Now that you know the answer, then follow the route you think is more right, don't force yourself to become another for something, fly yourself every day to renew, people live for themselves.

You have to learn to see through a lot of things, it doesn't matter what the future will be, grasp the present, live a more ordinary, more general and more realistic life, put aside all the illusory bubbles, just for the present.

When many of his classmates came back from outside to discuss the situation of the department, he felt very unhappy, he could have had a department, but he lost a lot due to a misunderstanding of the university exam, which made him feel a sullen mood in his heart.

Looking back on the past six months or so, he found that he was so different in many aspects of the university!

I have to admit that his mood was affected by the external environment, and his mood was swayed by her attitude.

A few days later, Lu Junya explicitly rejected Chiba.

Chiba asked Junya: "How will I get along with you in the future?" ”

Junya told him, "We are friends as before. ”

He also told him, "What is yours is yours, and if it is not yours, you will not be able to ask for it."

Her roommate, Ji Lingling, talks to Chiba and tries to comfort him.

Xia Qianye: I think I like her very much.

Ji Lingling: I will think about it, whether I like it or belong to appreciation, or I feel that I am in love, even if I like it, I will also consider what it will bring to others, or others have people who like, or others don't want to fall in love at all, but I think it's better to study hard now.

Ji Lingling: When you say that you like someone, you must first know her very well, and when you are friends, understand her views on love, personality and all aspects of life, so as not to embarrass yourself.

Xia Qianye: My purpose was to be good to her, and I bought a few books for her very impulsively, although it was because she said that she had something to hold in her heart, she was really confused, and she said things that she shouldn't have said.

Ji Lingling: I think it's good to be the same as usual, Chiba, don't think too much, maybe that person doesn't feel any different from usual, maybe he's worried about his own studies or life and makes you feel any different from usual, so don't put it all on yourself. If you're worried about what you're going to do for him, I think maybe you're too worried, and I think everyone will forgive a careless misunderstanding. So be happy, do what you should do, and do what you want to do.

……

They talked a lot afterwards.

Chiba, who was seriously injured by the other party's critical attack, dragged his mutilated body and entered the west of the first floor of the library, where he saw the philosophy and psychology books that healed him, and he borrowed a book called a bath for the soul. Now he doesn't know what he is reading famous books for, and he doesn't know what he can get from them, and he feels that his life is blank.

He couldn't think of the right way, he didn't really want to write a diary, his QQ number was changed, he only had a few friends, and everything was emptied.

At this time, their class began to write their first letter to an English pen pal. Chiba writes very pessimistic and extremely negative because he has just been rejected, saying that he doesn't need friends, doesn't need to care, and his classmates are liars. Yu Xinxiang was very surprised after opening it, his heart was so dark, why didn't he find it before. What made them what they were, and what really happened to his life?

Kazuka's interest in Chiba grows more and more intrigued, and she develops a curiosity and a protective desire for her introverted, inferior, and wooden character.

He told himself that he should think differently about the benefits and joys of her refusal.

The good thing in Chiba's heart:

I also have many male and female classmates in the class who are also good friends;

Let me have more time to learn to read;

Let me have more energy to do what I want to do;

Let me have more freedom to learn more about friends of the opposite sex;

Why give up an entire salt pan for the sake of a single piece of salt;

I can be a lively and cheerful person not for her;

Let me end the pain of unrequited love in a short time;

I can live a more realistic and ordinary life;

made me understand that even if the person you like is tricked, encouraged, and instigated, you still can't tell the other person that you like her;

When you want to give, think about why the other person should take it;

A family without love is no big deal;

You need to see through a lot of things, and you can accept both sides;

Don't just live in your own fantasies, there is a huge gap between what you think and what others think;

When you get close enough, you'll see her shortcomings, and the differences between you.

He encouraged himself: look! She's taught you so much, why not be happy?