I don't know if it's an accident or not, he feels that the reason why he can be happy is because he can accept the worst. He felt that there was a little bit of something in the signs. First of all, Junya had told him that it was important to study before. After confessing, she didn't reply to many text messages he sent.

Once he went to the Internet, Junya's roommate, Ji Lingling, asked him: "Chiba, how are you feeling".

Xia Qianye: What else, just watch the animation when you're sad.

Ji Lingling: Junya is taking a walk with her friends.

……

People who have been injured will no longer be so picky, and Chiba's heart has also changed to a certain extent, he feels that there is no partner in the future, whether they are similar or not, whether there is a fit between them, he doesn't care anymore, he gradually understands that many things are not so important, just let it be, just follow the fate.

Chiba's text message to Junya:

Xia Qianye: Junya, I've been thinking about it all this time, and I've been worrying, I feel that nothing is important lately, I can understand your feelings, just like I avoided Pu Yudie and Que Xinyue last time, why did I want to meet you, I knew it was so painful, it was better not to meet in the first place, I really want to listen to you, I really want to be with you, I know that I can't compare to him, you have a past that I can never intervene in.

Junya's reply to him:

Lu Junya: Don't think too much, don't misunderstand, I just have feelings for you between friends, I only treat you as a friend. I hope you can find your own love.

Lu Junya asked her roommate Xi Dan to return the book to him.

He had intended to give it away, but she only saw it as a borrowing.

Chiba felt very unwilling, so she went to talk to Junya's roommates again.

He went to find Xi Danyi, and she told him in the tone of a life committee member, boys should be strong, you see so many girls, what are you afraid of, live a good life, don't think too much.

Then, he sent a long, long text message to Ji Lingling, a member of the study committee.

Xia Qianye: Lingling, I believe you, you are a member of the study committee and her roommate, what should I do, there are some things I don't want to say to anyone, but I can't deceive myself, I played 0.6 rice but only ate 0.2, I used to eat 0.8, I could only read the book at 22 o'clock to buy a cake to satisfy my hunger, I wanted to see her, I felt very uneasy when I saw it, I wanted to do something for her, but she refused to say, I just opened the English book in a teaching, but I couldn't control myself, I always kept thinking in my head, it was so sad, my study, my parents and relatives were looking forward to me, but I was a person, declared war on the world in QQ, I wanted to hear her, I wanted to stay by her side, But I felt that she was deliberately avoiding me, for the other person you said, that look, so cold, that distance, so far away...... My heart is so tired, so painful, so scared......

Ji Lingling: I don't think this kind of thing can barely come, since she has a choice, you let her do what she wants! Don't think too much, she has her own life, and you have something to do, so let's do it separately.

Then, he opened QQ to chat with Du Huaqi.

Xia Qianye: What do you see from your roommate's perspective?

Du Huaqi: It's not that good, I think it's just unrequited love

Du Huaqi: There is nothing wrong with appreciating others speaking out, everyone has the right to like others

Xia Qianye: Originally, it was just, a crush, but she kept encouraging me

Du Huaqi: Actually, she is not encouraging you, she is encouraging you to be brave

Xia Qianye: It's okay, unrequited love is too painful

Du Huaqi: It's inevitable, but because unrequited love has no result, don't be obsessed

Du Huaqi: And the crush always thinks of people very well, in fact, it is not necessarily so good when you really understand it

Xia Qianye: But I can't let it go, so I have to let go of the heartache

Du Huaqi: I also like others, others don't like me, I now think that love is two-sided, we must like each other

Xia Qianye: Well, thank you

However, after chatting, there were still two thoughts in his mind that were on par.