"Calm Down" / 2014-12-09

No matter how bad you review, no matter how many words you remember, no matter how ......, calmly analyze the weaknesses of your opponent, instead of scaring yourself, panic and can't find anything, calm down, there is no hurdle that cannot be crossed, everything has its shortcomings and weak parts, find and break it to easily defeat the opponent.

Second, you should have a very good understanding of the enemy's move sequence and mode change, such as when to send what at level six, when to receive something, etc., these are the premise of analysis, and the premise of protecting yourself, look at the horizon of the record, it's just a single-brush raidBoss, not to be afraid of being killed and to send people's heads, but to enjoy the thrill of killing people in battle, how many can be killed, that kind of fatal feeling of one hit, even if loneliness and sadness are in the second phase.

"Soul Exchange" / 2014-12-10

About mutual understanding between people. To quote the parasitic beast, vol. 10, pp. 77-82. 【Parasitic Beast Manga Lines】My internal structure has changed a little,...... Especially the last time I was sleeping in Goto's body, the experience of being alone and having a lot of people had a great effect on me, and all of a sudden I had a huge amount of information, and I could have all kinds of different thoughts at the same time...... I don't need to add any more information in the short term, I want to try it out with what I already have...... So I'm going to stop all outward activity! Okay, so I'm going to put it another way, I'm going in a different direction this time! A different direction from the world that has you...... It turns out that your mother is like this in your mind, and when you hear that many people have died, you will remember the specific image of those who died, and you try to think about what I look like, and I am like this in your mind. The same thing is different in the consciousness of different people, that's the thing! Different individuals know each other almost only a little! For example, if humans with the same brain structure could exchange souls, they would be able to see or hear all kinds of unimaginable worlds!

"Meaning of Life" / 2014-12-10

Graduate school entrance examination is to not regret it, now that I am in graduate school, it is nothing more than that, and it is not very good, except for the 211 number, change the environment and continue to grow, this is not so important, because no matter where it can be completed, but the trajectory and progress of growth are not the same, in fact, there is no difference, but put pressure on myself, relative to the needs of the job, I have to do better than the undergraduate, now think about my undergraduate is actually good enough, clubs, summer activities, scholarships, etc., The basic needs of the work are there, and the purpose of going to graduate school is just to fulfill a desire to try what scientific research looks like, and that's it. What Reiko Tamura said to me was that there were countless questions, and even if she knew the answer and the right time, it would only be a sigh, 'Oh, I see', there was no difference between knowing and not knowing, so she fulfilled a wish, and then stood where she was, returning to dust.

Out of my own sense of value, I don't have any need to leave a name in history, why should I do that, I'm just an ordinary human being, let myself live happily, that's it, there is no need to deliberately force myself to make myself.