1 September 2002

It's high school! Mother, I finally became a serious high school student.

Last night my mom gave me a blue diary with my favorite cartoon character Doraemon on the cover, and she encouraged me to start writing a diary in high school. I was in a state of confusion all summer, doing nothing, and now I finally have no reason to be lazy.

Summer rain, come on!

I rushed to the city No. 1 middle school early in the morning to sign up, the school is very large, there are a lot of people, the day is very hot, I am very irritable.

It took a long time to find the wall that was attached to the class list, and it took a long time to drill to the front, and the mighty red list was pasted all over the wall, and I looked all the way from the first one, only to find that I was assigned to the seventh class, not a key class, who told me to do not do well in the exam. The last list has few words but is the most eye-catching, all of which are unable to report in time for various reasons, resulting in failure to divide classes, for a variety of reasons, going abroad, abandoning school, and finally that buddy turned out to be because he was sick, what does his name seem to be Lei? Anyway, before I saw it clearly, an aunt squeezed me to the side: "Our children are in the second class, the key class!" ”

Cut, what is there to show off.

The head teacher's name is Chen Xu, a very clean middle-aged man, who was busy with us, divided the seats and distributed the book, and also selected the temporary class committee, the class leader Xu Hao, and Zhang Shanshan at the same table, I became a member of the study committee, and I can only remember these names at present.

With so much written in the ledger, can you really stick to it?

I doubt it.

4 September 2002

An interesting thing happened today.

After the military training in the morning, Shanshan and I made an appointment to go to the cafeteria to eat together, but Chen Xu suddenly asked me to go to the class to check the new books at this time, and I could only ask Shanshan to wait in place for a while: "I'll go back quickly." ”

When I came out of the school building, I was about to ask her why she came to me by herself, but she came to me in dark horror and whispered to me, "Maybe a pervert is following me." ”

Unbelievable, this kind of thing can happen in schools?

I looked behind her, and sure enough, I saw two boys following behind her, one behind the other. So I made up my mind and told Sansa to go back and inform the boys and instructor in the class to go and attract the two perverts myself, and then we would meet in the little house behind the commissary.

Don't ask me why I have the confidence to continue to let those two perverts follow me, because my sister I am naturally beautiful, is that okay? Is it enough? Hum!

When the second pervert also broke into the house, we were about to beat him with blood, but Xu Hao told us that it was his friend.

It turns out that this unlucky guy is my classmate who can report to school......

9 September 2002

Don't mention it, I met that unlucky one again today!

Before the start of math class today, the water in the cup was cold, and I was in a hurry to change the cup to be hot, why did it have to be hot? Women, there are a few days every month......

As soon as he ran to the door of the class, he collided head-on with a person, and his forehead hit his chin hard, and the sound was loud. I haven't gotten up from the ground yet, but I saw the person in front of me wiping the water on his face with his hand, my God, it turned out to be Tong Lei!

But how to say it, his embarrassed appearance is quite ...... Lovely.

Yes, cute, I don't know if it's a good word. The older boy of his grade had very white skin, as if he had just been washed in the snow, and every time he saw me, he looked incredulous.

In the end, I decided to get the book for him myself, and I didn't want to make a fuss.

12 September 2002

thought that there was nothing to do today, but when it was time to retreat from the dynasty, Xu Hao suddenly stood up.

He initiated a large-scale class gathering, and also wrote an inexplicable pseudo-literary essay, whether it can be regarded as literary is still doubtful, literary skills are really not flattering, the first sentence thought it was the preface of King Teng's pavilion, and the second sentence immediately changed its taste. But the courage is really big, if Chen Xu finds out, it is the squad leader who picks the head, what will he do?

Bao Zhun'er was the courage given to him by Liang Jingru.

It seems that the unlucky guy is also mixed in here, and I found that he has always glanced at me with strange eyes, intentionally or unintentionally, in the past two days, so that I dare not take a nap in class, and my waist is straight and straight. Occasionally, the two of us would meet each other's eyes, and we would pretend that nothing happened.

I sat by the window and watched the view, and the people watching the view looked at me from behind, hee......

Shanshan seems to be quite interested in this matter, and encourages me to participate, in fact, I will participate without her involvement, because I have some small expectations in my heart, but what am I expecting?

16 September 2002

It's Black Monday, pitch black!

I don't want to reminisce about these two days, who knows what I went through.

When I go home at night, my parents' faces are darker than the bottom of the pot, the criticism meeting is dark, and the process is still very humane, let me eat a good meal and take a good bath first, and before the meat is served, I always have to hang some egg whites and cornstarch, and the province will be fried too burnt in the oil pan later.

