven by the greeter.
The wind swept the torrential rain like countless whips, pumping fiercely on the floor-to-ceiling windows, Lu Yanshen sat in the living room and meditated quietly for a moment, his legs moving towards the room step by step as if they were filled with lead.
The moment the light was turned on, Bai Zimo sat on the bed with his arms crossed, his eyes converged, Lu Yanshen's pupils shrank suddenly, and he looked at Bai Zimo's haggard and red eyes distressedly, and quickly approached, "What's wrong?" ”
Bai Zimo dodged his arm that stretched out and tried to hold him, looking at the dazzling lip marks on his neck, the corners of his mouth squirmed sadly, and suddenly, it seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, cold from the bottom of his heart to his toes.
"The phone is dead." Lu Yanshen withdrew his hand and stared at her in a daze.
"We're on good enough footing to let you wander outside!" The voice is extremely cold.
Lu Yanshen subconsciously took out his mobile phone to check his cheeks and neck, and wiped the kiss marks vigorously, "I accompanied the customer to the bar at night, she was drunk and accidental." "You know that it is very important to maintain the relationship of the project, and you must do what you like, and the work needs." ”
"If the job required you to go to bed with her, would you agree? Oh, it shouldn't be a big deal for you, you're good at it in the first place. Bai Zimo's eyes flashed with anger.
"What do you mean by that? White seed ink. Lu Yanshen's face immediately turned cold.
"What do I mean, you don't know, how deep your routines are for all kinds of women, how rich your experience is in love, and how scummy you are!" White Seed Ink's tears swirled in his eyes.
"Since I've been with you, you don't know what kind of person I've become, now you're pulling out the past and trying to blame me for the fault!" Angry roared: "It's so difficult to take the initiative to admit mistakes, I love you but it doesn't mean that I can tolerate you endlessly, when can you stand in my perspective and consider for me, you know how difficult it is to start your own business, how much pressure you have to face, you feel sorry for me, I went from worry-free food and clothing to nothing, how difficult the transformation of this process is to bear You have understood, all these sacrifices I have made for you are worth it, and I am." ”
Bai Zimo's heart ached like a knife, "You don't allow me to make ordinary friends of the opposite sex, but you must ask me to allow you to have indiscriminate sex with other women." ”
"I'm not you, I have a sense of proportion, and I only contact them because of the needs of work." Lu Yan sneered coldly.
"Your sense of proportion is that you can sleep with others at will, and your sense of proportion is that you can step on two boats at will, you said that you have a clear conscience, have you ever had a relationship with Mr. Zhao during your time with me?" Bai Zimo's face showed a fierce light, and his voice became louder and louder.
Glancing at the ceiling with a dodgy look, "No." ”
"Yes!" The fingertips of the white seed ink are deeply embedded in the palm of the hand.
"The tone in which you question me now shows that you are suspicious of me." Lu Yan retorted sharply.
"There is no trust between us in the first place." Bai Zimo was extremely disappointed and got up and rushed into the cloakroom, pulling the packed suitcase and walking out.
Lu Yanshen's eyes seemed to shoot sparks, "Are you going to find Mu Yunfan?" ”
The corners of Bai Zimo's mouth squirmed but did not squeak, and he walked out of the door angrily.
Lu Yan stepped forward angrily and stopped her way, "Bai Zimo, you can completely ignore our feelings for him!" ”
"I'll tell you one last time, he and I are just ordinary friends." Bai Zimo's roar rolled like heavy thunder, spreading far, far away.
"If you go out now, don't go back to this house." Lu Yanshen's face turned red, gradually turned blue, and his teary eyes roared.
With a smile, the tears that he wanted to hold back burst instantly, and Bai Zimo walked out heartbroken.
The moment the door was locked, Lu Yanshen turned around angrily and pushed all the items beside him to the ground, sat down on the ground, and cried bitterly.
The silence of the night was frightening, and the rapid ringing of the telephone woke Lu Yanshen from the ground.
"Momo, is the phone charging, no one answers, you tell her, she just asked me to book her tomorrow's ticket has been booked, and the relevant information has been sent to her mobile phone, don't bother you, bye." Jiang Ran hung up the phone in a hurry.
Lu Yanshen couldn't help but tighten in his heart, got up in a hurry, picked up the car keys, and ran out the door.
The knock on the door continued to increase the intensity, and Bai Zimo wiped away his tears and opened the door, calmly looking at Lu Yanshen's rain-soaked face.
"Slam" slammed the door shut, "What do you mean?" Leaving is a long-planned plan, isn't it? The luggage is ready, and the ticket is also booked by Jiang Ran, just find something to make trouble with me the night before leaving, so that everyone will mistakenly think that we quarreled and caused you to leave, so that you can go to your favorite Mu Yunfan with peace of mind, right! If you are scheming against me, will your conscience hurt? The pent-up anger erupted like a volcano, and Lu Yanshen's voice grew from low to high, and he gradually roared, "I really don't know Mount Tai with my eyes, why bother to come." ”
"I don't want to quarrel with you, I don't want to talk to you, please leave." Bai Zimo's tone was cold, making people feel cold.
Lu Yanshen slammed his fist on the door frame in a rage, making a deafening sound, blood dripping down his fingers, and tears came out of his eyes, "So you have made up your mind to leave tomorrow?" He roared in anger.
"Yes." White Seed Mo choked.
Lu Yanshen kicked the door with his foot, "Whatever you want." He glanced at Bai Zimo in disappointment and ran away.