On the evening of August 1, 2011, Yu Xinxiang called him and said, "I don't want to watch it, you can tell me what the main thing is."

He replied nothing. He felt as if she was angry and would say, "Then I'll hang up, then I'll treat you as if you haven't sent it." Then I'll stop reading anything like that." Generally, he sends a text message to the past, and the other party calls back, he is an introvert, he thinks that QQ messages or text messages can better express his thoughts and facilitate communication, while she is an extrovert, she feels that the phone or interview can better express her thoughts and facilitate communication, which is the gap between their different personalities in the choice of communication methods.

Yu Xinxiang said that she didn't read the article on his blog, and he felt very sad, so he deleted the article on the blog, and at the same time, all the things on QQ were emptied. He decided not to listen to songs, not to send text messages, not to make phone calls, not to watch movies, not to watch anime, not to log on QQ, to read more books, to get more practical things, and to be a kind, simple, realistic and optimistic person. Comfort, encourage and help more people in real life. If asked, answer "There is no content in the space". In the world, I only believe in myself, no longer show them my pain, no longer consult them, no longer reach out to them. Grief and pain suffer themselves, give them laughter and mystery.

Chiba heard a song called Falling Flowers from a junior high school classmate, "Flowers are the most precious when they bloom, they wither when they fall, who is the flower monster who misses the flowering period, flowers need to be comforted, how many times do you have to cry in your life to not shed tears, how many tears do you have to leave in your life, so that you don't break ......." Listening to this song, he thought of Ao Chuxue, the Ao Chuxue who got tired of playing with him and dumped him, he hated her, to be exact, hated to the bone!

But the road is narrow. It just so happened that that night, Ao Chuxue took the initiative to send him a few text messages.

Ao Chuxue: Three trips to the countryside have come back?

Xia Qianye: Well, in school, you have to study hard.

Ao Chuxue: Hehe! Fun isn't it? You're not coming home?

Xia Qianye: It's okay, when I was just on vacation, I went home for a few days.

Ao Chuxue: Oh! Then you have fun at school and study hard!

Xia Chiba: Hmm.

In fact, Chiba was brushed down in the last round, and he didn't go to the countryside at all, but he just wanted to deal with it, and there was no need to mention this at all.

The misunderstanding between Chiba and Kimiya was resolved on July 23, 2011. The incident between Chiba and Hatsuyuki, he was dumped by Hatsuyuki on April 11, 2011. He thought he had tried his best to make amends, but there was nothing he could do.

Starting a relationship requires the consent of both parties, but ending a relationship requires only the will of one party.

He decided that he would not bother Junya again, nor would he ask for the first snow again, and the communication with Yu Xinxiang also decreased. He felt that he knew very little about Chu Xue, he didn't know what kind of person she was, and he didn't know why he still chose her because he knew so little.

In the following days, he was anxious to show himself, and when he showed it, he found that he had a lot of shortcomings, and the performance was not quite the same as himself, because people change, and the self that is manifested is static, so it would be better if it was a grand and vague thing, so that you can see different aspects from different aspects.

When Chiba flipped through the diaries he had written before, he found that he was a person with a rich heart, writing a lot of events, thoughts and emotions. He thought about it, if it was published on QQ space, it would be okay, and it would be an impossible thing in itself. This is related to the purpose of writing a diary and the purpose of QQ, QQ is just an entrance, so that others can see their own profile, and it is not feasible to go up to understand the way of QQ space, as for the purpose of diary, one is good for the present, to express thoughts and emotions, and to plan and improve, and the other is to accumulate basic materials for writing big works in the future.

Chiba told herself that she had to calm down and write a good diary.