Of course, the most concerned thing is, of course, whether there is a cat between me and that unlucky guy, male and female classmates are caught on the playground in the middle of the night, who doesn't have any questions? I had to tell them that it was an event organized by the class, and that the two of us just didn't win. At the end of the meeting, my parents agreed that it was necessary to buy me a good pair of running shoes, and I almost cried.

There are only parents in the world.

That unlucky guy shouldn't be having a good time now, he could have run away.

The moment he stretched out his hand to me, his body was covered with golden light, like a knight falling from the sky, such a bloody soap opera happened to me, I actually liked it a little.

18 September 2002

Today Jiang Feng came to me and asked some questions about why I was punished.

Regarding him, I still don't know how to face it, so I should feel more guilty.

He has changed so much that it amazes me.

I have the impression that he is the kind of person who is very extreme, reckless, reckless, rampage, and does not take into account the feelings of others. But this time it was different, he showed me the maturity of a big boy.

There are some things that I really don't want to recall, just like me.

There are some things that you will understand only after experiencing them, just like him.

It's just that for him, it's a little cruel.

20 September 2002

I know there's some gossip in the class about the two of us.

If you have to say that you don't care, that's unlikely, but I'm also a big girl with yellow flowers. If I care a lot, I wouldn't go to him as an acting partner.

This afternoon, he suddenly sat down next to me, and I struggled for a little while, but my accelerated heartbeat soon betrayed me. It's just that my unlucky brother is also stupid, he can't speak, he will only lie on the table and pretend to be a dead person to peek at me, and I can't help but respond to him with Morse code: "You are such a stupid person." "He kept asking me what I meant, how could I possibly tell him?

When you are struggling to do or not to do it, you must choose to do it decisively, so that you choose to follow your heart.

It's just, how can I have such a thought in my heart?

21 September 2002

Today's Mid-Autumn Festival, I went to have a big dinner with my parents.

27 September 2002

He wants to perform Shandong Allegro, hehe!

I've been planning for a long time about today's real show. If he hides in a box, it is completely human. But he didn't hesitate to jump out to protect me, should I thank him?

It's kind of interesting!

2 October 2002

Very tired, but in high spirits.

Before entering the house, I bought a Yellow Arrow chewing gum at the store downstairs, which is my favorite lemon flavor to dilute the taste of wine in my mouth.

Clear thinking and strong desire to survive means that I am not drunk!

In the bedroom, I browsed the photos I took today, and it turned out to be the best one taken by the little Taoist priest at the door of the Taoist temple, the composition is very good, the light is very good, especially the standing position! He struggled for a long time before he moved over, did he want to stand next to Shanshan? I don't estimate how many catties and taels I have touched myself, that is, my mother is the world, purifying all sentient beings, and barely leaving a place for him by his side.

But I still like the one he took for me under the tree, it's a little mushy, but it's cute.

My heart was a little mushy, hazy, and vague, and no matter how much I wiped it, I couldn't see the way it was directing me. Even wonder why it's crazy and why there is that crazy idea.

For the first time, I realized that I was so alien to my own heart.

It's absurd that a person and her heart have a difference of opinion.

But tonight, he convinced me, it was magical, it worked better than my heart.

On his body, there is still the smell of his coat.

It turned out that I didn't know what to do, and I went deep.

4 October 2002

Everyone has a story in them, out of your sight.

But Chen Xu, who had thought that he was plain, steady and stereotyped, turned out to be a strict wife, and life at home must not be easy. He still has to come to work in such an embarrassment today, and he is reluctant to make sure that his son is 10,000 reluctant, but so what? He is just an ordinary one of the thousands of hostages who have been kidnapped by life. Life is very real, even cruel, it likes to make cold jokes, always presents the side you least want to see, always makes mistakes when you are afraid of making mistakes, and does not want to happen but always happens. God and Buddha are both temporary workers hired by it, and they leave work at the end of the day anyway, and it doesn't matter if you live or die.

He learned the name Jiang Feng from Liu Shuwei a few days ago, and when I met Jiang Feng today, he was sneaky next to him, and I simply let him know that this was Jiang Feng, and he was suspicious in the province.

Indecision is another form of cruelty, and I should be on the spot.

6 October 2002

I knew he must be pretending to have a stomachache.

Suddenly I felt that I had become very cheap, where did Xia Yu, who used to be confident and arrogant, go. I eagerly hope to tell him the reason for this as soon as possible, so that he will not be so anxious.

Today, I was scared to find Xu Hao's house, and I had to be cheeky enough to ask Xu Hao's mother for his phone number, was it done by a normal girl? But I'm so at ease now.

I wrote a diary in between phone calls, why didn't I answer the phone, but I was in a hurry.

20 October 2002

Am I a young girl?

