I ran back to my room and threw myself on the bed, all in despair!

The dark room is like my heart, I can't see a ray of light, where is my hope?

Scenes of the past and present are replaying in front of me, all the good things are gone with the wind, my world is completely turned upside down, and many people are affected!

It's even more ridiculous, but no one can save me.

I don't understand, in the past few months, the world has been turned upside down, I have lost myself, I have no direction, just like the darkness at this time.

I'm really tired, I'm tired of walking, I'm tired of living, and I'm still not able to find results.

I really never expected that I entered the Yujin Garden, but it was a big joke, and it was a sinkhole that couldn't retract my legs in one step.

Xiang Lingxue is pressing step by step, I am taking action step by step, can it be that if she shoots frequently, I can't fight back?

Until now, I really have to admit that what Xiao Tianyu said is really right, I only have my sharp teeth left, and at this moment, I am afraid that even my sharp teeth have been deprived, and my teeth have been pulled out one by one under their coercion.

Xiang Lingxue's courage is really commendable, she can chase Xiao Tianyu from childhood to adulthood, from Qingcheng to the United States, and when she comes back, she will not leave an inch, and there is no suspense that she will win.

Xiao Tianyu has become her solid backing, but I still smug to her, saying that Xiao Tianyu is his own, and I am a fool who pretends to be high.

And I, who think of myself as high, have become a joke, and I have no place to hide under the persecution of others step by step.

I still remember when Xiao Tianyu was decided by his family to send him to the United States to study, he was very decadent, on the observation deck, he hugged me from behind, and said in my ear, "Xingchen, there is no attraction to me at all, all of me are here, because my stars are here, and my universe can't be without stars!" ”

"You'll be back! It's not like you won't come back! "How naïve I was to say to him so confidently.

"But I'm afraid my stars will be lost! Will? Well? ”

"You fool, have you ever seen a star and still lose it? I'll always be there! "I still vividly remember my sweet crunchy voice at that time.

"Wherever you are, I'll shine in your sky and I'll see you!"

How stupid I am, I will see him, four years, I can only see him in my dreams, waking up with two empty hands, empty is so helpless, every moment of every day!

That day, he kissed my neck and earrings, and I was tickled and laughed...... He just looked at me like that, and his immature and sunny face was in front of my eyes, "When I come back, I won't part with you again, and we will get married!" ”

I blushed and turned around and snuggled up to his chest, "Will you forget me?" ”

"Bastard, how could it be!" He said as he kissed me.

Tears kept pouring out, bastard talk, where is this bastard talk, it's a bastard thing.

I buried my face in the quilt and stopped myself from crying, and in a word, he really forgot about me and lost it.

I'm still the same star waiting in place, but he's not the same celestial universe anymore.

I don't know when, there was two knocks on the door, the room instantly turned white, and I buried my head in the crook of my arm, lying silently on the bed.

I knew it was Xiao Tianyu, and I didn't want to see him at all at this time.

"Get up, Lin Xingchen, drink a glass of milk and go to sleep!" I heard Xiao Tianyu's stiff voice echoing through the room.

I felt that gaze penetrate my back and make me extremely tired.

Lying there motionless, it seemed that everything was far away from me, and it didn't even make sense, I didn't understand his thinking, I couldn't see through his people, and I didn't want to understand anymore, everything was gone.

I don't even know if it's my own mistake, or if the world is wrong, and everything is off track.

"Rise, Stars, be obedient! Drink milk and go to sleep! I know you didn't sleep! He called out again, and his tone seemed to be much better than just now, "You can't sleep on an empty stomach, you have to drink a cup of hot milk if you don't want to eat!" Get up! ”

Presumably Brother Hao Nan has already left, just go, don't be arguing!

I don't know what happened to them five years ago, but I don't want to discord them because of me.

"Lin Xingchen, I'm talking to you, do you hear me, hurry up for me!"

I fought silently, and such concern was really ironic.

The phone rang suddenly in the room, crisp and pleasant, I heard the sound of Xiao Tianyu putting things on the bedside table, and then he picked up the phone, "Tianyu, it hurts!" Why don't you come back soon? ”

I know that it was Xiang Lingxue who called him.

"My face..... Will it be ruined like this, Tianyu, I'm afraid! Come back soon! "That voice has a high sugar content.

Xiang Lingxue's voice echoed clearly in the room.

"Hmm!" With that, the phone hung up.

I laughed to myself.

"I'll go out for a while, you drink the milk, don't play with the child's temper, I know you didn't sleep, no matter what the facts of today's events are, you will never escape responsibility, you know?"

