It's almost the New Year.

Only during the Chinese New Year, every urbanite who is trying to catch up with time has a legitimate reason to waste. In the time when everyone chooses to stop, there is no vigorous ambition, only wind and snow, no deep vision, only living in the moment, not spreading their wings and flying high, only returning to their hearts like arrows.

Ouyang Changzhi proposed to go back to his hometown for the New Year, and Roland agreed.

Roland is ready to go home for the New Year, entrusting his happiness to his former dormitory eldest sister Yao Shude to take care of, Yao Shude does not return to his mother's house in Dongguan for the New Year, he stays in Shenzhen, and he lives relatively close, so he is the first choice to take care of happiness.

When Yao Shude was in college, he had an online relationship with a man named Hu Dazhi, and after graduation, he came to Shenzhen, and couldn't wait to meet and get married to Hu Dazhi, who had been dating online.

How vigorous love can be, how tragic it can be!

After getting married, with the full help of Yao Shude and Yao Shude's family, Hu Dazhi, who graduated from primary school, got a college diploma, and left the previous factory, from a worker of two or three thousand yuan a month on the assembly line, to a small boss of the factory, and his career became bigger and bigger.

Soon, Yao Shude became pregnant, and Yao Shude, who was eager to get pregnant, had no choice but to focus all her attention on her family and became a housewife.

At the same time, Yao Shude's husband began to undergo earth-shaking changes: he rarely went home, and he didn't like to talk to himself when he went home, Yao Shude always thought it was a matter of opening a new factory, which made Hu Dazhi too tired and very understanding of him.

Then, Yao Shude gave birth to a little girl, nicknamed Little Shell.

Since he was pregnant, Hu Dazhi often went out early and returned late. After having a little shell, Hu Dazhi is more like a different person, he has become a big temper, he dictates Yao Shude over a little thing, and when he loses his temper, he is like a madman, he can't get used to anything, and often scolds Yao Shude and cries. Immediately after, I didn't go home for a long time, I didn't answer my phone, and when I got connected, I immediately shut down my phone on the grounds of work, and I didn't reply to messages, and I didn't explain why it was afterwards.

Yao Shude, who couldn't stand the torment of marriage, finally divorced Hu Dazhi some time ago.

After the divorce, according to the property listed by Hu Dazhi at that time, Yao Shude was assigned a three-bedroom, a shop, and a modern car in Taoyuanju. As for the factory, according to Hu Dazhi, it is a loss, so the factory and another Land Rover at home were given to Hu Dazhi.

It's just that I pity the little shell, who was abandoned by his biological father as soon as he got out of swaddling clothes.

Yao Shude's daughter Little Shell likes happiness, and after learning that happiness is a female cat, Yao Shude also asked Roland if he could wait for happiness to give birth to a kitten and give one to his daughter.

Roland said apologetically: "I'm really sorry, Happiness has already been sterilized." ”

After hearing this, Yao Shude's daughter was also very well-behaved, babbling and letting go of the hand that was holding happiness tightly, and didn't ask for anything more.

Yao Shude's family lives in Bao'an.

Along the way, I feel that there have been a lot of changes here, and many of the stores on both sides of the road are actually written with the words "façade transfer", and even the physical store of a previous electrical appliance giant is now closed

Roland remembers that the first laptop he bought was at this appliance store, and business here was too good at that time. At that time, not only this electrical appliance store, but also the surrounding real economy, including the real economy of the entire Shenzhen, showed a thriving trend, and the situation was so good that people could not imagine that there would be a day of depression and dilapidation.

I have to admit that the advent of the Internet economy era has made the traditional real economy face huge challenges. Although he is engaged in the Internet, although many media are advocating that the Internet has brought various benefits to the real economy to a certain extent, such as convenient information exchange, convenient marketing methods, and saving transaction costs, Roland still misses the previous era, the economic era when you could reach out and touch the texture of goods and enjoy the waiter's personal explanation.

Soon arrived at Yao Shude's house.

I rang the doorbell for a while before I heard a voice from inside the house, "Here we are!" ”

When the door was opened, the woman standing in front of Roland had chicken-nest hair, a pale face, a pair of blank eyes, and a set of fat and bloated pajamas, but she still couldn't support the fat and bloated body.

That's right, the unkempt and sloppy Obasang in front of him is Yao Shude!

Since Hu Dazhi began to spend all day drinking, Yao Shude began to feast, plus being entangled in housework every day, just like that, she went from a delicate wife of about 100 catties to a rough and unkempt mother weighing 130 catties.