When I wrote these words, I felt ashamed, but I didn't understand why I could still laugh, and I was sincere.

Next to the diary is the Chinese Festival that has just been compiled, but such a small thing has made me study for several days, and I secretly fight in the dark in bed every night, **embroidered red flag is probably nothing more than this.

Nothing else, I want to make a bookmark for him with that mushy photo, he can skip eating, he can't stop reading, as long as he opens the book, he can see me. In a hurry, I want to paint my face as a montage and print it on his clothes to give to him, as a proof of my existence and swear my sovereignty!

My God, these words are fortunately invisible to others, otherwise how would I live?

26 October 2002

Yesterday I was lazy, and today I made up for it.

The day before yesterday, Chen Xu informed me to go to his office after school and assign the study tasks of the class before and after the midterm exam. He wasn't there when I went, and there was an entire class directory on his desk. I paid special attention to the unlucky guy's message, it turned out that he was going to have a birthday.

It's even younger than me!

On that day, I was thinking about what kind of gift I would like to give at that time, the bookmark I made myself? Wouldn't it be too simple. Xia Yu was supposed to be a happy heroine, but now why is she so indecisive and has become the most hated by herself.

Therefore, I made up my mind to simply send him today, saving the entanglement.

I've never roller skated before, and acceleration and falls are expected, but with him in front of me, what are you afraid of! It was so natural to fall into his arms. It's not a willful act on my part, it's a premeditated traffic accident, and I can take full responsibility for the victim.

The forehead is still hot, the cough is constant, and the cold is never absent during this month of the year. It seems that winter is really coming, is it time to start growing hair?

I'm so sad to be sick, I hope he doesn't have the same as me.

28 October 2002

I really don't want to move, it's not because I'm lazy, I'm really uncomfortable.

Fever, cough, sneezing, no appetite and no energy all day, all kinds of cold symptoms have not fallen, I have taken turns to experience them, and now I can't hold the pen steadily.

The illness comes like a mountain, and the illness goes like a thread, and I don't know how many days it will take to get better.

Why do I always think of him today, and I especially want to be comforted by him and tell him how sad I am.

The black angel in his heart said that if he is well, it will be a bolt from the blue! Curse him for catching a cold, and not let me suffer alone.

Forget it, I didn't say the above sentence.

Because the white angel said, ignore him, the black angel is farting.

28 October 2002

It rained all the time, but the atmosphere was harmonious.

I was really wrong, he was so good, why did you curse him just now?

Who would have thought that he would come to see me in the middle of the night, the mood at that time was indescribable, sweet and chaotic, I was already stunned by the fawn in my heart, and I wanted to go out to see him immediately.

And then, is it private for life?

If it was me just now, no problem! What a small meaning!

He can only blame himself for missing such a good opportunity, stupid, big stupid.

13 November 2002

It turned out to be a snail, let me stabilize my emotions first.

……

In fact, snails...... You can get by by doing a job...... I can hold him and urge him to go faster, don't always shrink into his shell and live in a mess.

I was going to shoot a sticker over the weekend, but unfortunately my hair only grew a little bit and I couldn't see it at all. If he had been caught up earlier, he might have had a little effect.

He's actually a real brute, not handsome and ordinary, but he has an indescribable magic to me. I told me that when you like someone, even if you feel happy, it is also the happiness of fear, but I am not, when I see him, my heart will only feel warm and steady.

What about the snail, I am willing to stay for him.

19 November 2002

Gifts, he should be quite satisfied, I guess.

On the way home in the early morning, Shanshan had an emotional breakdown in the taxi for no reason, crying a mess, she said that she saw it, why did she have to let go of the girl's precious reserve to pursue something that should not belong to her, but she was still struggling with whether to solemnly say goodbye to Xu Hao, and since then she has not seen her old age and death at both ends of the world.

It was fine until she got in the car, I asked her what was wrong, and she said that nothing really happened, but she suddenly looked at Xu Hao's face and felt so strange. She has worked hard in this matter, whether it should be done or not done, she has done her best. She thought that persistence would lead to victory, but every time she was with Xu Hao, she felt that he was not really happy, since both of them felt burdened, why let such an embarrassing relationship continue.

In addition to being shocked, she also knew that this was just her emotional angry words, how could she die of old age and not see each other, three years of time is not long, and it is not short, as Tong Lei said, what will happen to the rest of the days, who can say clearly?

5 December 2002

Reasoning about this kind of thing, I'm really just out of interest.

may have read a few more detective books than his peers since he was a child, or read Conan a few more times, so he played in front of them. There are a few times when I say it, I don't know the bottom of my heart, and it's ridiculous to think about it.

