This kind of crush was very hurtful, and he expected that he might not be able to bear it, so he upgraded the original Shilan to the second version!

That is to say, he will further reform and revise his own guiding ideology, so as to better adapt to the new stage of life.

Xia Qianye: Shi Lan, remember well. It's an MMS message written only to yourself, and it's another inner self that's constantly being updated.

At 17:40 on February 9, 2011, the angel was crying, and it was the last time I was transformed!

If you don't feel my presence, that's right! Only on Saturday will I go online to check the information, will download the three major animations, will log in to QQ, will listen to songs, will call to worry, read books every day will only be after noon and ten o'clock in the evening, life perception and excerpts record the footprints of growth, originally I was not qualified to enter this class, not qualified to come here, although I have to take the postgraduate examination, but I must learn everything I need after three and a half years, silently with will and belief to prove myself with strength, whether professionally or ideologically, I have to be absolutely outstanding, go to the forefront, If you have enough strength, the rules set by human beings can be disregarded, constantly updated, never admit defeat, with new forms and strength, engraved the era of experience, the tree of the mountains can be towering into the sky with a little modification before the war, silent, quiet, easy-going, hidden, patient, strong, try not to say what you can, try not to say what you have to say, try to replace what you have to say with expressions and actions, try to stay alone if you can't be with others, only appear in the most critical and final moments, only appear when others may need me, Fate made me choose this path, even if I knew that it was wrong, even if I knew that it was impossible, but even if I died, I would die on the battlefield of protection.

Loneliness, helplessness, suffering, loving everyone around me, silent, quiet, easy-going, avoiding everyone, returning to God, this is what I like, and it is also the best posture for me to move forward, since I have gone to my own world, then never come back, completely disappear!

In front of the world, no longer inferior or crying, not bowing or looking up, not caring and not caring, saying and doing, never giving up, faint eyes, talking expressions, maybe in front of you I have always been the innocent and loyal self when I first entered college, I want to say everything, I want others to understand myself, never pretend, I gradually see myself in you, maybe what I like is myself, I want to understand you, but I don't want to take up too much space for you, I can't disturb you to realize your dreams, I can't influence people who care more about you than me to love you, I can't like others in seven years, for my parents, and for my unknown brother, but I'm afraid of losing, so I bury love in my heart, I believe that one day you will read my heart, want to share my happiness and pain with you, tell you everything, I'm not afraid that you understand my shortcomings and shortcomings, I don't want to deceive myself, love you right, but I'm still myself.

At least seven years of students, will not stay away and dare not approach, I believe in God and believe in fate, so silently help you do what I can, but also have to be conceived in pain, reborn in destruction, and the soul can only walk alone!

Since you have chosen a distant place, you must ignore the wind and rain; Since the goal is the horizon, all that is left for the world is the back.

Silence doesn't mean I'm stupid, I don't care doesn't mean I'm indifferent, in fact, I understand, I got God's guidance in my dream, love is to transfer the sorrow and pain of the other party to myself, let myself bear it alone, I think about the most tragic ending, and always believe that you like me, I firmly believe in our future with each other, I am just a little link point in a hurry time and space, when the prosperity is gone, I will also scatter the earth, at this moment, I don't know whether it is sad or happy, but after choosing, I've never regretted it.

Friends, love, likes, etc., I have my own definition, and everything about me is recorded in my diary.

The only one who can save yourself is yourself, and others are not you, so when others need you, help others in your ability, follow your own heart, do what you like to do, more meaningful things, and the road to the future is gradually clear: fraternity, compassion, indifference, suffering, loneliness, endure, silence, quietness, peace, learning, reading, thinking, animation, passion, gratitude, loyalty, sympathy, cherishing, dream, responsibility, low-key, guarding, passing, inheritance, link, faith...... I don't know if you can see this MMS, and it's the only MMS, in fact, a lot of things are only for you, it's not important, I'm trying to do it, God watch, that's enough, love and be loved, it's very painful and happy, I, will be obedient, for you, but also for myself, you have to study hard, you can't always be a crane tail like me.