Chapter 063: The Book He Sent
So, he came up with a new form! Go ahead and upgrade the stone to the third version.
The guiding ideology of the third edition of Shilan: sadness, loneliness, loneliness, loneliness, helplessness, helplessness, pity, sympathy, darkness, evasion, silence, indifference, no change in the external fluctuations, not affected at all, you can also can't help crying, but you can't help laughing, no matter how earth-shattering the surroundings are, just like you can't hear or can't see it. If you have kindness, you will repay it......
On the way to class, when he saw Chiba walking alone on the road, Que Xinyue often went up to talk to him. Several times later, he sent her the following text message as a token of appreciation.
Xia Qianye: Every time I meet you and leave with you, you will take the initiative to talk to me patiently and kindly, thank you for ignoring me, I'm really sorry for not doing well.
Que Xinyue: Don't be sorry, if you want to make amends, next time you take the initiative to speak, in fact, I'm not talkative at all! Chiba, don't think too much, be kind to yourself.
From now on, there are now three options:
The first type: live wave state, take the initiative to talk to anyone, show a smiling face, and usually take the initiative when touching others;
The second type: silent state, usually does not show expressions, does not speak, walks alone, lives alone, does not say anything, completely exits QQ, text messages and mobile phones;
The third way: when you meet someone who is good to you, or who is more familiar with you, or who cares more about yourself, you use the living wave state, and when you meet others, you use the silent state.
Chiba bought a few books that Junya had mentioned in the chat before, Cultural Journey and Sanmao's novel collection, which were circulated by the female classmates in their class during class, and also passed to Yu Xinxiang, who looked at it and said to him: "You also like to read this kind of book, remember to lend it to me when the borrowed classmates finish reading", before the English class, Lu Junya asked her roommate Xi Dan to help her get it in the name of borrowing, he didn't know what she thought in her heart, he didn't know what she looked like.
He told himself that when you don't know how to do it, you will do to others what they do to you.
He learned that she had added a club and was usually with her roommates.
This uneasiness and uncertainty made him fall into deep thought again.
Chiba's heart: Seriously, I don't want to be on QQ anymore, I have to make a decision quickly, and then I don't have any hesitation about what I do. I need someone I like, but I'm afraid she won't like me, and I also need a few close friends, and she chooses from them. My rules don't seem to apply to her, maybe she's the special of the special, at least the first person I'm convinced of, the person I agree with, there is no right or wrong here.
Chiba's heart: I don't know why, I'm always not happy, my mentality is not very good, and I have to adjust it well.
Chiba's heart: Busy studying can't make up for the emptiness, and I'm starting to wonder why I want to read famous books.
Chiba's heart: I'm in a very confused situation right now, and the reason why I want to go more extreme is because my brain's thoughts and beliefs have been shaken from the foundation.
Chiba's heart: It's the mood that lives, it's yourself, not what you leave for the world, and you don't have to pay attention to history lessons.
Chiba's heart: do what you want to do, do what you can, don't get immersed in one's fantasies, and get realistic.
Life in the world, everyone has their own unique endowment and talent, everyone has their own unique entry point to realize the value of life, as long as you develop yourself according to your own endowment, and constantly surpass the barriers of the soul, you will not ignore the sun in your life and be buried in the brilliance of others. Napoleon was one such person.
Because he can't see his own intelligence, he is always looking up and looking ahead, so he has been unconsciously stepping up and moving forward all his life!