July 28, 2011. That is, the day after Chiba finished writing "Bright Starry Sky Prayer and Blessing", he sent a message to recommend to Yu Xinxiang. Xinxiang didn't reply to him for the time being.

That night, he chatted with Zhao Shuidan about publishing emotional articles.

Xia Qianye: Well, do you think I write all my emotional and personal affairs in the space, and everyone knows about it, okay? It may hurt some people, isn't there a saying: when the water is clear, there are no fish, and when people are observed, there are no fugitives?

Zhao Shuidan: Aren't you worried that others will see your past experiences?

Xia Qianye: Well, personally, I'm not afraid, because I'm telling the truth, and if I can't say it, I can't say it directly, I like to write, I like to let everyone read it, Na is the first book I wrote.

Zhao Shuidan: Oh...... That way, you can choose which people you want to see and who Hisaishi wants to see!

Zhao Shuidan: If you don't set it up and want others to watch it, just let others watch it, those who go to see it, it means that they pay attention to you, even if it's a little boring to watch, it doesn't matter, anyway, it's okay to be like that, just be yourself.

Xia Qianye realized three things:

1. Ask others for their opinions, and after others put them forward, even if they don't do that, don't immediately disagree;

Second, in the future, you can't always ask for other people's opinions, you need to be assertive, you want to care, comfort and understand others, not to tell;

3. Don't always contact Yu Xinxiang if it's okay, now she is her best friend, the idea text messages and phone calls are outdated, the phone is urgent, the text messages are not easy to say, and the rest is solved face-to-face.

You have a mirror in which your stubborn will, your unchanging understanding, and your own closed world of consciousness are all in it, and nothing else. In that mirror you undoubtedly have everything, and yet now you have come to the conclusion that you want to go back to knowing nothing like a barbarian, and to live a life of pure emotional passion.

On the afternoon of July 30, 2011, high school classmate Bai Shanrui asked Chiba to help write some summer homework, copying 6 copies of 4 reports, each with 2 to 3,000 words, and then sent them to their university to her. She instructed Chiba to use math scratch paper, and then gave him a detailed address and phone number.

Bai Shanrui was the representative of their first high school physics class, and he liked physics, so he was impressed by her. Later, she went to study liberal arts, and she didn't get in touch again. After college, he found her QQ number in the QQ group and added it to his friend list.

At eight o'clock that night, Chiba was so tired that he fell asleep when he wrote, and he had a childhood dream, which was a very long dream, and he remembered it very clearly after waking up, and a lot of things happened in the dream, I thought it might be three or four o'clock in the morning, and it was only nine o'clock in the evening when I looked at my watch.

He remembered the article he wrote before, and felt a little sorry for Lu Junya and Ao Chuxue, and felt sad in his heart. After getting up, I saw a fan on the table of Jianhuahao, so I picked it up and blew it. He doesn't have a good time pattern lately, he takes a nap at noon, and after dinner, he sleeps until it's all dark, and he can't sleep at night when it's a little hot and thinks about something, basically he doesn't sleep until three or four o'clock in the morning. At six o'clock in the morning, the alarm went off again.

When he first woke up, he looked like he was about to cry, in the dream, he dreamed about the things he had done when he was a child, the people he was a child, his parents when he was a child, and when he woke up, he found that it was just a dream, he thought of a few of his better classmates who cared about him now, and thought of some troubles that he had been having before he went to sleep.

If you don't wake up in your dream now, in the dream world of the dream within the dream, then this dream can only be awakened at the end. After waking up, we only carry a little vague fragment of memory remnants of our past lives, and we will remember a little bit of this life when we are stimulated by some similar things.

If we don't know who we are, what our identity is, what time we are, when we don't know when, and where we are, if we don't carry some heavy things on our bodies, there won't be so many worries and grievances between us.