Unlike the other chapters, this article is written by Chiba in the first person by himself and Kashika.

"Bright Starry Sky Prayer Blessing VII"

My little grandfather has a child, his grades in primary school are much better than mine, he studies very hard and seriously, and he is also one of the top students in the class, after graduating from primary school, due to the lack of money at home, he took a year off from school and failed to go to junior high school in time, and then his parents borrowed enough money to send him to continue school, he didn't drop out of school if he couldn't catch up, and now he is still working in other places to make a living; There are more than 10 people surnamed Xia in our village, there is an uncle who is one year older than me, and I was admitted to Tiancheng University, the year of registration because my father was picking mushrooms in the mountains unfortunately was bitten by a five-step snake and did not come to school in time, and then because I did not go through the relevant procedures and my father was injured on his foot and it was inconvenient to work and went to Zhejiang to work, he repeated his studies for a year in the third year of high school and was not easy to be admitted here, I called him after I got home this summer, he said that the work is not good, the salary is not high and tired, and he is going to come back next year...... There are many, many more examples of this around me, and this is the so-called society, the so-called reality. From elementary school to the present, the number of partners around me has decreased one by one, and at the same time, I have been able to transfer the pain of others to myself, inherit and pass on their faith and will, and continue to grow stronger with their unwillingness. In the future, the work that I will engage in for a long time should not be purely physical, but work with a little thinking or skill.

By the way, let's talk about loneliness, change is change, but it still retains some of its nature. It can be said that in my freshman year, I held high the banner of loneliness as justice, and I was used to being alone, not much talkative, and rarely participated in activities. Now I don't even know how to explain it, it's the lonely mind, living in its own real world. Forget it, don't talk about this, I can't say it in space, I will talk about it slowly when I have time in the future, put it here now, maybe you can also see that the focus of this time is not it.

Loneliness is a kind of solitude in the self-contained world, and loneliness is a complete state, so the lonely person is a self-contained world and a self-contained system, showing a kind of "harmony" nobility, and they do not have a lack of regrets. Loneliness does not appear when you are depressed or in love, that feeling is just emptiness and loneliness, and it cannot be called loneliness. Loneliness is a state, a state of harmony, lonely people are thinkers, not the person in the eyes of others who are bound by the temptation and responsibility of lust, the person who shows himself to the outside world, when a person is lonely, his mind is free, it is a mental state that can tolerate everything. He is confronted with his true self, from which all human thought originates. He spends most of his time observing and learning all kinds of objective things that appear, and he can get infinite stimulation and happiness from them. Loneliness is the radiation of the soul, the loneliness of reason, and the height of thought, the realm of life. It has no sound but thoughts, no extension but connotation, loneliness is a profound interpretation, and it is irreplaceable beauty. To be able to free yourself from busyness, to be alone in the quiet night, to be able to think about the future in the morning is a kind of mystery that cannot be expressed. A lonely man, no matter what kind of environment he finds himself in, he can make himself quiet and happy, even if he is facing life and death. Loneliness and loneliness are not the same thing. Loneliness is a kind of helpless nothingness, boring and pacing around like a sleepy beast, wanting to read a book and not being able to read it, watching a movie and not being in the mood, listening to music and not being in the mood, what to do, what to do? A state of anxiety, as if trying to escape from a cage, is a kind of pity that is at a loss, and such a condition is called loneliness, and it is not the same thing as loneliness.

Loneliness is a kind of solitude in the world, and loneliness is a complete state, so the lonely person is a world and a system of his own, showing a kind of "harmony" nobility, and they do not have a lack of regrets. Loneliness is the most primitive and authentic state. After leaving the mother's body, man has never been physically with anyone again. So loneliness is a realm.

We live in the noise every day, contact with a lot of people, so we often hope to find a quiet place, because we have fatigue to people, the noise deprives us of time to talk to ourselves, deprives us of leisure, only if you have time to talk to yourself, you can self-reflection, self-reflection is the source of all thoughts, people are thinking about themselves rather than thinking about others in the process of generating wisdom, so, how important we are, but we are often negligent to ourselves, That's why we need to be alone.