"I'm sorry, little shell just fell asleep."

"Falling asleep so early?"

"Yes, it's much better now, and I only need to get up once at night, and I can catch my breath while she continues to sleep after urinating. I remember that my mother was just taken away by Hu Dazhi, that was called a real toss, everything suddenly had to be in battle by himself, I felt like a spinning top, 24 hours can not stop, take care of the child to eat, drink Lazar, clean, buy vegetables and cook, wash and wash dishes, just go to the toilet and wait for the child to fall asleep, but the result is suffocated, and hemorrhoids are choked. ”

After Roland entered the room, the house that was originally luxuriously decorated was now a pile of toys in the east and a pile of diapers in the west, and it was difficult to find a place to stay.

Yao Shude picked up happiness from Roland's hand and said with a smile: "Wow, wow, wow, happiness is still so cute." ”

"I'll take care of you during this time."

"Of course."

Yao Shude was ready to kiss happiness, but he didn't expect happiness to break free all of a sudden, running all over the ground.

Yao Shude said indifferently: "Just let happiness play by itself, you sit down for a while, and I'll pour you a glass of water first." ”

"No need, don't be so polite, I still have to rush back and deal with the customer's order."

Ignoring Roland's polite refusal, Yao Shude still ran to the kitchen and poured a glass of water and handed it to Roland. When he came out, he saw that Roland was looking around, so he had to awkwardly point to a large pile of children's clothes on the ground and said with a smile: "I haven't had time to wash it today, so I put it on the ground first." ”

"It's hard to take care of children, isn't it?"

"Yes, since I had a child, I feel that I can get older every year than I used to do for ten years, and I can't do endless chores, and my biggest wish every day is to get a good night's sleep."

"You can ask someone to take care of the housework."

"I think I thought about it, including my parents, who also said that they wanted to come and help me take care of the children. But I thought, what if Hu Dazhi comes back one day, his relationship with my parents is not good, when I was confined before, my mother didn't take care of me, but he forced me away. It's not that the aunt hasn't thought about it, but if she really asks an aunt to come over to help, she feels that there are many women in the family, and Hu Dazhi is also awkward. ”

"Could it be that you still think he can come back?!"

"Why didn't he come back? This is his home after all. ”

"But he did that to you before!"

For Yao Shude, Roland has a kind of love for his misfortune and anger, and after a long time, he doesn't feel that there is anything to sympathize with. After all, there is something to hate in the wretched.

"People are not sages, who can do nothing, I am not without feelings with him before, if he is willing to go back to this home for the New Year, I am willing to rely on him for everything, promise him everything, for the sake of the child, I also have to endure it."

These words made the shocked Roland dumbfounded!

After thinking about it for a while, Roland decided to take a different approach.

"Do you think he would dare to come back like this?"

Yao Shude began to lose confidence, and stammered: "I'm now, what's wrong with me now?" ”

"Think about it, what were you like when he first fell in love with you, young and beautiful, weighing a hundred, but now? One hundred and thirteen! ”

Yao Shude lowered his voice and said, "One hundred and thirty-six." ”

"So, do you think he'll still like you now, even if he's back now?"

"But, I can't lose weight!"

"Then you can only continue to dislike him, if you don't want to do this, you have to be ready to greet him from now on, let Hu Dazhi know that leaving the beautiful, kind, virtuous and gentle Yao Shude before will be the stupidest thing he has ever done in his life!"

"I'm like this now, what else can I do."

"Now you find an aunt first, share your housework, and then practice yoga and dancing or something."

"When my mom took care of me, she had a yoga class or two, but she didn't lose weight at all, so I gave up."

During the time he came back, you first wrote a wish list for yourself, the more detailed the better, and then spent ten minutes every morning to imagine what kind of changes will happen in your life after these wishes are realized...... Think about the way he was stunned when he saw you become beautiful, and see these things in his mind as clearly as possible, and be firm, this is what you will be like in the future, no longer have any doubts, believe in it, and you can achieve it. ”

"Is that okay?"

"Of course, it's that simple, but very few people want to do it. The reason why you failed before was because you started to take action, and you began to question the results of the action, did you also think in your head, is this useful? Can I persevere? Can I achieve the effect I want? ”

"That's true."

"Trust me, believe what you see, and you will see what you want. I hope to see a different you after the New Year. ”

"Okay, I'll try."

"You'll make it."