Chapter 40: Knotting the Beam
God is actually fair, and he gives everyone the same amount of happiness and joy, but I used it up too early. My happy days were short-lived, but they will always remain in my memory. These good memories will always crawl out of my mind when I am desperate, when I am sad, and tell me that everything will be okay.
Is everything really going to be okay? I'm not sure. I think even when I'm gray-haired, even when I'm scarred, I'll always have a boy in the sun to remember. I was not the loneliest, because in my youthful youth there was at least one such teenager.
The second time I met Su Haoyang, it was by an extremely accidental.
That was after our military training, and Shuangshuang made an appointment with Shen Nuo to go to the Green Light Forest, which was beautifully called: bury all the past and future in our invincible youth!
Of course, I was also dragged by Li Shuangshuang to go with me. Speaking of Li Shuangshuang, this person is really shady, but because of the singing competition in the past few days of military training, Shen Nuo helped me buy a "Golden Throat Treasure" out of kindness, and after she saw it, she had to say that we were ambiguous, and always wanted to match us together, so every time I met Shen Nuo, I inevitably let me "show my face" in front of him.
There were a lot of students that day, and I think everyone may have the same idea, and the school will officially start tomorrow, so they all chose to release it today. We ordered something, and Shen Nuo had already taken it back, but we were still worried about where to sit, and there was only one two-seater looking for it, and the seat in the corner where we often sat had been occupied by one person. At this time, Shen Nuo played the importance of being extensive, "Huh? Isn't that the eldest son of Su? ”
I have heard the "Master Su" in Shen Nuo's mouth many times, and he said that it is very legendary, but I don't know that it is the "hooligan" I saw on the first day of school. At that time, Li Shuangshuang had just become obsessed with ancient romance, and he was naturally happy with this kind of errand of meeting a loved one.
And when I saw Su Haoyang that time, I felt very good. He was wearing a white T-shirt that day, and the whole thing felt clean, and after a few days of military training, most of them became dark and swarthy, but he didn't seem to have changed in the slightest. I was very uncomfortable because of the vexatious fuss that day, and I was embarrassed to look him in the eye when I talked to him.
Because of this, Li Shuangshuang later insisted that I was because: I didn't dare to look directly at his sultry sexy lips.
Since then, we've slowly become familiar with each other. Su Haoyang has always been very good to me, and at first I thought he was trying to change his impression in my mind. But later, I determined from Li Shuangshuang's mouth that he was indeed different from others.
After we confirmed our relationship, we became a model for everyone to fall in love, in fact, to be precise, Su Haoyang is a model. I remember when we were in love, I was very hypocritical, I always wanted the stars and the moon, Haoyang let me, and my stinky temper was also used to becoming more and more rampant by him. For example, in the winter of minus ten or twenty degrees, I asked him to go all the way to a steamed bun shop in the morning to get me steamed buns for breakfast. He also rode his bicycle every morning to buy it with a smile on his face, without saying a word, and waited downstairs at half past seven to call me, which was more punctual than Big Ben in London. And I always dress upstairs for a long time, grinding and grinding, and I can find something to do if I have nothing to do, Li Shuangshuang really couldn't stand it, and said: "Lin Xing, you should really drag the cane to death." "When I went down and stood in front of Haoyang, he always gave me a bun and asked me to hold it first, and then looked at me with a smile. He held his hands and sighed, I saw that his hands were frozen and cracked because of the ride, and I was very distressed at that time, tears flowed down my eyes, and I thought that I must marry him in the future.
I used to consider myself a very lucky person, as if I had been favored by Cupid, but in the end I was abandoned by Eros. I have wondered countless times: If he knew about me, if my vast ocean knew what happened to me, would he save me?
But the truth is that I didn't say it to him in the end, but moved further and further away from him.
It's not once or twice that I've had insomnia all night, and I wake up in the chaos without knowing if I've just had a dream. When I woke up, it was not yet four o'clock, the sky outside was still numb and bright, I tiptoed to open the door, and there was a faint dim light under the crack in the door of Xie Chen's room opposite, I don't know if he didn't sleep all night or got up too early, so he quietly went out.
Classes started at 10 o'clock this morning, and it was not yet 5 o'clock when I arrived at school, and the door to the dormitory building was not opened. After a lot of hard and soft treatment, I asked the housekeeper to help me open the door of the dormitory, and she reluctantly gave me a lot of winks. My roommates were still sleeping, so I quietly climbed into bed and lay under the covers to catch up on sleep, but I couldn't sleep. When they got up, they saw me and shouted that they were the hell, and kept asking me why I came back so early and why I skipped class yesterday afternoon. I didn't have the heart to explain too much to her, and I was vague.
I thought it was going to be like this, as if it had never happened. But God likes to joke with people very unbeautifully - the school suddenly had a convulsion and said that it was going to renovate the 201st floor of our girls' dormitory, and let us temporarily live on the 203rd floor of our senior year. Many of the seniors left the school early, and we were able to vacate a few dormitories, but we had to change from a four-person room to a six-person room.
This kind of thing usually doesn't attract much attention from me, because the biggest characteristic of this person is to be at ease with what happens, but when I saw the list of newly assigned dormitories, I couldn't help but be dumbfounded, and I actually squeezed into a dormitory with Liu Fei'er!
Of course, Li Shuangshuang was also surprised by this, she glanced at the list and said foully, "Dog's day!" Which bastard's dorm! ”
In fact, she seems to have hooked up with a boy from a conservatory on the Internet these days, and she has been yelling all day long to change her fierce personality. But there is a reason why such rude words are said in front of many people today. Shuangshuang and Liu Fei'er's holiday was held at the beginning of the freshman year. That time, Li Shuangshuang rarely bought a high-end soft-soled leather shoes, but he didn't expect to collide with Liu Fei'er. Liu Fei'er has always been arrogant, and she didn't know how to say it in private, "No matter how expensive shoes Li Shuangshuang wears, he can't hide the cheap taste on his body." This sentence finally somehow reached Li Shuangshuang's ears, where was Li Shuangshuang's fiery temper? She didn't like Liu Fei'er in the first place, so she fired at the two of them because of that sentence. Liu Fei'er has always been used to being called by others, and her temper with Shuangshuang is naturally angry, so the two officially declared war.
Our young French speaking teacher was very creative and often came up with strange ideas to liven up the class. That day, he took a big red flower and wrote a lot of questions on the blackboard, saying that everyone would pass the red flower to another classmate after answering any question, and that whoever got the red flower had to stand up and answer the next question. Liu Fei'er must have held a grudge because of the events of that day, and deliberately threw the red flower to Shuangshuang, who was chatting happily with Zhou Gong at that time, and when the whole class looked at her, there was still saliva on the corner of her mouth. I hurriedly shook her, but she waved my hand impatiently, muttering to herself, "Oh, don't move me, I'll sleep a little longer...... There was already a faint laughter around her, and the young male teacher came up angrily and grabbed her yellow hair...... At this moment, my cute pair jumped up and yelled, "What bastard?!" ”
As a result, both were punished for writing a review in front of the class. It is said that the incident was later added with oil and vinegar, and it was widely circulated. Since then, Shuangshuang and Liu Fei'er's beams have been completely knotted.
To be honest, a young lady like Liu Fei'er who has a family background doesn't live on campus at all on weekdays, and drives her big red mini sports car around the campus every day. It didn't matter if she and we were in the same dormitory, but Li Shuangshuang still couldn't bear it, and smacked hard, "Be careful of my aunt, I burned her car in a fit of rage!" ”