In Conan Doyle's writing, reasoning is a unique art that requires rigorous logic and sophisticated analysis to make correct inferences. So Sherlock Holmes scoffed at the word speculation, complaining that Watson was focusing on polishing the story and ignoring the rigor of his own thinking when documenting his cases, mocking Watson as "a man who made art for art's sake." ”

I can't learn.

Admittedly, I know that real life is not after all, and perhaps sooner or later, the excessive promotion of the right will also be included in the category of religious superstition.

It's just that this doctrine is so charming, and this poison is so sweet, that I have fallen too deep into it to stop.

Occasionally, I can't help but wonder if I were one of the characters in this book, maybe I would become a great detective in the future.

24 December 2002

Merry Chrismas to you

Someone I love dearly

25 January 2003

A thrilling journey, an incredible experience.

I didn't tell Tong Lei, but when the girl asked me for help, I also said to the girl with my eyes, Ok.

In the short time we looked at her, we used the Morse code to communicate, and we unconsciously felt a sense of sympathy for each other, like two lovers in love telling each other.

From then on, I was determined to find out. Although the process is quite tortuous, the result is still very satisfying, and the two men in black may really have slipped through the net, but in the modern rule of law that emphasizes evidence, this is a helpless choice. Or perhaps, maybe this winter will be black clothes and black hats, I am too earthy to know the goods, and the two of them are trendy.

All in all, the current mood is full of accomplishment!

There is a saying that the Buddha's clothes are gone, and the merit and fame are deeply hidden, hahaha.

It's just that guy is too uninteresting, and he sells it cheaply, what can he do if he grabs the gripper, it's not me who blows, just by the girl's appearance...... Need you say more?

And the old lady hasn't ...... yet Hum!

1 February 2003

I just finished watching the Spring Festival Gala, if it weren't for waiting to see Zhao Benshan, I wouldn't be able to hold on, he is really funny, and he won't disappoint people every year, my heart, wow cool wow cool! Hahaha.

Speaking of which, that guy is also from the Northeast, why is he so wooden to death, just think about it, and get angry!

16 February 2003

The new semester is starting again!

When the first semester started last year, I was still worried about whether I could keep keeping a diary, but now I am worried that I will write a few books when I graduate from high school.

On the first day of school, I was given a dismount, and the bulging bag on my head has not disappeared yet, which is really painful to mourn my family. At the moment when I was knocked to the ground, I clearly felt that tears were pouring out, but beside him, there was such a magic power that made me secretly wipe away my tears, pretending to be strong, how could I let him see his embarrassed appearance. Does the heroine in the TV series have to take the opportunity to sell a wave of misery to the male protagonist, otherwise how can there be a dramatic conflict, but who makes Xia Yu's children strong and brave.

Of course, we also have to see the good aspects, at least it's not broken, this girl is still so beautiful and moving, someone disagrees? In my diary, no one can speak!

15 March 2003

I actually met my parents in the movie theater, and it was both sides! As a result, my parents seriously suspected my early love and forced me to ask until now.

I am not afraid of shadows, if I don't have it, I don't have it, and I resolutely refuse to accept the slander imposed on me. Their understanding and definition of puppy love is a serious misjudgment, and my current situation is not puppy love, strictly speaking, it is an attempted puppy love.

But anyway, sooner or later, there was a moment when I really imagined that my parents would introduce him ceremoniously. Let's see how the future colt is, what? Average-looking? Your thinking is too old-fashioned, and it's not a beauty pageant, so that a gentle boy can feel safe, and you know that he is a good person when you get along. What's wrong with that? None of the top 10 on his report card is his name? He belongs to the middle stream, and there is a lot of room for improvement in the future. Looks wooden? Heck, living at home is not a palace fight, it is superfluous to be too smart.

What the? Am I wishful thinking? What do people think?

I don't know what he wants.

1 May 2003

"Hug"

Mayday

First verse:

Take off the mask of the long day and run to the boundary of dreams.

Midnight in the pumpkin carriage, change into a fairytale glass slipper.

Let me enjoy the feeling, I am the arrogant rose.

Let me taste the taste, the chaos of the world does not understand.

Yesterday is too close, tomorrow is too far, silently listen to the night.

The evening breeze kissed all the lotus leaves, and let me get drunk and fall by the pool.

Second Verse:

Hide your tiredness and express your embarrassment.

Indulge your wildness and find your own tomorrow.

The oath that is demanded of you is even your lie.

I need the solace of love, even if it's a tidal wave.

chorus

When you see my beauty clearly, the moonlight dries your tears.

That one loved me

Hold my hand tightly

Hold me tight, kiss me, oh love~~~ Don't go.

I only sing the main song, but let me sing the chorus, how can there be such a bad person?

3 May 2003

Nanking?

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