I ran all the way and didn't stop until I was far away from the school. Pedestrians and vehicles came and went on the streets, but no one noticed my misery. My tears fell, were dried by the wind, and then fell again. I was inexplicably irritable for a while, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became. Everyone feels wronged, as if everyone else is sorry for them. In fact, who can be more wronged than me, my fate is also in the hands of others, and who am I sorry for?

Because of the urgency to come out, gloves, scarves, and masks were all left in the classroom. It's been cold these days, and the air is still cold. I wandered the streets like a ghost, the only thing I could keep warm was the hat on the back of my clothes, I wrapped myself tightly, and the driver behind me kept honking at me, and one of them finally couldn't stand it anymore and yelled at me.

I was completely unconscious, and my hands were numb from the cold. I couldn't take it anymore and shouted at the driver, "Come on! You're going to kill me! What's wrong with me not giving way? ”

The driver either thought I was crazy or I was a drunkard, muttered something in his voice and took a detour.

Walking to the door of a piano room called "Former Days", I finally couldn't support my dizzy head, and put together all the cash in my coin purse, so that I could barely settle on a small box. I don't know why I chose this place, ten fingers have been frozen unconscious, and I can't move at all. The boss may have seen that I looked like I was running away from home, and kindly brought me a stove, which I held for a long time to warm up my fingers.

The old professor said that my keys were sad, and I thought it must be because I always played the piano when I was sad. I pushed the heavy lid open, my fingers slid gently over the keys, and immediately a series of harsh and unpleasant sounds came out.

I pulled up the curtains all around me and played the famous Soviet folk song "Evening on the outskirts of Moscow" over and over again. This is my favorite song when I was a child, but because of the long time interval and the inflexibility of my fingers, I couldn't play it at that level. I gave up my efforts, slammed around from memory like a madman, and sang aloud.

I didn't have an audience, and no one applauded me, even if I played at a high level.

However, I always remember a figure standing behind my piano and smiling at me with interest. It must have been my old dream when I was younger, but it never came back.

I've lost count of how many times I've played it, and I'm tired of hearing it. When I heard the phone ring, it was already Xie Chen's fifth call. I laughed so happily on the phone that I burst into tears. He wasn't interested in knowing my madness, he just asked me where I was, and I forgot how I described where I was.

Xie Chen didn't know how he found me, I just felt that a hand snapped the lid shut, and the speed was so fierce that it almost didn't crush my hand. My good mood was immediately affected, and I closed my mouth in displeasure.

He said angrily: "Lin Xing, how long do you want to make trouble!" ”

I did not answer his words, and for the first time looked at him with an extremely high posture. His face was bad, the same gloom as it had been before the storm, but I pushed him away and slammed the door.

The neon lights were already lit up outside, and I came out of the piano room, and he shouted at me from behind, "Stop!" ”

I didn't pay attention to it, and my steps didn't stop at all. I didn't hear him say something he sweared, and then he drove behind him. I didn't walk fast or slow, and he kept honking at me without looking back. In the end, he seemed to give up, and drove the car behind me one or two meters away without hurrying.

I wore boots with a bit of heels, and my whole foot was stiff after such a long walk from the city center to where I lived. Aunt Liu opened the door and saw me and said, "Mr. Lin, Mr. Xie has gone to look for you." ”

I didn't say hello to her and went straight upstairs. She chased after me again and asked, "Mr. Lin, do you want to prepare dinner?" ”

Xie Chen then entered the door, threw the car keys on the shoe cabinet and said to Aunt Liu, "Don't worry about us, you go and rest." He followed me upstairs and shouted impatiently behind me, "I'll say it again, you stand for me!" ”

His words obviously had a strong threatening tone, and I didn't have the slightest strength, so I didn't even take off my shoes and lay on the bed as soon as I entered the door.

"Lin Xing! What's wrong with you? He asked angrily, standing beside my bed.

