Chapter 054: Sad
In an advanced math class, he sat in the third row, and during recess, he had two female classmates in the back row talking about him.
Mao Liwen: "Look! Chiba has been silent again, not saying a word all day"
Que Xinyue: "Indeed, I don't sit in the back row with the class, I come early and refuse to help the class occupy a place, I insist on entering the first three rows, and I am crowded in the pile of strangers alone, without saying a word."
He pretended that he hadn't heard anything, implying that he was already Shi Lan, that he didn't need to speak, that he wanted to retain a sense of mystery, that they were just talking about Chiba, not about him.
Whenever he felt that he was about to lose his support, he would go to the west of the first floor of the library and use philosophy books to supplement his food. No, this afternoon he went to read another book where silence is golden. The book says that silence is a valuable psychological quality, and it is also a valuable way to live in the world. And turning a blind eye to a book that lies in eloquence in the book next to it.
In real life, many people are like this, they only see what they want to see, and only believe what they want to believe. Because otherwise, their faith will collapse, and they will not be able to go on at all. Let him, who is insisting on silence, go to read a book of eloquence, which is tantamount to self-destruction!
In addition to talking less, doing less work, and recruiting in place, he also made a big decision to only cry and not laugh! He loves to cry, especially when he is touched.
It didn't take long for him to read a philosophy book called low-key life, and he agreed with the views in it and applauded.
Today, after hearing the words of Ji Xingwen, a cultivation education counselor, he felt that everyone was consciously or unconsciously defending their own interests, so he was even more convinced that he was right to keep the mystery and make a splash.
He feels more like a philosopher, and there are only two kinds of things that can make him tired, one is that he can't figure out how to do it, what to do, in order to get out of the mental dead end, and the other is to reach the limit, very sleepy and then fall asleep unconsciously.
Once, when he saw Lu Junya, who he liked, talking and laughing with other boys, and then looking at him alone, his heart was sour, and he had an indescribable feeling.
He told himself: Try to see Lu Junya as little as possible, you can't fall in love with anyone in seven years, but you like it.
He told himself that if he regarded everyone around him as a friend, he would not care so much, and his heart would not be so uncomfortable.
Helpless, he couldn't comfort himself, so he had to go to the west of the first floor of the library to supplement the "food" of love. Then he saw some of the following words in the book and wrote down his corresponding feelings. Yes, he carried out a reflection under the influence of books.
Book: But she is willing to give her affection to this ordinary boy who silently helps her when she encounters setbacks, enthusiastically encourages her when she is frustrated, and never asks for anything in return.
Xia Qianye: I'm afraid I won't be able to get those opportunities, and I don't know when others will encounter setbacks, when they will feel frustrated, I can't understand others, and I never ask for anything.
Books: There are many wonderful boys and beautiful girls in the world, but there can only be one relationship that really belongs to you, don't change yourself because of other people's eyes, don't live in the eyes of others and lose yourself! Feelings can't be greedy, and they're not dreams.
Xia Qianye: We often say that there are some similarities between each other, and I haven't changed anything because of each other.
Books: What is Love? The philosopher said, "Love is when you know that he is not the person you admire, and you know that he still has all kinds of shortcomings, but you still choose him, and you do not abandon his whole because of his shortcomings, and deny all of him." ”
Xia Qianye: The shortcomings haven't been discovered yet, you're not the best, but I only love you.
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After replenishing a lot of food for love, before he knew it, a war broke out!