My mind was pale, as if in a fog, I couldn't see, I couldn't see anything, where was I?

Did I really go to heaven? I'm on the cloud?

It must be! But why are you still so tired, it seems that there is still some pain, is it possible that heaven also has sickness and fatigue? Or am I going too far? Why not a single one?

So lonely, can anyone tell me how I can not be lonely?

I reached out and grabbed it, but it was empty, it was all empty.

I muttered, I'm so tired!

"Stars, stars...... Wake up, stars! ”

Don't be noisy!

Who's calling me, I flutter my eyelids, I want to see who it is, so familiar voice.

"Quick, call the doctor,...... Call the doctor! She woke up, and the stars ......"

I moved my hand to grab the voice, but where?

Doctor? Why are there doctors? Does Heaven also have doctors?

They say I'm awake, am I not dead?

"Stellar ,...... Wake up, open your eyes, Xingchen! Stars, obedient...... Open your eyes and see, I'm here, I'm waiting for you to wake up! ”

I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't see anything, "Doctor......"

It's noisy, don't roar!

I heard a loud noise, a jumble, footsteps coming from somewhere, and I blinked.

"Xingchen, do you see me?"

I blinked hollowly, and I could feel someone scratching my hand, and it was warm.

Who is touching me, I am struggling in panic, don't touch me! Go away, who's touching me!

"Xingchen, don't be afraid, don't move, it's the doctor who is examining you, Xingchen...... Speak, behave...... Speak, you speak! Doctor, what's going on, why can't she see? Why? ”

"Mr. Xiao, don't get excited, she is temporarily blind, because she took an overdose of drugs, which caused damage to the optic nerve, I am afraid that she will be temporarily blind!"

"What is temporary blindness, and how long will it take, you tell me?" That person is Xiao Tianyu, how can it be Xiao Tianyu, I don't want to hear this name, I don't want to think of this person.

Why am I coming back, I don't want to see anyone again, I'm so tired.

Am I blind? How can you be blind, haha! I'm blind!

God really takes care of me, why didn't he take me away?

"How long!"

"This ...... Mr. Xiao, it's not good to give you the exact time, because ...... It depends on the patient's own physical fitness, as well as the speed at which the drug is depleted in the body! ”

"Tang Hao, invite me the best experts, the whole country, find, I want her to recover her eyesight as soon as possible, she can't and can't see, go!"

"Yes!"

"Mr. Xiao, you are angry, this is a rare case in clinical practice, because the medicine she is taking is mixed, so it is difficult to predict the time, you should feed her more water to dilute the blood concentration, Mr. Xiao!"

"To the point, what's wrong with her!" Xiao Tianyu's roar was deafening.

"Her vital signs are normal, the mucosa of her stomach is damaged, and she can only eat some liquid food for the time being! You may feel a little unwell when you wake up, and this condition will disappear within a week, Mr. Xiao, the rest...... Feel free to check! ”

"Get out! All out! ”

I heard the doctor's words clearly, uncomfortable!

Maybe the most uncomfortable thing is in my heart! Why didn't I die, I have nothing to be nostalgic for in this world, why did I still stay!

I opened my eyes but I couldn't see anything, it was white, not black, what a horrible color.

"Stars...... Speak, okay, stars! Tell me a word! I know you're awake, and I know you can hear me. Xiao Tianyu's tone was full of begging.

Didn't he go to accompany Xiang Lingxue?

I closed my eyes in disgust.

"Xingchen, do you hear me? Well? I know you're awake, don't be afraid, say a word to me! Xiao Tianyu's voice trembled a little, "Xingchen, don't do this, I want you to cheer up, don't let you mess around like this, you cheer me up!" ”

"Enough, Xiao Tianyu! It's all your doing! You still have the face to blame her here! ”

"You shut up and get out, you are not needed here! Get out! ”

"What she needs is me." I heard Qin Haonan's deafening roar.

The space was suddenly quiet, and there was no sound at all.

I was indifferent, refusing to accept his messages, not responding in any way, and I was powerless to sway them.

He grabbed my hand and rubbed it, "Stars...... It's my fault, I shouldn't have yelled at you, and I didn't take care of you, in fact, I didn't really want to punish you for the previous thing, I ......"

Xiao Tianyu's voice was low and heavy, knocking into my ear drum word by word, was he admitting his mistake?

I just lay quietly with my eyes closed, and anyway, I opened my eyes the same as I closed them.

I don't eat, I don't drink, I don't cooperate, I don't stop thinking, I don't tell who it is.

Unprecedented boredom makes me reject everything.

The doctor said I had no intention of surviving.