I've always had a bad time, nothing has gone well. I grabbed the pillow next to me and covered my ears tightly. Seeing that I didn't care, his tone softened a little, and asked, "Is that why I'm messing with you again?" ”

I still didn't speak. He grabbed my hat, and he lifted me up from the bed. He sat across from me, grabbed my arm, looked at me for a long time and said, "Is it because of Su Haoyang?" ”

My nose suddenly sore, and a big tear fell on the quilt without warning. I don't know if he frowned because I cried, his frowning brows twitched, and I could feel the hand he was holding on to me suddenly loose.

But for just a moment, it may have been a delusion on my mind.

"Every time you want to die like this, it's because of Su Haoyang." His tone was calm, as if he was reciting a line. But after a while, he muttered to himself, "I'm trying to find a way to cut you off completely!" ”

This sentence touched me, and I suddenly remembered something, grabbed him by the collar and yelled, "It must be you bastard!" You're trying to ruin me, aren't you? ”

Annoyed, he pushed me away, straightened his collar and said unhappily, "Are you crazy? What are you talking about? ”

Where did I get my senses, after thinking about it, he once threatened me in an argument that if I contacted Su Haoyang again, he would do something in his way. But now, with so many people knowing all this overnight, it's hard for me not to wonder him, "Who else but you could be so mean?" Who would shamelessly do such a thing? ”

He finally couldn't get angry, "What nonsense are you talking about, I don't understand a word!" What did I do? I said, could it be that you are 'big aunt' and are in a panic? ”

"You don't want me to have a connection with Su Haoyang, you can say it directly, why do you want to do such a boring thing? Mr. Xie, I still need dignity. I don't have this thing with you, so you will be merciful and spare me, okay? ”

After listening to me, he was stunned for a while, as if he was sorting out his thoughts, and suddenly smiled, "You found out all this?" It seems that I will have to be a little more careful in the future. ”

"What else do you want to do?"

"Don't you already know it all? I'm just idle and have fun. He twisted his head to the side and said expressionlessly: "But you are too impersonal as a woman, I am so good to you, why don't you even give me this little fun?" ”

"You're insane! Perverts! Why don't you die! Who the wants you to be nice to me, what do you think you are? Auntie, let me tell you, people who are good to me have to line up to Iraq, and you don't need to open the screen! You just don't have to be shameless, what I like is Su Haoyang! Did you hear me clearly? ”

He listened to me unusually calmly, looked at me and smiled coldly, "Finished?" ”

"Not yet!" I shouted in a louder voice, "God must be blind, how can people like you not be punished!" ”

He snorted to his feet and threw me on the bed like a bomb, the pain suddenly spread from my back to my chest, I felt uncomfortable breathing, and coughed desperately. He lived like an angry lion, his face was bruised, and his eyes seemed to be about to burst into flames. I couldn't move, staring at him.

"How dare you scold me? If you scold me again, I'll listen to it! Say! He grabbed me by the neck and whispered.

I'm also enraged, isn't it just death? Rather than live without dignity, it is better to die happily! I struggled to my feet, biting his arm desperately. After a while, there was a fishy sweetness in my mouth.

"Get out!" He may have been unable to support the pain and slapped me with his other hand, "You think I just don't dare to touch you if I endure you?" You'd better not mess with me! Retribution? Even if you are retributed, you will be repaid first! I'm just here to collect a debt! Do you know why I'm going to ruin you? Because I'm happy, I just want to see how you are ruined, and I just want all your classmates, especially your adulterer, to know how you have been treacherous! ”

I finally despaired, "Why is this?" Where the hell did I provoke you? ”

I looked into his desperate, bloodshot eyes, and I wanted him to tell me what was really hidden in his heart. But he suddenly kissed me on the lips, so domineering, as if he was going to tear people apart. I tried my best to break free, but the more I broke free, the tighter I was hugged, and I felt a warm fishy sweetness flowing from the corner of my mouth, just like the smell of the bite I had just bitten him. He finally let go of me, a dark red still on the corner of his mouth.

"I told you better not ask anything, so we're all better." He looked at me with a sad brow.

I collapsed on the bed as if I had fallen apart, and my tears suddenly soaked the soft silk like flowing water. I think that's the end of my life, and I'll probably never be happy again.