Chapter 432: Heart-Warming History, III

On April 11, 2016, Chiba worked hard to write "Sequel, Heartwarming History Revision" from a very objective point of view on the topic of his own heart-warming history.

Heartbeat History III

The first time he was rejected, codenamed Lu Junya

At that time, I was obsessed with several journals, one was a letter written by the senior class teacher to everyone, and the other was a film review that finally understood why Lu Tao didn't love Milai's struggle, so at that time, my view of mate selection was basically the same as that movie review, and its views became my guiding ideology for dealing with people, that is:

Opinion 1: Some things are in the bones, no matter what he becomes halfway, no matter how much he deviates from his original track, and even if he becomes the type of person he hates the most, he will eventually change back to his original true self, even at the last moment before death;

(I didn't understand at the time, what is the original true self, and what is the deviation and then can come back, the text will be explained later based on my experience)

Viewpoint 2: Try to choose people who are similar to yourself to spend your life, born in similar places, have the same interests and hobbies, have similar three views, have similar life experiences, and have the same personality;

Viewpoint 3: The sign of growing up is to accept yourself, and choose a group of like-minded friends, choose a partner who can sing together, but to better assert yourself. We are all orphans in this beautiful world, looking for our own kind, and after finding it, we realize that we are not alone, not monsters, not alone.

(I didn't understand at the time, why the sign of growing up is to accept yourself, isn't the sign of growing up to look down on everything, why is it to better insist on yourself, isn't it quite easy to insist on yourself, the article will be explained later based on my experience)

Viewpoint 4: Lu Tao and Charlene love themselves, because they found their own shadow in each other, so Charlene was once willing to humbly love Lu Tao and let him realize his dream. Lu Tao succeeded, and she felt that she had also succeeded.

Viewpoint 5: Loving you is equal to loving yourself, because we are very similar, attracted by the very different lives of you and me, just for a while, people can never love others more than themselves.

(Later, I realized that the first part is correct, and the last part is incorrect, and the following article will be explained based on my experience)

Viewpoint 6: Half of a person's personality depends on genes, and the other half is the first memory. The psychology teacher told me that one year old is big, and three years old is old. Later, I finally understood that genes come from the experience and life combination of the previous generation, and the first memory is the environment they struggled into.

(After four years of hard work in college, I came to the conclusion that personality is immutable, and later I learned that personality can be changed, but it requires a very important facilitating factor, which will be explained later based on my experience)

Viewpoint 7: The meaning of the struggle of the TV series is to tell us the above 6 points and tell us to act in this way.

That's basically all there are in that review.

In the early stage of college, I love group text messaging, tell everyone what I think, and I was disappointed because of this matter so I deleted all the content in the space, once she mentioned a sentence in a reply text message, "I see my own shadow in you", after that, I began to be moved, I don't know much about her, I only know that she is not much in the early stage of the class, before the confession, I talked to her about such a conversation, the following is the original words in the diary, not a word has been moved:

——**, can I really say anything to you? I don't know whether to hide it in my heart or say it, I just feel that this is too tiring, and I am afraid that I will not dare to face you in the future...... (**Representative's name)

- Well, you can say anything, it's hard to hold it in your heart.

- Can you read MMS messages on your phone? I'm really scared......

- Yes, you don't have to be afraid, it's okay

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(A lot of words are omitted here)