Chapter 193: Fish and Birds
After the analysis, Chiba began to summarize and draw conclusions, and then made a plan.
Chiba's conclusion and plan: Take a step back and turn into a bosom friend, "It's easy to be a friend, it's good to be a friend", for her and for other girls, there are no distractions in her heart, and it will naturally be very easy to date, and you can also understand her, not like before, change clothes, and avoid communication, and lose her will also lose a lot of other good friends.
Chiba's conclusion and plan: If she has a good impression of me, then she will sometimes be a little unwilling, but think about it carefully, the other party is single, and it is possible in the future, it is good to be a good friend and understand him, so it will be good for her and me, study hard and improve every day.
Chiba's conclusion and plan: If she doesn't care about me and has never liked me, we both have the stage, it's good, work hard to go up, get along well with the people around you, the value of connection, behind the prosperity and fall, it is always spring, don't complain about any hardship, complain about grievances. Don't try to guess what others think, and don't let others guess your own thoughts, then know how to communicate.
Chiba's conclusion and plan: The way to treat Junya and Hatsuyuki is to fight the indifference from the bottom of my heart. (including to Zhao Shuidan)
Chiba still holds a grudge against Zhao Shuidan for letting him go.
Chiba made Kokoka his goal, and he re-read Tagore's poem "The Farthest Distance in the World" and put the experience between him and Kokoka into the verses.
"But I stand in front of you, and you don't know that I love you" - from the beginning of the first semester to the second letter of the second semester
"It's love to obsession, but I can't say I love you" - from receiving the second letter of the second semester to the present
"I want you to be heartbroken, but I can only bury it deep in my heart" - from receiving the second letter of the second semester to the present
"I know that true love is invincible, but I pretend not to care"
"The distance between the fish and the birds!" - The distance between rural and urban areas
The more Chiba thought about it, the more likely she felt like it.
Evening self-study, he is not very attentive when doing homework, he is worried about whether to call? What should I say if I hit it? How will we get along in the future?
People don't ask for much, but they are worthy of their hearts. If you want something, you will naturally have something. Not greedy, but selfish, not coerced by others, but not coerced by others. What can be changed is not the ending of the story, but the place where the heart of the story wants to go, look at one thing with heart, and do it well with feelings. When you have a relationship, you will naturally be fond of it. Looking at a relationship, the love is far away, what is on the other side, how can you see the story of people without passing by this situation.
Maybe every chance encounter seems to be destined by fate, passing by, but helpless.
You and I are people of two worlds, I love you, but you never know.
Every day you walk past my grave, and I am always by your side, I can see you, but I can't touch you; And you can't see me, and you don't know that I'm always there for you and love you.
In your previous life, you promised me under the Bodhi tree, and you will still meet in Malanpo in the next life, and repay the love you owed me in your previous life.
You said that in your previous life you met her and had a family with her, so you can only choose to love her; At that time, you told me that you just hated to see each other too late. I chose silence and blessings......
Lover, what a beautiful word, not a junior, not involved in other people's marriages, but she chose to love with all her heart, and in the end, even if she was lonely and old, she also silently blessed him.
In the thousands of reincarnations, we crossed the Nai He Bridge together, and also drank Meng Po soup, hoping that the blessings of my thousand reincarnation can make us a loving couple in the next life.
But later I learned that this life was my last life, and I could no longer step on the red dust, but I didn't want to lose my memory, so I chose to become a lonely soul from the two worlds of yin and yang.
That's it, at the foot of the Malan Slope, I watched you grow up and silently sent you blessings, but you crossed the Nai He Bridge and re-crossed the reincarnation, so you don't know, I have been waiting for tens of thousands of days and nights under the Malan Slope.
You walked past my grave, and you hesitated, because the name on my tombstone seemed to remind you of the vague figure of your past life, but you could not recall it.
And I also understand that the most painful thing in this cycle is that I can see you and love you, but I can't whisper "I love you" to you in your ear.