Unlike the other chapters, this article is written by Chiba in the first person by himself and Kashika.

"Bright Starry Sky Prayer and Blessing VI" saw myself clearly and saw through the reality, I began to doubt whether what I did was really useful, read those Chinese and foreign masterpieces and read those stories and philosophical books, except for cultivating sentiment and optimizing morality, nothing can be done, no matter how much I read, I still can't get back bread.

I usually study so hard and so seriously, but I don't need exams much, and I may not be able to use them on the road of life in the future, no matter how hard I work in the wrong direction, I can't find a job to support myself to support my parents and support my family, maybe I will use a little bit for the graduate school entrance examination, or maybe what I'm trying to learn now may be different from the subjects I studied in graduate school, or it may have nothing to do with the work I will be engaged in in the future, but why should I use most of my time to do something that may not be useful in the future.

Actually, it doesn't matter, I went to the library to borrow a book on psychology, which also mentioned that there are many college students in the world today who are also worried about this matter, although it is said that learning is to apply, but just like eating is to live and live but not to eat, the knowledge learned now may not be used in the future, some things are enough to stay in the heart and slowly precipitate, last night and Dao Ling chatted a few words, reading Chinese and foreign masterpieces can also get a way of thinking, which I have a deep understanding of the "Les Miserables" I watched last semester, The protagonist in it lets. Valjean (some versions translate it as Valjean) always had a storm of thoughts in his head after a while, a fierce battle between darkness and light in his thoughts, either falling into the abyss, hell and being an evil devil, or flying to heaven to be a kind angel.

The choice of the future path is sometimes just a matter of thinking, and sometimes it is necessary to record it while thinking about it.

Calm down and think about it, in order to survive, I need to read another type of book, the kind of very realistic, practical and professional books, simply put, I need to read what I need, to illustrate a few examples, in order to be a teacher in order to exercise eloquence, I just borrowed a copy of "Teacher's Eloquence" in a careful study; In order to plan my career, I also had to read a few books about understanding myself; In order to reduce the occurrence of mistakes when writing, I have to read some books on Chinese language and literature.

In terms of career, in fact, I am not only a teacher, persistence and abandonment are relative, I have a wide range of hobbies, psychology, education, Chinese literature, English studies, philosophy, science and engineering I am very interested in, and the future road is still full of unknowns.

For us rural children born in the mountains, it is enough to get rid of the hard farm work and find a relatively stable job outside, to live a simple and simple life like a paradise next to the bustling city, and to go home often to visit their parents and relatives.

I thought so in my heart, my hometown is in the western part of Ganshen Province, I am a boy from an ethnic minority, and it is really good to be able to live in the suburbs of a city in the province, and it is convenient to go home not far from home.

Now I'm tentatively aiming for a provincial capital, which has a lot of transportation, and when I finish graduate school, I'll go there to find a job, and I can read books, read anime, write articles, publish articles, and get along with my family.

You don't need much money to meet your basic needs and add a little bit of ordinary consumption, and I also have an uncle there, and I have a companion to take care of, after all, relationships are also very important.

For now, the road of struggle is lonely, and learning is also a person's business, and you have to work harder.