Every moment is dominated by emotions that evaporate from the heart, and it is constantly dominated. It seems that the place where the body beats violently has become a never-ending black hole, slowly devouring all the people and things around it, and even the light cannot escape.

The emotions of each moment are magnified, gradually spreading from the place called the heart to the limbs, and gradually the sense of emptiness is clear.

If it has become a black hole itself, if you have become accustomed to being dominated by emotions, if you can turn it all into a high wall, swinging your hoe at the corner of the wall every day. Watch as it slowly crumbles, as it skews and eventually collapses in the overgrown wilderness.

So, I gradually didn't care so much.

After all, it's something you destroyed with your own hands.

Jiang Che walked towards the classroom, the twilight of the setting sun painted the windowsill, and the classroom was half bright and dim in the beam light, like the light and shadow mentioned in the art class, and the opposition was highlighted by the three-dimensional sense. There were a few people sitting in the classroom, and there was a potted plant on the podium, which was a viewing tree, with round leaves inlaid on the branches, like green emeralds, and the small branches did not look weak, but vigorous and powerful.

It's hard to imagine such a small plant exuding such vigorous vitality.

When he was still very young, Jiang Che's mind was always full of strange pictures. There will be all kinds of flying fairy characters in it, and there will also be all kinds of spirits, swallowing clouds and spitting fog. And he happened to encounter the rain that fell according to his heart many times, which made him think that he had superpowers.

When he grew up, he had read too many articles about the unsolved mysteries of the world, and read all kinds of cultivation worlds on the Internet, but he still stubbornly believed that somewhere in the universe there must be a place like the earth, where the prevalence was not high-tech, but the same as the world in the mythological system.

Because there will be a fear of waiting.

"What do you think? You can also be in a daze while standing. Chen Pan tilted his head to look at Jiang Che, and when he saw that he was at a loss, he pushed him angrily. Unexpectedly, he didn't stand firmly, his body shook and he took a few steps back, and didn't stop until he hit the podium with a "bang". The viewing tree on the podium swayed its branches, and the people in the classroom looked up and lowered their heads in their own minds. Chen Pan hurriedly grabbed Jiang Che.

Jiang Che looked at Chen Pan steadily, and only then did the girl frown and wave her hand to indicate that she was fine. said jokingly, "It's not that I saw you, I was stunned." ”

"Cut, who believes it, I don't believe the false and indecent words you say in a fake and indecent way!" Chen Pan rolled his eyes and handed over a book.

Jiang Che took it, looked at the political textbook in his hand, his brows were twisted into a rope, and then looked at the same political textbook in Chen Pan's hand, and sighed in his heart. He doesn't like politics the most, and every time he is faced with a question of why and how, he has a headache. The key is that geography and history only need a few sentences of answers, and in politics they have to be long and sprinkled with hundreds of words, and he really doesn't want to memorize any panacea answers.

"Since there's nothing to do, let's read a book!" Chen Pan raised his head, ignored Jiang Che's ugly face, and walked forward with his hands behind his back.

"Can I change the book?" As soon as he walked a few steps, Chen Pan heard Jiang Che's voice. So she looked back at him.

"What book do you want to exchange?"

"As long as it's not English and ...... Politics will do. ”

"Then you can just take the math."

Jiang Che was speechless, mathematics was not memorized, but practiced in the classroom all day long. Jiang Che didn't think that as long as he memorized the mathematical formula, he would be able to solve the problem. So, it's just not negotiable!

“Let's go！” (Let's go!) ）

Chen Pan looked at him, raised the book in his hand, and said proudly.

“Let's go……”

The two of them walked towards the door and disappeared into the light. On the dim side of the classroom, Bai Yun pursed his lips and lowered his head again.

……

"What are you looking for him?"

"Borrow a school bag!"

"You went all the way from school to school just to borrow a school bag from him? You won't borrow from your classmates. Luo Yuqing looked at the dialog box and added, "It has to be him." ”

It has to be him, Cheng Jinyan wouldn't know that Jiang Che didn't carry a schoolbag. So is he venting his frustration or is he frustrated that they once shared a school bag? However, they were so far away, so far away that it was obviously just a matter of summer, but it seemed like many years had passed, and there was not even a sound left. It's like an ice flower on a window in winter, blurry even when it's face-to-face.

"It has to be him."

Why don't you understand me!

Luo Yuqing leaned against the railing, bent the corners of her mouth hard, and tears fell on the spread out book, soaking several pages. In the line of sight, Jiang Che lowered his head and walked past the flag stand, and his increasingly tall back was stretched by the setting sun. And not far away, Chen Pan took one big step and one small step backwards, but his steps always revolved around Jiang Che, his clean face was a clean smile, and some were just pure. Luo Yuqing remembered that she had seen the daffodils raised by Jiang Che, and her eyes slowly turned red.

Jiang Che once said that not all likes can be treated gently, and not everyone can wait for a lifetime. So there will be in the relationship, if I am in your heart, even if the love rival is 3,000, why not such bold words.

Because, such rhetoric is mutual, and it is given to each other. And most of the likes just end in pain and end in nothing. No one can say frankly that as long as she is happy, as long as she is happy, I will be fine.

Jiang Che only knows that love is to have, not to let go. And once you let go, you can't love.

Cheng Jinyan looked at the news that he hadn't replied to for a long time, his eyes were full of disappointment, he didn't understand, but love can't be controlled with reason. He thought he couldn't do it, so he would go to Jiang Che.

Thinking that the phrase "it has to be him" in the dialog box has been sent out for more than ten minutes, he took out his mobile phone again and typed a paragraph, and after thinking about it when he pressed the send button, he still deleted it. Some self-deprecating smiles, put the phone back in his pocket, and ran quickly against the wind in the sunset.

You don't know what I'm afraid of, so you'll think I'm being vexatious. I just broke into your heart when you were most helpless and needed him the most. You can go to and from school together, share a school bag, be envied and laughed at by the people around you, and even the elders are happy to see it, but I can't do it if I want to. Even the current dialogue can only be in such a cold font, even if you are angry, even if you are angry, I can only imagine in my mind, I envy what he has, and I am afraid of what I have lost.

For I am only a thief, a thief who steals your heart while he is away.