On April 11, 2016, Chiba worked hard to write "Sequel, Heartwarming History Revision" from a very objective point of view on the topic of his own heart-warming history.

Heartwarming History IV

It's this damn conversation.,I don't know how long I've misunderstood her.,It's definitely more than a year.,How much damage has been done to each other.,The more she rejects me.,The more I feel like she's testing me.,(A lot of words omitted here)Hey,It's really hurting yourself and hurting others.,Now I feel very worthless when I think about it.,After all, it's the first time for me.,I don't understand anything.,There's no way to do it.,Later, once she called me outside the ping-pong building to talk.,Just asked me two questions.,After those two questions, I didn't misunderstand her anymore, we were able to understand each other's difficulties, and we were able to speak normally when we were the same class committee members in the future, and then we didn't communicate for the sake of each other, because there is no doubt that communication will definitely hurt the emotionally charged party.

The first question is: what do you like about me?

The second question is: Why do you think I'm testing you? You tell me all the reasons why you think so, and I'll answer them for you.

When she asked me the first question, I couldn't answer anything, and when she asked me the second question, I said a lot, it turned out that the original conversation before the confession was because she felt that the person I was going to confess to was her roommate and not her, and she said that, and the people in their dorm were quite concerned about me, which I knew.

The whole incident related to the code name Lu Junya gave me the feeling that I didn't do anything wrong, and I tried my best to fight for it, when I knew all the reasons for the misunderstanding, when I knew that the other party already had a partner and loved each other, I left, but I couldn't make it clear at the beginning that the misunderstanding lasted so long, I felt so sorry, I could have avoided a lot of harm.

The one who comforted me when Lu Junya rejected it was codenamed Ao Chuxue

She is different from Lu Junya, after she is no longer an ordinary friend, she doesn't like to talk much, she would rather be silent than tell me what is going on, what is decided, she will only tell me the result, and the explanation is only one sentence at most, and she will never talk about it in detail, so many things related to her can only rely on inference, so here can only be divided into three situations to discuss: the worst case, the middle case and the best case, no matter which case, I can find enough facts to prove that this is the case, So sometimes I have a big head, and I can't understand why, and I'm confused, and I think only she and God know these things. When people are afraid, they think about the worst-case scenario, and there is nothing they can do.

Worst-case scenario:

We're pretty good friends,

She noted,

This thing looks like it's out of love,

In the past, I will play a little bit and then say,

First ambiguous,

It doesn't matter if both parties realize it's interesting.

If you are tired of playing or feel that this person has too many shortcomings, or you think that he is not dressed properly, you kick it away,

Roll out to the old lady,

Entanglement, entanglement,

(A lot of words are omitted here)

I seem to have accepted it,

Soon he kicked it away,

Keep rolling,

Years later,

This person is back again, and I don't want him to be too sad, so I reluctantly accept it.

I still don't think it's appropriate, I don't like it, I'm not interested, and I kicked it away again,

Keep rolling,

was inexplicably dumped three times,

In tears......