His voice was hollow, as if it were consoling and accusing.

"Your actions may ruin her future, she eats with her face, and your extreme means are to ruin her! She is indeed wrong, but she should not be punished, you also have to reflect on yourself! ”

"Don't be stubborn, get up and drink the milk, and no one will mention it after today! You don't have to resist like this, if you're wrong, you're wrong, Lin Xingchen, I'm not as stupid as you think! ”

"No matter how much you complain, one day you will understand how stupid you are today!"

His tone softened a lot, he wasn't that stupid, was he? He's not stupid, so does that mean he knows the truth of the matter, but still wants to protect it?

I was speechless.

The surroundings were so quiet, and for a long time I heard Xiao Tianyu walking out.

He's gone, go to spend time with his girlfriend!

What am I? A poor homeless and taken in? Or is it a tool to make up for the condemnation of the heart, or is it ......

Why did Dad want me to stay away from him?

Where can I go?

I slowly got up, sat on the bed, and asked myself, was I wrong? Wrong should not be punished, her mistakes are small, my mistakes are big, a cup of coffee, she splashes innocent, I splash is a big mistake.

Future!

Yes, Xiang Lingxue has a future, and the future is bright, but what about me Lin Xingchen?

When the home is gone, it is reduced to the fence of the host, like a maggot on the tarsal bone.

What is the future.

I wasted ten years of lovesickness with one person, but in exchange for such an ironic reward!

She can drive me into the forest to fend for herself in the rain before the rainstorm comes.

She can make people insult me and trample on me,

She can provoke trouble, be taken away by the police in public, and not be condemned, I can be stabbed and deserved,

She can let me live on the streets as I please.

She......

I covered my face weakly, could it be that I was alive to let her torture at will.

I am really incompetent, and I endure all this obediently, which is not a kind of nobility, a kind of incompetence, or incompetence.

I silently got out of bed, walked to the head of the bed, opened the drawer, and took out all the medicines I had taken when I was sick a few days ago, and poured them out one by one, holding them in my hands.

Lines of tears flowed, since there is no hope and meaning of life, let's go to Dad!

He's waiting for me, he'll forgive me, and I'll understand why it's all happened.

I fed the medicine to my mouth one by one, and drank a sip of milk, it was so sweet, and it was still hot!

Hot!

Only this one is heartwarming!

I ate all the pills, all of them!

It's so full!

I smiled faintly, if I could get out of here, I would still be a winner, because I got peace, I was tired, I didn't want to fight, I just wanted peace.

Lying back on the large bed, looking at the spacious and bright bedroom, I suddenly thought of my own bedroom. My own bedroom was really nice, everything was a touch of green, because I love green, fresh, bright and cheerful!

Xiao Tianyu likes my bedroom, he said that in my room, he feels very peaceful, there seems to be a faint freshness, which can make him want to go far away, he said, "This is indeed the bedroom of the stars!" Larger than life! ”

I wish I was lying in my own bedroom at this time, where I belonged.

I laughed, this bedroom was different from mine, it was black and white, white eyes, black dazzling.

It seems to see heaven and hell.

I don't know where I'm going, I guess it's a place with a dad!

When I touched my phone, I wrote on the message on my phone:

Qiao Xin: In the next life, we will be sisters, and in the next life, I will protect you! Be a person who can shelter me from the wind and rain like you in this life!

Brother Hao Nan: If there is an afterlife, I will love you!

I thought of Brother Hao Nan's warm and spring-like face, and I smiled inexplicably, Brother Hao Nan, I'm sorry! We've let you down!

My head was a little heavy, and I lay down on the bed slowly, my stomach was burning uncomfortably, I was sweating, I was so tired, I was so uncomfortable. I tossed and turned.

Holding her mobile phone tightly, Xiaowan: Take care of your mother, my sister is going to find her father!

Mother: Although you no longer care about me, I still love you, and I will be your daughter in the next life, and learn to make you happy and make you like......

I feel like my eyes are blurry, and my breathing is so hard! There's a lot more to say, but the vision is too blurry, are you leaving?

It's finally liberating......

It seems that a faint knock is heard at the door, is it the gate of heaven or the gate of hell......

I do not know.

I felt as if I was floating up little by little, and suddenly the door opened, and I screamed.......

Someone faintly called in my ears, "Hurry up...... Call...... Save...... Protect...... Cart! ”

"Give...... Few...... Father...... Beat...... Electricity...... Speech! ”

I just want to sleep!