"Tangtang, do you think I'm useless?" Mu Shaohan raised her head in pain, she pulled her hair fiercely, tears spread all over her face, Tang Xiaotang had never seen her like this, the cup in her hand fell in response, and then rushed up to pull her hand away.

"Don't pull it anymore, let go, Han Han is good, let go." Tang Xiaotang took her hand and took her into his arms, and the person in his arms just stared blankly with big empty eyes and kept crying.

"Where are you useless? The clothes you designed are liked by so many people, besides, everyone has their own value of existence, you have advantages that others can't reach, Hanhan, a large part of the reason why I can continue to open this studio is because of you, you make me maintain an undiminished interest and enthusiasm for it, how can a person as good as you be useless? Tang Xiaotang's eyes were so focused and serious when he spoke, that Mu Shaohan's brain, which was almost rusty, actually had the ability to think for a while, but ...... She can't draw anything now.

lowered his eyes, as if he felt sorry for Tang Xiaotang because he couldn't respond, dodged, and said in a faint voice: "Tangtang, you go out, I want to stay alone for a while." ”

A slight sigh was felt overhead, followed by the feeling of being loosened and the sound of a falling door, then the sound of gentle footsteps and the door closing.

The room fell into deathly silence again, Mu Shaohan curled up in her chair and did not move, her brain was groggy, thinking mechanically, and she fell asleep unconsciously.

I don't know how long it took, Mu Shaohan suddenly woke up, she looked at the surrounding facilities in confusion, stood up and opened the door and walked out.

Walking to the corner of the stairs, Mu Shaohan saw a man standing with Tang Xiaotang, his expression looked slightly disgusted and asked, "Sister Tang, the person you brought back is a burden, right?" ”

His heart was stabbed fiercely, and Mu Shaohan became more and more disgusted with himself, and his nails sank deep into the flesh but he didn't feel the slightest pain.

"It's a burden and it doesn't matter to you, go to work!" Tang Xiaotang pushed him forward impatiently.

Does she hate herself too? Also, a person like me should be hated by everyone.

The man was pushed away, and he looked back at Tang Xiaotang unwillingly, and said loudly: "Eh, don't push me, I just think that she is not mentally normal, so I ask you." ”

"Whisper and let her hear again, okay, go to work!"

The tone turned out to be so impatient, so, it seems that the only person to rely on is gone.

Tang Xiaotang sent this employee away and planned to go upstairs to see Mu Shaohan, and when he walked up the corner of the stairs, he saw her standing here in a daze, so he asked strangely, "Hanhan, why are you standing here?" ”

But Mu Shaohan understood her expression as a kind of surprise and panic that she found out after doing such a thing.

"Your hands!" Tang Xiaotang's eyes inadvertently glanced at her dead hand, and when she saw blood flowing from between her fingers, she quickly stepped forward and exclaimed, "Hanhan, what's wrong with you?" ”

Asked an employee to bring bandaging tools to Mu Shaohan to eliminate poison and wrap it, as for why the studio put these, because an employee cut her hand when she cut and made a finished product, and then she bought these things in case of emergency.

Then they went back to Tang's house, and Mu Shaohan was in a trance all the way, and Tang Xiaotang said nothing to her absent-mindedly and casually agreed.

Entering the gate, the house was empty, Tang's father and Tang's mother had recently gone out on a trip, so only Tang Xiaotang and Mu Shaohan lived here, and the two of them took a bath and fell asleep.

Before closing the door, Tang Xiaotang looked at her worriedly, and secretly decided to take her to the hospital after work tomorrow.

Mu Shaohan looked at the ceiling of the guest room in a daze, she seemed to have been in a daze for a long time every day recently, and she couldn't remember what was going on in her head.

Today, the conversation between Tang Xiaotang and that employee was replayed over and over again in her mind, torturing every nerve in her, and their faces gradually distorted and became terrifying monsters! With a hideous face, he kept sneering and yelling at her.

"You're trash!"

"Die quickly, why stay in this filthy world?"

Mu Shaohan gasped violently, she felt a panic in her chest, she was almost unable to breathe, there seemed to be something in her head that was about to burst, she could hardly think in pain, her stomach was churning, she got up and quickly ran to the bathroom to retch.

After a long time, these symptoms disappeared one by one, and she slowly walked back to the bed, lying on it unable to move, her whole body was sad as if she had been crushed, and it was another sleepless night for her.

Have you ever seen the streets at four in the morning? Have you ever seen the sun at five o'clock? Do you know how the sky changes throughout the night? I've seen all of this, and on night after night, when I can't sleep, I always keep my eyes open until I don't blink, so I can clearly see how the moon disappears and how the sun rises.

But it didn't make me happy at all, I wanted to sleep, but every cell in my body was preventing me from doing so.

Look at the pedestrians outside, they are so energetic, but I don't even want to lift a finger, I feel like I am constantly falling in this dark world, otherwise why would I be so interested in what I want to do from that moment on?

The night passed like this, and the sky shimmered until it was bright, and there was a knock on the door outside, and she opened her mouth, feeling that her throat was astringent, and her lips were dry and cracked, and the voice of her mouth was naturally hoarse and ugly, "Come in." ”

The door was pushed open, and Tang Xiaotang walked in with a glass of water and asked softly, "Hanhan, get up and drink some water, are you still going to the studio today?" ”

Mu Shaohan sat up straight slowly, took the water cup in Tang Xiaotang's hand and swallowed it in small sips, then handed the cup back, didn't look at her, and said in a low voice: "I'm not going today." ”

Putting the water cup aside, Tang Xiaotang smiled: "What's wrong?" Don't you want to draw? Still don't want to go out? Actually, it's good to go out, you can bask in the sun, how nice it is, what are you doing at home now? Do you want to follow the drama? Why don't you go out and walk around? ”

In the face of Tang Xiaotang's chatter, Mu Shaohan became more and more irritable in her heart, feeling that the molecules in her body were agitated, and suddenly erupted from her chest, and she suddenly yelled: "Get out!" I don't want to draw, can't I? Why are you so annoying! I don't want to go out! Can't I just want to stay here? Get lost! ”

In the face of such Mu Shaohan, Tang Xiaotang was obviously completely unable to deal with it, she was at a loss, a little confused after being yelled, and said in a daze: "Hanhan, you ......"