"If anyone still asks me, have you ever been in love" • VII / 2016-03-01

2011.08.31 E shouted at me to go out and talk, and as a result, the pigeons were released.

2011.09.18 I went to ask C again, you are not my thing.

2011.09.18 I talked to her, I said a lot of things that shouldn't be said, I said I was chasing someone and consulting her about something, I was really a scumbag!

2011.11.26 I talked to her again, I said a lot of excessive things, at that time, I hated her for abandoning me, when I asked her how to chase her, she said, improve from your software and hardware, don't ask me again if you don't understand. You may never be able to catch up with me and so on.

2012.02.** Say you like it to F, it's okay.

2012.02-03 It turned out to be a misunderstanding.

2012.03.** F went out to find me, I ignored her, I was amazing! How selfish is that.

2012.**.** Once I was on the phone in the Four Sects, I felt very strange why she could even feel the wind.

2012.11.15 At noon, I rode around their campus a few times, looked at the road and took some photos.

2012.11.17 That dinner, I ran to them to pick her up, and said something on the way, she said that the shops near the road are not very hygienic, go to the shops on your campus to eat, and on the way I met C and others in our class, I didn't tell my classmates out loud that she was my girlfriend, I was really stupid. Passing by a small shop, she took a handicraft, said he paid, when eating she dismantled a bunch of handicrafts and gave it to me, I gave her the prepared fine cloth puppy, when ordering she asked me to order, I said whatever she ordered, but I didn't order any of them, hey! I didn't say anything to her during the meal, I was so stupid. I should find a good restaurant, and then order my favorite dish, or her favorite dish for her, and then I took her to the car, and I met her classmate on the way, and his classmate asked your boyfriend, and she said my classmate, I don't know why, I was very confused.

2012.12.11 Chatting with her, she cares a lot about whether I have passed the sixth level, I have always told her that I am confident that I can pass, but I have not passed.

2012.12.11 Chatting with her, she needs something, I gave her some, she said she only needs a little, why are you calling me so much, I said you may need it, she said I can't afford it!

2012.12.** Once texted her, she suddenly asked me "what do you think of me", I said "girlfriend", she said "I'm not your girlfriend." "I am so sad that she comes and goes like this! At that time, I was working on a teacher's qualification certificate in Xiangtan City.

When I can only look at these things from the perspective of one person, I only see how unfortunate I am.

When I was really able to look at these things from the perspective of two people, I realized how happy I was in the past.

I've asked her many times why she doesn't want me anymore, but she won't tell me anything.

Since then,

I basically didn't contact again,

I added and deleted her QQ, deleted and added, and then I even changed my QQ number.

Since then,

I decided not to let myself like anyone anymore, and I didn't let anyone like me anymore.

Since then,

I have this kind of inner shadow, words without tone and expression will only make others misunderstand, it makes me lose a lot of things, I think I sent her a lot of messages that are very excessive, from those words she feels that I don't love her, I do use the characteristics of A to belittle her.

The truth is that it is not the tone and expression of the text, but the content of the text.

So I don't like to log on QQ very much,

So I don't have a lot of new logs in my space,

Squad leader Xu said that the messages and notifications in the class are all in the QQ group, and your performance is very bad when you log in once or twice a week.

Here's what I said to the people in the lab,

Even if I log in, no one will talk to me.

It's all those annoying QQ group messages.

2013.04.** G courted me, but I turned a blind eye. I feel a little sorry for G in my heart.