No.238

In the first month after Xia Yu left, my heart was still full of hope. The earth will not stop rotating because of the lack of anyone, and I can still live well without her.

Every day, I acted according to the study plan she gave me, and I was busy from morning to night. Hard work can make a person's life more fulfilling, and every time I lie back in bed at 10 a.m., I can't resist the urge to get up and do another geometry problem in a trance.

I found the joy of learning by such a ghost, even though I couldn't believe it. I couldn't get up and down in this weird excitement, and in the end I could only get people to blame. As the old saying goes, don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself, but where does the pleasure come from not doing to others? So Fei Ge became the scapegoat, how Xia Yu controlled me at the beginning, I passed it on to Fei Ge even harder. Brothers, blessings do not have to be shared, and difficulties must be shared.

Why is it so difficult to stay up for two years and wait for the university to meet?

No.239

In the second month after the summer rain left, everything came to a standstill, and the loneliness after the passion faded came flooding, and my emotions were like a racing car drifting on the curve of Akina Mountain, turning 180 degrees sharply.

The days without the summer rain were harder than expected, and it turned out that my world really couldn't function without her. On ordinary days, I would pay extra attention to the mobile phone in my pocket all the time, but it rang again and again, only to return my disappointment again and again. For two months, we only spoke on the phone, and she was like a thief on the other end, and she spoke softly, and before I could confide in her the thousand words that had piled up in my heart, the phone was hung up in a hurry, and I really couldn't understand what she was messing with.

I was also helpless with the six-digit password, annoyed and helpless. I've tried our birthdays, student numbers, and so on, and if they worked, I wouldn't always have a hammer next to my pillow. There have been countless times when I held up the hammer and aimed it at the combination lock and wanted to do it, and my mind cooperated to encourage myself, gritting my teeth and stomping my feet, why did I embarrass myself? When I came, I would always give up halfway because I thought of Xia Yu's warning to me. Probability tells us that all the possibilities of a six-digit password are to the sixth power of ten, and I can try it a million times in the stupidest way! Suppose it takes me five seconds to dial the code on that small combination lock, twelve times a minute, seven hundred and twenty times an hour, and if I try it all out a million times, it will only be two months without eating or sleeping, I wonder if Xia Yu will have returned to me before I complete this feat?

No.240

In the third month after Xia Yu left, the summer vacation began, and she was still silent.

My final exam for my freshman year of high school was a mess, and I was either interviewed by my parents or waited for Chen Xu to visit my home for half a month, and my life was miserable. In the end, they agreed that my problem was emotional and that I might need counselling, and when they made a decision for me unilaterally, I decisively refused. I thought to myself, unless the teacher who tutored me was Xia Yu, everything was not to be discussed. Adults can't be 100% aware of a child's mental activity, they will only do what they think is good for me, even if she is your mother. Chen Xu may have guessed one or two of them, but he didn't say it explicitly. My mom didn't get angry with me because of the drop in grades. I never imagined that there would be a day when mental illness would become my gold medal for avoiding death.

On this day, I habitually opened the little yellow book, wanting to see which paragraph I hadn't memorized, I slowly read it word by word, and suddenly found that every page had a strange symbol like this***--or such a ---** hidden in the corner between the lines. Suspicious, I excerpted them one by one from the first page, and came up with the following long list of symbols:

----*/***--/-****/***--/*****/**---/****-/***--/***--/**---/*****/***--/*****/**---/-****/***--/***--/***--/***--/*----/---**/**---/----*/***--/****-/***--/-****/-****/---**/**---/*****/***--/-****/***--/*** --/**---/****-/***--

Who wrote it?

It's an either/or question, and I swear that I've never written about it, let alone write it, and I can't even talk about knowing it. Things have become simple and easy to understand, and the troublemaker can only be Xia Yu.

What's the point?

The most urgent problem I need to solve now is, of course, how to open that little box, could it be that this is the information she deliberately left for me to decipher the code? I can't think of anything else but this possibility.

I don't have a problem with these dense symbols on paper, but if I were to describe them, I can only say that each of them is composed of dots and bars, much like some kind of drum beat. I tried to tap my finger on the table, every time I came across an * symbol. The melody was not found, but it reminded me of the Morse code that she was tapping again and again next to me one afternoon when I first knew Xia Yu. My gut tells me that I am on the right path. After checking the Internet, I also confirmed my inference that these are numerical expressions of Morse code, which are translated into numbers and become the following number series: 93635243325352633231829343618253633243.

What do these numbers represent?

I found that the odd digits of this sequence are more random, while the even digits are not greater than the number 3, just like a large band and a small one. So I split the numbers in pairs and became: 93 63 52 43 32 53 52 63 32 31 82 93 43 61 82 53 63 32 43.

Why is the second number less than 3?

I can't answer.

I feel like I'm pretty close to the right answer, but I can't break through this layer of window paper anyway. It wasn't until three days later that I received a call from my dad, and I was inspired by the distribution of the keys on my phone's keyboard. If the first number represents the nine squares on the keyboard, then the second number represents the letters. According to this assumption, I turn the numbers above into these disordered letters: Y O K I E L K O E D U Y I M U L O E I.

I rearranged the letters, lined up with my heart racing, and finally wrote the sentence on a piece of paper, i like you, do you like me? Does this need to be asked? My answer is definitely yes. I calmed myself down, and this is not the end of the story. I transcoded yes into numbers again, and got the six-digit password of 933274, and after entering the password lock, I only heard a hiccup, and the box was unraveled, and it contained the blue notebook that Xia Yu had always hidden from me.

It's dawn.

This yes is the answer that Xia Yu and I are seeking together.

I sat on the bed with a slump of butts, took the little blue book in my hand and looked at it again, it turned out that this was Xia Yu's diary since high school, which described in detail from our meeting to the present, this time she did not say goodbye, but also because her parents spied on her the possibility of early love, so she was transferred to Nanjing.

Their tricks are ruthless in beating mandarin ducks, but ...... Does it also indirectly mean that we have become mandarin ducks?

Hey!

Memories come flooding back.

I remembered that after we read the examination in public, Xia Yu cried and said to me, "From now on, we are brothers." ”

remembered the first time she sent her home, Xia Yu once said to me: "Thank you, you made me understand that I don't need a reason to like someone, because I don't know what to do, and I go deep." ”

I remembered that in the cold early morning, Xia Yu once held a warm egg in his hand and said to me, "Come, come and warm your hands." ”

I remembered that under the witness of the meteors, Xia Yu once said to me: "Pig, happy birthday." ”

I remembered that in the isolation ward, Xia Yu once said to me: "You can accompany me, it is the best gift for me." ”

I remembered that on the parting train, Xia Yu once said to me: "No matter what, remember our agreement." ”

Even if they are thousands of miles apart, as long as the two hearts are connected together, no matter how far they are, it is not a distance.

A week later, I boarded the train to Nanjing.

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