In fact, many beautiful things will only make people envious, not own. Because after owning it, you will feel that it is actually just like that, and it is a pity to discard it if it is tasteless.

Just like when you see roses sold in a store on the side of the road, your first feeling is envy and wanting to have it, but when you really hold it in your hand, you will be worried about what to do with it. What you can't get will be more attractive.

It's like those love in the relationship, you desperately want to hold on, but you find that you are getting more and more deviated, until you are in pain, tired, and finally you don't want to struggle anymore.

So there will be, I've been waiting, waiting for an unattainable future, waiting for a word like you can turn around and embrace me.

Hypocritical and absurd.

If you look up at the blue sky from a small angle, you will find that the piece is exceptionally transparent and clean, and many details that are usually overlooked will become exquisite. Occasionally, a few white clouds blown by the wind, and passenger planes with long tails dragging are all moving in a state of almost stopping, a beautiful world and a leisurely life. This is a method that Chen Pan learned from Jiang Che by chance to pass the time of boredom.

It's just that she learned the movements, but she never realized the deep meaning contained in them. The ancients placed their affection on the mountains and rivers, seemingly far away from the worldly red dust, and how could they really let go of the world, but they just wanted and couldn't, that's all.

Most people like Jiang Che are affectionate and ruthless, and their proper manners and gentleness and politeness are difficult to fill in the gap between people. And the scoundrels, smugness, and chagrin in it can only be seen by those who have lost their hearts.

But it is precisely because she has never understood or understood that she will really participate in Jiang Che's absurd drama. One is confused, the other is willing to be a fool, she has seen him pretending to be stupid, and she has also seen his hypocrisy, and he seems to be outside of everyone, but in fact he is trying to change, trying to become like everyone.

This is somewhat similar to Cheng Jinyan, the difference is how to choose, Jiang Che chose to be close to those who are close to him, and to be polite to people who are not friends. And Cheng Jinyan is giggling, laughing at all beings, speaking cautiously but not carelessly.

One put a mask on his face, and the other on his heart.

……

"Why is there no food again!"

"Call the Nongs so late."

"Give me all the red meat, okay, Auntie, I beg your hands not to shake!"

"Holy. It's just a few pieces! ”

This conversation is repeated every day. It's like the youth version of the movie has been repeatedly pressed the backward button, and the students in wide school uniforms fight wits and courage with the cafeteria aunt every day.

The reason why movies focus on portraying such clips is probably that everyone has a lingering memory in their youth. And these memories were not cared about at the time, so they are precious at this moment.

Jiang Che knocked on Luo Yuqing's plate again, Luo Yuqing smiled and took a few bites of rice, and then moved his eyes to his mobile phone. Jiang Che, who was sitting opposite, looked away, many years had passed, and his eyes were still gentle.

There weren't many people in the cafeteria, and a few boys in basketball uniforms were sticking their heads out to look at the window where they were cooking, babbling such words in their mouths. The cafeteria aunt has a strong dialect and adheres to the three principles of cooking.

Meat dishes are not enough vegetarian dishes to make up.

A shake.

Shake again.

The lonely and warm light of dusk pierced obliquely, forming a large spot of light on the ground. The cacophony of sounds at the end of school echoes through the campus.

A boy flashed behind him with a ball, tiny specks of dust floating in the rays of the setting sun.

"He's come to me."

"Who."

"Cheng Jinyan."

“…… Oh. ”

"Ask me to borrow a school bag." A chuckle sounded, as if he didn't care, "But you also know that I don't carry a school bag, so ...... He's gone. ”

Luo Yuqing glanced at Jiang Che and did not speak. In fact, it's not that she has nothing to say to him, but she just feels that it's not good to say anything, just like when she mentions Chen Pan, she will also be uncomfortable. The shorter the words, the more poignant.

The uneasiness that lingers in my heart may become a reality when it becomes a reality.

Jiang Che walked a few steps and looked back at her, his face becoming more and more blurred in a few steps.

If you look down from above, you will see that the school is divided into several areas. The school building is facing the school gate, and in the middle is a road separated by two green belts, and the taller and taller iron trees seem to hold a large umbrella above their heads, and the pineapple-shaped base is taller than the average person. On the left is the basketball court and on the right is the football field. It's all camphor trees, and there are many people at the moment.

And if you just look at each other like this, will the light swallow up the focus? I once did an experiment on imaging small holes in physics class, but if there is no background for imaging or no luminous spots, it doesn't exist!

Pupils that can't focus and a camera that doesn't have a negative.

Luo Yuqing looked at Jiang Che, and the setting sun stretched his back long. The sadness hidden at the bottom of the sea was easily salvaged and put on the surface, and it was turned into a trace of white gas by the sun.

They each went back to the classroom, and the school made corresponding adjustments to the classroom floors this semester, so the classrooms of the two were not on the same floor, Luo Yuqing moved from the original fifth floor to the fourth floor, and Jiang Che's class was on the third floor. took a book from the drawer and looked at it quietly, Su Xiaoying was not in the classroom, in fact, they rarely even ate together, I don't know who was deliberately avoiding it.

Thinking about her, she walked out of the classroom, and the students on the playground gathered together in a wide line of sight, like ants gathered together after smelling the sweetness, and the teaching building was a huge ant nest. Luo Yuqing stood in the corridor where there was no one, remembering that Jiang Che said that Cheng Jinyan had come to look for him, so he sent a message to Cheng Jinyan, and after waiting for a few minutes, he didn't see him reply, so he put his mobile phone in his pocket. Unlike Jiang Che, Cheng Jinyan has never been a gentle person, he is more like the bad guy he played in the TV series. will not reply to his girlfriend's messages because of playing games.,I'm not serious all day long.,Always write moodiness on my face.,I'll get angry and ambiguous with the girls in the class.。

Unlike Jiang Che, he always has a gentle face, and even if he is angry, he seems to lack confidence. In fact, Luo Yuqing understands these things, no one doesn't have a temper, he just tries to restrain himself because he cares. Just like a river, even the most gentle water can make huge waves.

And he is trampling on it day by day, and sooner or later he will be swallowed by the rolling waves. It's like Jiang Che's gaze averting during the afternoon meal, moist and rippling.

Luo Yuqing rubbed her reddened eye frames.

You must want to escape from my world! That kind of escape with a lot of force, a lot of force.