On February 25, 2011, he felt that he had been running away from it, but now he had finally made up his mind to face the problem head-on.

What should I do if I like someone?

Can you stop falling in love with someone in seven years?

Chiba's heart: After walking so many hesitant roads, it's better to have low self-esteem, on the road, get along with others, be alone, don't need to be happy, think of yourself as, poverty, loneliness, abandonment, suffering, heartache, hate, a person in one, think of yourself as a burden, a fool, a fool, a ...... It will only cause trouble to others, and it will only ...... I'm sorry for my relatives, I'm sorry for the people who care about me, I'm sorry for everything that has appeared in my life, that kind of compassion, benevolence, compassion, fraternity, gratitude, selflessness, all in one absolutely pathetic, absolutely low-key existence, this is more suitable for me.

Chiba's heart: As the high school homeroom teacher and English teacher said, since you are afraid, then face it directly, and like my own conclusion, that is, you silently do not ask for anything in return to be good to her, but she doesn't like herself, and she likes others, and she likes others! And she is with someone else, and people who are afraid of tigers in the first place often imagine what it would be like to throw themselves into a tiger cage, so that when it really happens, they will no longer be afraid, and they will be motivated!

Chiba's heart: In life, put yourself very low and low, when you are alone, you are not confident and arrogant, but your eyes are lonely, confused, empty, and sad, it turns out that this is Shi Lan.

Chiba's heart: In front of everyone except my parents and her, I am a different person, like Jean Valjean, like Shi Lan, like a high school class teacher, like Don Quixote, a mysterious, divorced, profound, weird, introverted, silent, quiet character.

Chiba's heart: Before doing something, you must have the preparation and ability to bear the worst results, Conan gave me this, silently loved, selflessly loved, my love is different from others.

Chiba's heart: There's a question to figure out, why do I love her? What happens if you don't love her? What happens if you love her? What to do after graduating from college?

Chiba's heart: Just her sentence "Although we seem cold on the outside, but we are full of passion on the inside, I see my own shadow in you." Do you think she looks like you? Love should be to find a person who is more similar to yourself, at least mentally, personally, and soulfully, it should be like this, but I still don't know anything about these aspects, and that should be the criterion for my choice, as for the usual comfort these are not too important, so before making further decisions, we must further understand each other's worldview, outlook on life, and values, and it is inevitable for men and women to interact.

Chiba's heart: My love is, I'm good to her, it's not so obvious, I can't let her know, it's just a time axis, add up before and after, maybe it will show some, I don't need her to love me, I don't need her to be with me, I don't need her to be good to me, just treat me as a better friend, I think, after a long time, I will understand her better, and she will know.

Chiba's heart: I have to avoid being with her, in real life, my love leaves no trace, no one around her will know that I love her, and no one will know that she is someone who loves her, I will not leave any mark in her space, nor will I interfere with any of her life, whether it is real or illusory, for me, love or not love, it is only the perception of her heart, only in that moment, sharing what is good for her, plus care and encouragement, when sad, I will not go to anyone, There are some things that I can only say to myself, and I am not really any different from my friends with her.