In the afternoon, a female classmate asked him a question on Xuehai Navigation, he thought about it for a while and couldn't think of it, but he had already finished the topic, the other party kept looking at him, he felt an inexplicable fear from his heart, although it was not so serious, just a little bit, but he could feel that it was completely different from the male classmate asking him.

The more he couldn't think of it, the more nervous he became, and the more nervous he became, the more he couldn't think of it......

After waiting for a long time, he didn't expect that he would actually say: "I'll do the rest first, and then tell me when you think about it."

No girl looked at him, he thought about it and came up with it, and after comparing it with what he had done before, he found that his previous solution method was wrong. It took him two or three minutes to muster up the courage to explain the problem-solving process and the two knowledge points involved to the girl, and they discussed it and solved the problem successfully.

This made him realize two points, one is that he can't restrain his inner fear in front of the opposite sex, and he is so nervous that he can't do it, but his knowledge points and problem-solving methods are not perfect enough, and there are loopholes.

The former may be caused by two reasons, one is that after his parents worked, he rarely went out to communicate with others, and he was autistic, and the other was the H book they inadvertently saw in Tong Nanse's room during the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school, and the H impurities and H videos he obtained through some means.

In the morning class, the math teacher Na Youyun told them about the math exam in the third year of high school, with the highest score of 118 points and five passes. Just now, he went to the second (fifth) class to look for Gao Ge, and met the math teacher who had just finished class on the way.

The teacher came out and asked him, "Xia Qianye, who are you looking for?" ”

He said in a hurry: "Find Tai Huachi." In fact, he wanted to find Bai Gaoge, maybe it was more sudden or nervous for fear of being criticized, so he answered one without having time to think about it.

The teacher said, "Xia Qianye, I'm going to look for you."

Then, the math teacher told him some methods, to the effect that as long as the basic skills are solid, multiple-choice questions and fill-in-the-blank questions do not lose points, 12 and 13 are easy to get, and this exam in the third year of high school is based on basic skills.

Bai Gao Ge is of medium height, but he is strong and burly, he is the first person in their dormitory to bring a mobile phone to school, many of them are equipped with mobile phones after graduation, and Bai Gao Ge is very admirable in one thing, he first studied science for a while, and then went to study liberal arts, which was very special in their school at that time.

He liked to repair electrical appliances in junior high school, and in his sophomore year of high school, he built a converter that used a battery to charge MP4. Tong Xiuyuan, a classmate from the same township, also likes to repair electrical appliances, once, Ao Chuxue's thing was broken, and asked Tong Xiuyuan to help repair it, Tong Xiuyuan got it, and passed it to him to get it, he got it right, gave it back to her, and she smiled at him.

At the end of his sophomore year of high school, he heard from Xia Jiashu's father in the same village that Jiashu only scored more than 330 points in the exam, and he felt that it was a good warning for him. Xia Jiashu was a classmate from the same village as him from the first grade to the sixth grade, and if he didn't repeat the sixth grade, he would have graduated this year. At the end of the semester, he only scored 55 points in physics. He roughly analyzed the reasons and determined the direction of the next year's efforts.

He felt that he had the ability to transfer the suffering of others to himself, and he often felt sorry for the things of others, and encouraged himself to take back their share of fate and life for others. Poor family background, accidents, high school entrance examination, college entrance examination, etc., how many people have fallen on the way to school, he wants to take a good university for them. His ability to do so stems from compassion and the idea of being a good man. Especially when he thought about his cousin and two classmates in the village, although they had very good grades, they had no money to enter high school and had to go to other places to work.

He looked at the four or five MP4s and six or seven memory cards he had bought, and felt a little guilty in his heart, although he rarely bought snacks to eat, but when he used the money, he was very handy, and basically used it on electronic products.

He decided to abandon all human emotions, his joys and sorrows no longer need to change, fear and fear were about to be replaced, and he felt that he was no longer a human being and had become a god.

You are the only person who can revolutionize your life. You are the only person who can influence you happiness, realization and success. You are the only person who can help yourself. Your life does not change when others change. Your life change when you change, when you go beyond your limiting beliefs and when you realize that you are the only responsible for your life.

He learned from this passage that it is very important to constantly change himself, and he made up his mind to avoid all communication of thoughts and emotions with the people around him.

Can this theory support him to pass the final college entrance examination?

One of the things that will happen in the next chapter is a turning point in his high school!