At a very young age, Jiang Che knew a truth, people who cared too much were always easy to get hurt, so in the face of Su Xiaoying's infinite curiosity, he could only endure it. It's not that he hates it, it's that he doesn't want to pay attention to it. But it's one thing to know, it's another thing to look at it, Jiang Che never thought that when he grew up, he would be so obligated without hesitation. Even later in life, it was consistent.

After all, Jiang Che is not an optimistic person, because he is precocious and will think a lot of things that are not in line with his age, although he is a little sensible, he will lose a lot. Such as the innocence that should be, such as finding trouble for yourself.

In the face of Su Xiaoying's curiosity, he could have yelled back like other boys, or put all kinds of small bugs in her drawer that scared girls. No one would think it was inappropriate to do this, after all, it was just a teenager at the time, and it was as naughty as it should be.

You scribble with my books, and I can do it too, even uglier than you do. It may be difficult to be good, but it is very easy to be stubborn.

can also forget the original sentence "marry you" cleanly, and classify it as a child's tawny, instead of remembering it until now, and even with the meaning of escape. Just like on the day of the first year of high school, when Su Xiaoying stood in front of him proudly, he looked at her blankly, just the strangeness of not seeing her for three years and the urge to escape.

She said, "We're in the same class, classmates." Then he hugged his arms and said to himself, "What the hell is a myocardial infarction, I haven't seen it for three years!" ”

After waiting for it for three years, such ordinary words set off ripples in Jiang Che's heart. With two pigtails, eccentric, and with some teasing smiles on her round little face, it was Su Xiaoying. In class, she shouted aggrievedly, "But I'm Ma Liang," and even asked the teacher to transfer her to the same table with Jiang Che, saying that it was to learn from him and change her fearless girl, Su Xiaoying.

Jiang Che only remembered Su Xiaoying like this.

However, who is the one who squats on the ground in pain and doesn't know how to pull him, every time he sends his paper airplane back, he can't grab the remote control and every time he harms his TV?

……

People are always running away. The difference is whether you want to flee or are forced to flee.

Biological instincts to seek advantage and avoid harm will make us choose to live in an environment that is comfortable for us, so the reason for avoiding it is probably because I think it is too painful.

Jiang Che sat on the school flower bed, and the book he spread out hadn't turned the pages for a long time. In the morning, when he heard the teacher say that someone was looking for him outside, he was still a little strange, who would look for him at this time! Then he saw Cheng Jinyan, he asked himself to borrow a schoolbag, does Jiang Che have a schoolbag? Naturally, there is, but I have been at home for several years.

So, not at the moment.

Jiang Che could naturally read the meaning. So he shattered the only beauty in his heart again and again, and wanted to escape again and again, isn't it enough? He could understand his feelings, but he couldn't understand why he didn't choose to trust her. Why do some people always choose not to cherish what they get, and those who can't get it always choose to believe unconditionally.

"Hey, what do you think! I see you haven't turned a page for more than ten minutes, what's so good-looking? ”

Chen Pan walked over to Jiang Che and sat down, tilting his head to look at him. He is still easy to immerse himself in his own world anytime and anywhere, obviously not showing a little emotion, but always making people feel full of thoughts. She has wanted to ask him more than once why he is so persistent, you just have to turn your head to see that there are still many people in this world who want to be good to you. However, she thought of herself, and why wasn't herself, so she chose not to ask.

"Do you say that it is better for people to choose to live in the past or live in the future?" Jiang Che lowered his head and looked at the book that he hadn't opened for a long time.

Chen Pan touched his head, turned a page for him, from sixty-five to sixty-six, clenched his fists and said loudly, "I don't see the ancients before, and I don't see the comers after." We can't change the past but we can look forward to the future, just like my family, my wish was to grow up quickly, to make a lot of money, so that my mother doesn't have to get up early and go to the vegetable city in the dark. But as I grew up year by year, I realized that I hadn't grown up. My mother still worked as hard as ever, and there were gray hairs between the once black and shiny hairs, so they were cut short, and the calluses on her hands were thick, and in winter it was like an arid field, full of cracks. I watched my mother's face turn pale with pain, and she began to bleed when she moved a little bigger, and she had to soak in warm water for a long time every time to soften, and I still didn't grow up after all. ”

"So I knew that only by living in the present can I look forward to the future, and I should face it bravely than choose to escape."

"Jiang Che, I'm so grateful to you for helping me do what I've always wanted to do for my family, because I can't do it, really."

Jiang Che looked at the girl beside him in a daze, none of them mentioned the pain in their hearts, many times they saw it in their eyes but could only remember it in their hearts, he saw that she still had a smile on her face even when she was misunderstood.

So every time Jiang Che just spoke for Chen Pan when he was away, and he thought about it for a long time when he went to Nanchen's old store, because he didn't want her to step on the class bell to enter the classroom every day. It's not that Jiang Che doesn't understand the hardships of single-parent families, but he still can't really appreciate the bitterness.

And now, the reason why she used her own suffering to answer her question was probably because she already knew what he meant by asking this question.

What could be more important than home?

"I don't know what other people think about the future, I just want to grow up as soon as possible and make money. So I have to look at the money and make it 180,000 first. ”

Jiang Che knew that those two sentences were an ancient poem in a Chinese textbook.

"So, don't you think about the past and don't fear the future, and live in the present?" Jiang Che asked.

"Ahem!" A passing boy had a choked red face, sprayed water all over the ground, and looked at the two of them with strange eyes. After all, the Internet is not very popular in the era, so I think it is strange for such a slogan to come out of the mouth of students. And a few years later, the well-known term "earn it 100 million first" on the Internet, no one would have thought that it would have appeared in the mouth of a girl in a small town, but the little people have the way of living of the little people, so the goal is only a fraction of it.

"No, it's remembering the past and looking to the future."

"And now?" Jiang Che looked at the girl who had restrained her emotions and looked serious.

"Now? If you don't run quickly, you'll lose the dead. As he spoke, he glanced at the people around him, closed the book with a red face and ran as fast as he could.

Jiang Che touched his nose, he thought she wouldn't be ashamed!