One day in class, Chiba heard Lu Junya's desolate crying from behind, as if she was very heartbroken, and she also heard her roommate Xi Dan, who was also a member of the first life committee, comforted her with a sentence "Lost in love?" ”

Chiba's heart began to divide into two personalities, dark and light, black and white Chiba.

Bai Qianye: She already has someone she likes, and she doesn't need you, so get out of here, don't disturb others and affect other people's moods. Love is fulfillment, and for the sake of the other person's good, you should give up as soon as possible! She cried not because she was out of love, but because she couldn't bear to reject you, couldn't bear to hurt you, and felt sad when she saw you hurt.

Kuro Chiba: Don't give up, there's still hope, keep chasing, she's just cheating on you with her roommates! In order to take the postgraduate entrance examination, whether you are firm or not, do you really like him. In order for yourself to get what you love, don't give up a glimmer of hope, you'd rather fight for your head than regret your life, you must fight for it! She must have cried because she was out of love, the opportunity came, hurry up and comfort her, if you fall out of love, you will definitely succeed!

After combining these two black and white ideas, Chiba began to think about his future plans.

Xia Qianye: With the same basic principle to face all, originally I can endure loneliness and loneliness, know how to follow fate, know how to go with the flow, and do nothing, so it doesn't matter what the future will be, no longer talk to them about any topics related to this, open up with everyone, happy, lively, no longer intentionally increase the opportunity to communicate and be with her, like to be alone, but when she sees her with others, she has a better attitude towards others, and understands that there is no quarrel.

Xia Qianba: So what am I living for? In order to repay the kindness of the people around me who are good to me, in order to make them live a better life, for their own happiness, for the present, in order to leave something for mankind, in order to be better themselves now, to change the hearts of more people, prove their worth, and become an existence that others need.

Xia Qianye: In the future, your name will be called Time Village, remember fraternity, sorrow, pain, remember your own driving force, you are not so small, not so spoiled, the real destined person should know without saying it, so do things with passion and hope, don't take anything too seriously.

Xia Qianye: My time is only spent on these things: studying, reading. Animation, communication, QQ, online information, listen to songs. Increased restrictions: Classics can only be seen at 0:30 p.m. at 11 p.m., and English classics and philosophy books can be read from 11 p.m. to 12 p.m. I only looked up information on the Internet on Saturday, watched anime, and read logs. Only then did I log in to QQ, only to listen to songs, only to make calls, and only then to send text messages. Enter the online world, disappear in the real world, continue to write a diary with dark colors, be more cheerful, and improve all-round literacy.

Xia Qianye: The motivation comes from pain and hatred, don't scratch your hair when you read a book, don't pull out your beard, don't leave all at once, generally look at it for a long time, and make a plan between things.

Xia Chiba: Signature: Go back to your time. The information in QQ is no longer deleted, and it is no longer added, and the second QQ is a little bit memorized, and it's basically over, and it's starting to execute!

Xia Qianye: Everyone is my friend, and they are all people I want to love, and this is the whole meaning of my existence.

Xia Qianye: In order to be able to become an existence that others need, I have to work harder, improve my learning ability and grades and strength, improve my all-round comprehensive quality, become a person who is willing and able to help others, become a person who can change the hearts of others, work hard, put everything away, let go of everything, and move forward easily, because life can simply end, everything is not important, when writing a diary, summarize the day's harvest every day, and plan tomorrow, the next things to come, keep changing, Keep evolving, keep updating, stay away from right and wrong, away from grievances, away from the hustle and bustle, use more time to do more meaningful things, and use more limited time to do unlimited things.

Xia Qianye: It doesn't matter who I like or who I love, you have to learn to repay your kindness, for yourself, for your parents, for your relatives, for all those who care about me, for all those who care about me, for the salvation of people in pain, you are a prophet, a prophet, a clear and rational way to do things, give up everything, Go on!

Xia Qianye: Why do you look down on me, I hate the world.

After accepting the fact of falling out of love, Chiba's heart calmed down, and the second English letter he wrote to Yu Xinxiang this semester was slightly better than before, saying that he was willing to listen, willing to tell and so on. Yu Xinxiang's affection for him began to deepen gradually, thinking that this kid was not bad, and the child could be taught. This time, in addition to giving him an English letter for his homework, he also added a small letter that said something from his heart, and Chiba felt very happy, and he was going to do the same next time, with a heartfelt message in his homework.

After fighting for a long time, Bai Chiba's strength seems to be stronger than Black Chiba's.

March 10, 2011. Chiba doesn't want to participate in study group class activities anymore. His new team leader this semester, Ouyang Yulin, wrote him a letter that was handed to Chiba by her roommate Yu Xinxiang.

