Hatsuyuki's heart felt very uncomfortable because of Chiba's crying, she thought about it for a few days, and felt that the identity of her partner gave Chiba too much burden, Chiba was still a child who had not grown up, in order to make him more relaxed and return to his happy and happy appearance, she decided to get along with him as a friend. Even if he may be with other girls in the future, it will be worth it in order to make the person he loves happy. Chu Xue likes Lin Daiyu very much and regards her as an idol, she wants to be like Lin Daiyu for Jia Baoyu, the spring silkworm will die until it dies, and the wax torch will turn into ashes and tears will begin to dry.

On the other hand, Chu Xue sensed from Chiba's phone calls and text messages that he was still in love with Lu Junya and couldn't monopolize Chiba's heart, which made her feel very resentful and unwilling, she was an extremely arrogant and stubborn person, she wanted to possess all of his heart, she knew that this required the use of stratagem, first giving him hope and then giving him despair, making him hover between happiness and pain many times, so that he could gradually increase his weight in his heart.

Hatsuyuki's heart: If she really loves me, she will love my resentment, and this is how I love him who makes me so miserable.

Possessing both of these reasons, she began to unleash her scheme.

On April 17, 2011, Ao Chuxue sent a text message to dump Chiba.

Ao Chuxue: Let's be friends

Xia Chiba: Why?

Ao Chuxue: I read it in my classmates.

Xia Qianye: Aren't you like me?

Ao Chuxue: I've never liked you!

Chiba was very sad, and he thought that when facing the person he loved and the person who loved him, it was the right thing to choose the person who loved him. But he was wrong, Ao Chuxue was like a meat grinder, churning his heart to pieces.

That's it, the problem is that after crushing, Hatsuyuki glued these pieces again, and after sticking them, they were crushed again, and after many cycles, Chiba's heart was not broken pieces, but ashes! A gust of wind came, and there was nothing.

He asked Li Shilan for a solution, and Li Shilan told him: "I have never fallen out of love, the other party directly accepts me, it should be very painful, there is no grass at the end of the world, why love a branch of tweed, I hope to come out as soon as possible." ”

He asked Luo Yanfang for a solution, and Luo Yanfang told him: "Be good to other people's Chu Xue, she likes you probably because of your honesty, the person you like is in your class, you have to think about what people will think." ”

On April 29, 2011, he was troubled by:

1. The relationship with Lu Junya broke down, and the relationship with their bedroom deteriorated

2. The study group's plan is different from your own plan

3. I can't dictate several words, and my memory will decline

4. Fear of memorizing texts

Fifth, I feel that the distance between me and the English pen pal is a little close

Among the things that make him happy:

1. I have a good relationship with most of my classmates

Second, Ao Chuxue took care of him

Xia Qianye's text message to Ao Chuxue: I will cherish you well, the phone call does not have to be too much, I will slowly experience how to love one in a way that is more suitable for me, and in the past few days, have you been doing well? Where do you want to go on May Day? I can accompany you......

Ao Chuxue's reply: My sister will come over.

After Chiba received the reply, combined with her previous text message of being a friend, she thought that Hatsuyuki should want to be with her sister and not want to be with him, so she didn't go back, and he continued to go about his own life.

Chu Xue was embarrassed to take the initiative to call Chiba over because of her willful, stubborn, and arrogant personality, and because she had told Chiba to be friends before. Originally, she planned to let her sister look at Chiba on May Day.

Chiba's mother told him not to relax his current studies, some girls are with you when they see that you are okay now, and when you are not good later, they will leave you. A lot of it is just a matter of purpose. I heard that many people who are in love in high school are divided if they can't get into college.

He told himself that he only surfed the Internet on Saturdays, logged in to QQ only on Saturdays, and called and texted only on Saturdays.

This is his view of love, mainly three points:

The first point: But she is willing to give her feelings to this ordinary boy who silently helps her when she encounters setbacks, enthusiastically encourages her when she is frustrated, and never asks for anything in return.

The second point: what is love? The philosopher said, "Love is when you know that he is not the person you admire, and you know that he still has all kinds of shortcomings, but you still choose him, and you do not abandon his whole because of his shortcomings, and deny all of him." ”

The third point: I chose Ao Chuxue, and I will never hesitate from now on, maybe there will be a little, but it will never last.

He realized that all his previous troubles were because he was too worried about things he shouldn't be worried about, and he spent his time and experience on things he was afraid of and fearful.

He decided how the people in Lu Junya's bedroom treated him, and he also treated them, going with the flow and not deliberately forcing it.

He decided not to express his opinions and ideas easily when there were many people, and to listen attentively. Take the lonely road later, study better, read books appropriately, observe quietly, and then take action.

The opinions of the study group were often at odds with his own, and he wanted to read English when the group asked for math...... He felt tied down to the group, he had no freedom, which made him quite uncomfortable and unhappy.

He requires himself to be clear about the purpose of everything he does, to do things with the highest efficiency, to arrange his time reasonably, and he often draws up a schedule of time, and it is specific to the minute.

He felt that everything he did was meaningful. Watching anime is to replenish spiritual food, reading famous books is to cultivate sentiment, watching philosophy is to learn to be a person, writing a diary is to record making plans and writing down one's principles, learning English is to better read original English books and daily use, and participating in some activities is to exercise the skills needed and communicate with classmates.