On March 15, 2012, Chiba wrote a diary "Firm Living Habits" about his living habits and study schedule.

Every time I just woke up from a dream, I was always a little confused, and today I slept for so long, and it always happened that I fell into a habit by giving myself a pretext. Maybe people's emotions are always fluctuating, and there will always be times when they are at a low point after a long time, but it is a good idea to minimize the duration of it. Changing this situation requires stronger beliefs and more determined habits. Since you have an ideal model, you should try to get closer to it, maybe only by getting busy and insisting on doing those things you are used to doing every day, you will not think too much, and you will not have a reason to be lazy every time you are vulnerable.

Just talked to my parents on the phone, the voice is always so close, my mother said: "I miss this thing is not easy to say, now everyone is in different places, each of them is trying to do their own thing, each other is healthy and happy, just call and talk for a long time, like your grandfather and their generation, a family of more than a dozen people work together at home, every day together, although it is very good, but now life is a little different, a lot of things have changed, it is difficult to get together the money needed, struggle for a lifetime, Isn't it just to keep up with others, don't think that the poor conditions at home are too frugal, you still have to eat enough, clothes still have to be warm, we earn money here, you have to study hard there, we read less, we can't help anything in school, you do what you think is right. ”

If only love could be like family affection, it wouldn't be so difficult to get, it wouldn't be lost so easily, and the promise of blood would never change. In addition to the actual efforts, part of it is destined, think about the fourth grade when you have to credit to the teacher for 50 yuan, how can you think that you can still go to college, many things are enough, as for success or not that is not something we can decide. Real life is like a live drama, good or bad is your own performance, and only once, you don't have to care too much about the audience next to you; It's like a battle in a difficult situation, retreating will only usher in death, and we will only have to fight against the water. Recently, I just took off, I folded my wings, looking back on the previous few emotional experiences, the occurrence of this series of events, it shows that it is not accidental, but the environment does not allow it, I had a lot of previous ideas, all wrong. Yun said that this is not the case, it is that you have not found the right person, maybe, you have seen more of the world, and you don't want to take the initiative anymore. I can't be deceived by others' ambiguity about myself, so I use the same ambiguity to treat the people around me who care about me, no matter how I say it, I also have a conscience. I found that I don't like to fall in love per se, and I am not suitable for falling in love, I am looking forward to marriage and family, and I don't have such conditions for the time being. Lin once asked me if I wouldn't feel tired if I planned for the future now, and she said that she also believed that there was marriage first and then love. Not long ago, I discovered a new source of strength, a little different from the letter of delivery, she comes from me, I am her, she is me, love me is equal to love her, to be honest, I have no shortage of spiritual sustenance, so I have been playing both roles, in general, it is me. As far as the current situation is concerned, a person is more conducive to moving forward, because the previous things cannot be explained, and I am not very likely to be in love, so there are too many things to worry about. Life is always an unsolvable mystery, perhaps because it is never knowable, so life seems so precious, and I don't know what will happen in the next moment, so I will never give up easily. Cherish what you have. Believe that everything may not be the best, but it is not the worst.

Get up at 6:10 every day, go to the library to read books at 6:20, go to class from 08:00 to 11:40, self-study without class, have something to do, have class time to eat at 11:10, read all kinds of books at noon, read famous books at 02:00 - 17:40 (same as above), read famous books at night, watch anime, comics, and study on the computer at noon or night, and force the shutdown and rest at 13:00-13:30 and 00:30-06:00! (See daily diary for detailed plan)

Hehe, this time when I walked to the corner of the cliff and was about to fall into the abyss, thank you for pulling me, and thank you for always believing in me, treating me so well, I think, I want to be a teacher, but I don't know what to do, I feel that many things are starting to change, but what the future holds, I don't know yet, but there is only one kind of person who fails, that is, the person who gives up before arriving.

Every person and everything that appears in life is indispensable, things are always connected, and without any of these links, you will not be where you are now, thank you for accompanying me along the way.

Our courses this semester have chemical principles, physical chemistry, microbiology engineering, * thought and socialism with Chinese characteristics, which is relatively few, Saturday and Sunday mornings in the city as a tutor, Tuesday afternoon and hibiscus colleagues in Liyun Primary School to teach moral education, in college usually do less things, in general: class, self-study, things of interest, participate in activities, sleep, recently slept a little more. As far as the class is concerned, the first three courses are basically listened to, if you have time, you will generally preview before class, only look at the overall summary and important parts, sometimes when the time is tight, listen to the lecture during the class and add part of the time to read the textbook, so that you can not only have the effect of preview but also save more time, of which the microbial preview is like browsing, and the time to listen to the lecture and read the textbook during the class accounts for half of it. Mao Xuan listened to the first period of class, and basically didn't listen to it after that, and watched the first three courses or their homework and learned important things during class, sometimes the teacher put some videos of speeches or talked about something very useful to us, and he would stop his busy hand to listen carefully, and other times he ignored it and purified it to concentrate on doing the work in his hands. The courseware of the principles of chemical engineering is not synchronized with our book, which undoubtedly increases the difficulty of listening to the lectures, this is a very important subject, and I also need to go to the school I want to go to in the future, and I will read it from beginning to end during the preview, and strive to understand it, but it is rarely crossed, occasionally some places are drawn a little, and notes are also taken, written less, class and preview are almost the same, do some homework after class and then look at the exercises behind, if you have more time, you can go back to see what you have said before, sometimes I will go to the library to consult some related books, A large part of the homework is copied, but strive to be able to copy and understand, the most important month before the exam, review the important knowledge points of the textbook and the corresponding questions after the textbook, and take a good look at the various relevant materials collected in the class. The principles of physicochemistry and chemical engineering are similar, and microorganisms only need to listen to lectures and highlight key points in class, which is not stressful. Go to a teaching and library for self-study, read textbooks, tutorial books, grading materials, etc., in this tense learning atmosphere, your learning efficiency must be adjusted to the maximum, after watching for a long time, close your eyes or lie on the table, and when you are really tired, go out to breathe or do something else. Recently, I have a preference.,Every day before self-study, I want to take out a notebook to practice and practice quietly.。 The materials are read in the library's library, while other books that are thicker and more cohesive are borrowed and read in the dormitory at noon or night. It's hard to read early at the moment, I don't want to get up, and then I have to force myself, no matter how I say it, early reading is also a must. Wake up at 6:00, have breakfast, read early, 08:00-11:40 class, self-study, and do things, 14:00-17:40 and 19:30-21:30 are the same as the previous ones. There are a lot of things to learn in college, such as learning ability, academic performance, scholarships, work experience, thinking, ability, technology, ...... Learn what the society needs, gradually soften yourself to become smooth, and learn the truth of how to behave in the world.