Team leader Ouyang Yulin's letter: After thinking about it for a long time, I think it might be better to write a letter to you. I'm a person who doesn't like to put my thoughts out, and I think that's weird. In fact, I really wanted to communicate with you at the beginning, but I didn't know how to speak, so I told Hou Zhezheng and Jian Huahao about your reluctance to join our group, and they said that they would talk to you, but obviously, failed...... Seriously, receiving your "I didn't join Learning Elementary. "The message is, there is really a sense of frustration in my heart, and you don't give me face too much, right? But I'll admit that I wasn't confident enough to make the study group worthwhile, and I can't guarantee that I, as the leader, can make you feel that the study group is really useful. (Because I didn't approve of the study group in the first place, but since I did, I had to be good and responsible) I can understand your concern that you don't join. I received the message you sent me yesterday in the morning (I was asleep at that time), presumably Hou Zhezheng reported my thoughts to you (damn Hou Zhezheng), but it's also good, at least you reconsidered, didn't you? I'm glad I received that text from you, because you were willing to join, (but you're not the one to drag your feet, you're our mainstay, hehe) and that's enough. But then I got another message from you, are you joking......? But can this kind of thing be made as a joke? I was so happy a minute or even a second ago that I was speechless. Yes, I admit that sometimes one person is better, and everyone has a path to choose. But a person who walks a long, long way, won't he be alone? I don't mean to say that you must join our study group, but in terms of your performance in the past year, everyone knows your habits, and I haven't said anything to you later, but who doesn't want you to really integrate into the class group in the third class? If there is one person who is separated from the collective, it cannot be said to be complete. It's important to study, and it's important that you have your goals, but sometimes you can also participate in class activities appropriately, you can participate selectively, and you may encounter setbacks, but who has no thorns in the road? Every time I see you talk about it or send us a message in the space, it feels very profound, I may not be your bosom friend, I don't understand what they mean, but I hope you are happy every day. Also, thank you for your blessings, now I am far off track, it's time to correct it, I don't want to disappoint everyone who cares about me, I hope it's not too late for me to work hard, I hope you can also cheer up, towards your future, come on! As if this letter was a heart-to-heart conversation between friends, I just wanted to share some personal thoughts.

Hou Zhezheng and Jian Huahao's persuasion, just from the perspective of you should participate, Chiba can't listen to it at all, anyway, he just has an expression that I only do what I want to do in the way I love, so I don't waste time with you there. But the words of girls are different, he likes girls and hates boys, after reading Ouyang Yulin's letter, his heart softened a little, especially in the letter she said her true thoughts, "She didn't approve of this event either, but she participated." So Chiba also joined the study group.

On March 15, 2011, Chiba told herself that she needed to overcome the pain caused by rejection, and that she should not think about her when doing things, and that she would not want to watch or watch class. Cry and laugh on the lawn, stay away from the world, in the illusory world, selfless exchange of experiences, in the present world, become a complex of hatred!

So, he wrote a diary called Origin.

Chiba Diary • Origin: A place that is always quiet, every inch of land I spent in my childhood. There's no hustle and bustle of the city, no lights. But it is also colorful and beautiful in nature. All over the mountains, all fresh and warm colors. It's not like the glamorous, mechanical lifelessness of the city. The air in those places is always so fresh, and people's hearts are bright and bright, and they won't lose themselves. The turbid atmosphere of the city erodes people's hearts. Let people deviate from the normal track step by step, and finally can't find themselves.

Chiba Diary • Origin: When I was a child, happiness was really simple, and a few friends could be happy there all day long with a field or a bamboo forest. Large fields of rape flowers in spring, lawns overgrown with weeds. Under the green trees in summer, the river is clear, and the starry sky is at night. Autumn leaves everywhere, abundant fruits, the joy of autumn harvest. Winter snowflakes flying, baking fires together, skiing together... Many, many simple things that made me feel happy and happy at that time. Now simplicity has become a luxury of happiness. There are many, many people who have left their hometowns and stepped into the city full of temptations. I dream of one day being able to get ahead and return home, but there are all kinds of people here. Life is no longer simple, you have to deal with all kinds of people and things. I began to feel some pressure in my heart, and I gradually lost myself. I began to forget the season, and I only felt cold and warm. I began to forget my original dreams and just felt that it was enough to live the moment. Some people succeeded, but they never laughed again. Some people fail, but they can laugh comfortably when they return to the original point.

Chiba Diary • Origin: If you have been living on the edge of the city without the hustle and bustle, then will you always be happy like those childhoods? The city may be a lost paradise, and the colorful world inside keeps us in pursuit. Breathing in the smell of mechanical fumes, in the end it is either hard and poisonous, or exhausted like a puddle of mud. Since then, those simple joys have disappeared. So I began to miss...

Chiba Diary • Origin: It's okay, you can go home and have a look when you're out of breath. Listen to the singing of the birds like silver bells, see the beautiful shadows of the trees dancing in the wind, and walk the bumpy country ridges. Calm down and let the freshness of nature wash the dust of your soul. Wash away the ash that has been deposited in the bottom of your heart, and let the bright and clean breath fill your heart. Perhaps, we can still be very happy.

If you think about Chiba's experience, it's actually nothing.

Ci Xiuzhu told him: "In fact, it is also very contradictory, people say what they lack ......"

The story of him and Junya seems to be over, but in fact it has just begun......

The end of the second volume means the end of the prologue, but it's just a prologue!

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