Two fears overwhelmed him. So he frantically looked up the relevant materials - the cartoons he had watched, and after meditating and thinking under the tree, he finally found a breakthrough and discovered a new theory that could support him. He sewed a bracelet that could be worn on the hand, with a red pattern sewn on one side and a blue pattern on the other. He told himself that when the outer ring was red, he would show that the ruthless Chiba, and when the outer ring was blue, he would show the normal/sentient Chiba, and would automatically switch between the inner ring and the outer imprint according to the needs in real life.

He didn't know what his reason was, and he couldn't do without ruthlessness. So he gave himself a step down like this:

"Actually, it's not that I can't get rid of it, but I haven't reached that level yet, the time hasn't come yet, and he's just an intermediate process for me."

And he called out the affection this time, mainly to cherish what he has in front of him, but also to recall the heartache he once had, for the sake of happiness, in order to increase his persuasion, he also listed this as a transitional stage in the middle.

We can see from this how much critical damage he caused to him when he went to the county middle school exam and couldn't remember the names of his junior high school classmates! Obviously, it was a few of his classmates who played very well in junior high school, and the feeling of knowing that he was very familiar with it before but not remembering it at all imposed a certain sense of guilt on him.

His schizophrenia that can be controlled by self-control does have some precedents in some animated characters, such as Mitsunagi Yui, and medical schizophrenia (not under self-control), there are also some precedents in some animated characters, such as Ryugu Reina, the former is freely regulated, and wearing different masks in front of different people is almost the same reason, and the latter is extremely terrifying, which can be called unconscious rampage.

He was very proud of his initiative to talk to the teacher, "I really didn't expect that I would dare to take the initiative to talk to the teacher, and now everything is much easier......."

"Ruthless and affectionate are just for myself, for this world, I still choose good, I am sorry for all the creatures in this time and space. I want to make all living beings happy, I want to destroy myself and then dedicate myself to every living being, there is only one goal in life, I want to live for every living being. ”

The reason why he thought so was basically caused by their homeroom teacher Xing Chihong, who told them to be as merciful as Bai Juyi.

The male protagonist of Conan, Kudo Shinichi, once had such a sentence, "I never knew what the reason for killing was, but I didn't need a reason to save people."

He applied this phrase to his life and became, "I never knew what the reason was for taking, but I didn't need a reason for giving." ”

In fact, he often likes to do this, not just words, but also certain behaviors and attitudes, which he is also emulating. Because, this can make him more firm in his beliefs, and he sees a similar atmosphere to himself in these same kind of people in the anime.

Every ten days or so, he will draw up and change a new study plan and guiding ideology/life theme/general policy. He sees this as every small stage in his life, and every stage is quite exciting. For example, the main purpose of his life at this stage is: we are ordinary classmates, teachers and students in learning, and we are strangers in life, and we will not say a word superfluously!

In the afternoon, a girl approached him on an errand, which made him feel that he was still far away.