Although I could hear Xiao Tianyu roaring every day, the doctors also changed wave after wave.

Even Brother Hao Nan has been here, and he has been talking to me.

I don't know how many days I've been lying there.

The room was so quiet, my consciousness gradually woke up, I heard the door open, there were footsteps coming, but I didn't speak, but I could feel that someone was watching me.

After a long time, a voice came from above me, "Lin Xingchen, it's so scary, you can become like this, I didn't expect you to make me lie here by myself, are you still playing?" Well? ”

I could definitely hear this being Xiang Lingxue's voice, and I could imagine her gloating.

"Lin Xingchen, I've said it all, you can't fight me, you also saw it, he said you were vicious."

"Haha! I'm sure you must have heard it at the time, don't you remember? He was protecting me for the first time, even if you threaten you to death, it's useless, that's the truth! Do you understand? ”

The warm breath sprayed on my face, and I knew she was right in front of me, but I didn't want to fight back, I was tired of fighting.

Boring!

A hand slapped me twice on the face, but I still didn't move.

"Want to ruin my face? Enough for you! But do you know how anxious he was that day, he called the best scald doctor in the world, do you want to open your eyes and see, my face is better now than before, but what about you? Look at the way you look now, you can only wait for death! ”

Xiang Lingxue's tone was high, and her mood seemed to be very excited, and she must be a winner.

"Oh! Lin Xingchen, do you know how scary you look now! It's the living dead! Blind, it's so good, who can blame you, this is all a punishment for your arrogance, you are not the arrogant daughter of the Lin family in Qingcheng, you are a poor blind man. ”

Her words were harsh and vicious.

"Giggles! In his heart, you are vicious, Lin Xingchen, what qualifications do you have to fight with me, the Lin family is so strong, don't you still fall, not to mention that you are a parasite who has nothing, do you think that if you live in Xiao Tianyu's Yujin Garden, you can get close to him? Don't dream, I can make the Lin family fall, just like making you disappear. ”

My heart skipped a beat, what did her words mean, Lin family? She said she let the Lin family fall?

"Xiang Lingxue, you ...... Say it again? I asked weakly, my voice like a gossamer.

"Why are you here?"

Xiao Tianyu's impatient low voice suddenly appeared in the space.

"Oh...... I, I'm going to take a look at Xingchen, anyway, we grew up together, I want to persuade her, I don't want her to ...... like this" Xiang Lingxue's tone instantly became extremely sad, sounding really sad and sad.

"Get out!" Xiao Tianyu's two words have no temperature at all.

"Tianyu! What are you doing, it's reasonable, I should have come to see Xingchen, she is really pitiful now, there are no two relatives around, you said in case it was ...... Ay! ”

Xiang Lingxue must have acted kindness again in front of Xiao Tianyu.

"No case, you are not needed here, you go back! She doesn't want to see you and won't have to come here again. ”

"Tianyu, what do you mean by that? Is she suicidal, okay, you ..... me"

"I'll tell you to get out......" Xiao Tianyu suddenly roared.

"You...... Hum! ”

I heard Xiang Lingxue's unbearable scream, but it stopped abruptly, and then there was the sound of high heels hurrying away, and I knew that Xiang Lingxue was gone.

She said I was the living dead.

My hand was grasped, "Xingchen, are you okay?" Don't resist me like this, I just want to see you get up quickly, I ...... It's still there! Your universe is still there! ”

My heart beat again.

Still there?

I heard the sound of the door being pushed open, and Xiao Tianyu asked coldly, "What are you doing?" ”

I felt someone approaching me.

"Please leave, I want to talk to the stars alone!" I heard Qin Haonan's calm tone, and it seemed to say to Xiao Tianyu.

"Why? As I said, you're not qualified to stay with her. Qin Haonan, please leave! Don't get in our way? Xiao Tianyu resolutely ordered Qin Haonan to expel guests.

"Xiao Tianyu, don't you think you're too selfish? Do you just want to watch her melt away in front of us little by little? She was originally like a budding rose, it was you, let her wither like this, and you still have the face to say who is not qualified. ”

Qin Haonan's tone was extremely cold, he must have been very angry.

"Xiao Tianyu, your selfishness will ruin her! I can let her live! I promise you, as long as she gets better, I will leave Qingcheng! ”

There was a sudden silence in the room.

I'm like a shell, I can hear everything, but I don't want to respond, let's talk! I'm dead, it's all over, and they won't quarrel anymore!

I heard the sound of someone walking out.

In a moment, a hand grabbed my hand, and a hand on my head stroked it gently.

I know, it must be Brother Hao Nan, it must be Brother Hao Nan!

He leaned into my ear and whispered something to me.