On March 12, 2011, Zhao Shuidan saw an email from Chiba confessing her emotional experience. I chatted with Chiba for a while. She had given up on Chiba before, so she didn't want to develop now, so she just talked about coping with it. She thinks Chiba is very honest, which is more valuable. But he didn't say in the email that he liked her, he just said that she was good in some way, so she couldn't reply to anything, especially since she had given up when she released the pigeons. In the chat, Chiba felt that Zhao Shuidan was no longer interested in him and didn't want him anymore. Therefore, he felt very lost, and he didn't want to stay in the teaching group anymore, even as a teacher. I don't want to do it anymore, I don't want to talk about my feelings anymore, and I don't want to contact Qiong Zimei, who is ranked second after Zhao Shuidan.

Yes, his life fell into darkness, and the only stars he could see were the six or seven second-class girls he had on his worship list. Since they were impossible when defined by Chiba, they were guides he would never lose.

On March 13, 2012, Chiba had the idea of quitting the Du Dan Thanksgiving Support Group, he didn't want to be a teacher more and more, when Chu Xue was still there, he often encouraged him, but now Chu Xue is long gone, he feels that there is no point in being a teacher again. The following is a text message from him and Zhao Shuidan, head of the Organization Department.

Xia Qianye: Is it okay to quit the teaching group now?

Zhao Shuidan: It's all assigned now, and if you quit, it may be missing! How? Do you have classes in the afternoon? Still is......

Xia Qianye: I didn't have classes in the afternoon, because I didn't think I was suitable to be a teacher, and I didn't think about it very much.

Zhao Shuidan: Why did you suddenly have this idea? Is there a problem between partners?

Xia Qianye: My partner is fine, it's good to be in charge of a class alone, I am conflicted and hesitant, I don't know whether to stay or go, if I go, it means that my career as a teacher is over, and I will not be a teacher in the future, and I don't want to take the qualification certificate.

Zhao Shuidan: I used to want to be a teacher so much, why did I waver again? I don't know what you're thinking, but you're not fit in with it. So what's the point of the previous efforts. From my point of view, I certainly don't want faculty to drop out. And from the perspective of friends, I hope you can think about it. Hey, come on!

Xia Qianye: I quit the Flying Wing Club, if I quit the teaching group again, it means that I am a member, I will try my best to persevere, thank you.

Zhao Shuidan: Well, believe in yourself. Of course, if you really feel bad. Tell me, I don't want you to force it.

Although Chiba also keeps in touch with Zhao Shuidan, the relationship between them is purely only a relationship between superiors and subordinates, and there is no longer any ambiguous dialogue.

On March 13, 2012, Chiba and Qiong Zimei talked about worship, but they may not have made it clear what "worship" meant, so Qiong Zimei said that she would not have any objects of worship. In fact, there is a person named Yan Lian Han in the worship list of Chiba, and the temperament of Yan Lian Han is the same as that of Qiong Zimei, so Qiong Zimei can also be said to be a person who worships Chiba, but Qiong Zimei is a possible person, so it cannot be classified in the worship list, and the people living in the worship list must be people who are considered impossible in their hearts. However, Qiong Zimei didn't know this. Through past chats, Chiba also knows that Qiong Zimei's three roommates are all in love, but she still doesn't fall in love, she is different in many ways, not just in thought.