He paid attention to Li Shilan and didn't show it, maybe it was more accurate to describe it with admiration, and then he looked up to her in many ways.

It's been about a week since the college entrance examination, and before the evening self-study, he was writing a diary as usual in the window seat, and he didn't notice that the head teacher, Xing Chihong, was looking at him outside the window, and what he wrote was probably to treat the six teachers as gods and worship them well, everything was right, (at this time, his Hokage animation was seeing Payne attacking Konoha, so he used the word god), and the teacher's laughter outside the window woke him up.

The original text of his diary entry reads:

Wed, 26 May 19:13:08

I'm your student, so I must not show weakness here, if you want to ask why, it's only natural that the disciple's forbearance is passed on from the master, right, teacher. I'm going to adjust all of my whole under the guidance of the teacher, and the current six teachers are the gods of the six, just opposite the Payne Six,

Thinking about how little I had heard from my teacher, and how important other people's criticism was to me, I was ready to come to my senses.

The college entrance examination was too simple, and my face was angry, which not only made me unable to calm down, but also made me unable to see what I needed to improve, and the absolute goal covered up the pressure I should have, so that I could not see how I changed, let alone reflect.

Seeing the head teacher laughing outside the window, he became more and more excited, first stood up, then walked outside the classroom, the teacher asked him a question, he was so excited that he couldn't answer, he couldn't even kick his breath, and finally walked to the office with the teacher, just patted his chest with his hand and tried to speak clearly, reducing excessive excitement and pain, the teacher first asked him to sit down in the office, and then adjusted his breathing, and then began to ask. Since he couldn't answer, most of the teacher's guesses were not the problems he was facing, and sometimes he just wanted to say a few words, but he couldn't say it, and only after he calmed down a little bit, he slowly began to speak clearly, telling the teacher what the problem was. There were two other subject teachers in the office at the time.

There are many factors that make him sad, the main one is that the head teacher has repeatedly mentioned that the middle-level forces in their class are rising, and he belongs to the upper-level forces, but because he did not completely follow the teacher's instructions, he did not do well in the exam, which made him feel very unwilling.

Later, the teacher said a lot of comforting words to him, and he couldn't remember what they were.

Evening self-study, the head teacher recently came to the classroom, and said in a mocking tone and tone, Xia Qianye was so scared that she cried, and she couldn't stop crying so loudly and sadly in the office.

The reason why the teacher gave him an analysis in the class was that he did not dare to face the possible failure. And let him shout a few times in class, "I'm not afraid". The head teacher kept telling them to position themselves as wolves, face the college entrance examination like prey, and kill them quickly. I also reassured them that it didn't matter if they failed.

He also analyzed the theoretical reasons for himself, and he felt that he had cut off his connection with others for a long time, or he had diluted this connection with others, so when he was dissatisfied with himself, he blamed all the reasons for not completely listening to the teacher, and at the same time told himself that as long as he was obedient, he would be able to solve everything.

The burst of the levee this time was not accidental, the fire had already been planted in front of it, and it was only a matter of time before it erupted.

At the same time, he also analyzes the direct and root causes for himself, and he likes to get to the bottom of it, seek the truth, and convince himself theoretically. The direct reason is that some questions are not consistent with the teacher, and I panic immediately when I get stuck. The fundamental reason is that I am afraid that my test scores will not be able to be repaid, and I am afraid of telling my family and relatives the news of failure.

The head teacher said he was so lucky! There's still time for you to adjust.

English teacher Wang Anrong told him that it was okay to find this problem a week before the college entrance examination, and he had enough time to adjust. She also said that recently, some of the top students couldn't do well in the test, because they had the mentality that they had to finish it, which led to a hurry in the process of doing it, and the effect was very poor, while the rest of the students thought that as long as I did it there, I had more time and more time, and I would do it more happily, and the result was obvious and the effect was very good.

Since losing his textbooks, his English scores have dropped from the first place he once had, all the way to the top five, and then to the top ten. Coupled with the fact that there is a bit of a gap between his own methods and teachers, the results have been hovering in the top ten.

In high school, he bought a total of 6 MP4/MP5, 10 memory cards, and he did not keep an account of the total price. He bought this for the first time in high school because he wanted to watch a similar H video about the book in his second year of junior high school, but it didn't work out in the end, and then he began to move to the field of animation.

As usual, after analyzing the problems and causes of the previous stage, he began to look for the theoretical basis of the new stage to support himself, and his new theory made his heart stronger.