His essay was written about his analysis of himself, and he didn't look at other people's questions at all, and he felt that it would be more enjoyable to write about himself in this way, so he wrote according to his own ideas. His essay titled The Lost World Series No. 018 is more like a summary of his past and plans for the future than an essay. Just look at the keywords of the article.

Keywords: will, faith, miss, existence, loneliness, bondage, heartache, fraternity, self-confidence, planning, awakening, inheritance, change, illusory, reality, heart.

He likes to go to the west of the first floor of the library to read philosophy books.

At the beginning of November, he added all the phone numbers he knew, more than 140 in total, including his high school classmates. Memories brought him a lot of sadness,

He felt that he had been influenced by a high school classmate, who was in the third and fourth classes of high school, and was also a classmate of the former high school freshman classmate, Ta Shaoli. He heard that in the second semester of the third year of high school, her father died in a car accident, she was a liberal arts class, and she scored first in the class in the college entrance examination and went to the normal university.

Her nickname: Just be happy

Personal note: Despite the countless winds blowing on my face, I am still a happy girl, hahaha......

Another girl in their class, Shanzlan, whose grades were not much different from Ta Shaoli's, was often told by her math teacher that she was "careless and always losing points".

He told his classmates that heartache was his motivation.

Classmate Qiu Yiqing replied to him: Actually, I think motivation doesn't have to be frustration, nor does it have to be heartache. I can tell you that if you face life happily and face difficulties, you will live freely, happily and worthily. There can be many kinds of motivation, and maybe you just haven't found which ones are more effective......

They continued to text each other......

Qiu Yiqing: I just want to communicate with you about your heart and open your heart, and I don't need to make any plaintext information to preserve, or next time we will find an opportunity to talk alone, completely confidential, and say your thoughts without any worries. You can use it to write it down again, I don't think I can completely say my view of life, my view of life and value, and we can communicate even face-to-face, I will do my best, I hope I can help you......

Qiu Yiqing is one of the most extroverted girls in their class, and he is also one of the most introverted in their class, and after the two get together, it is very easy to communicate. If two introverts meet together, I guess you don't speak, and I don't speak, just staring at each other.

Qiu Yiqing was the first girl in college to talk to him alone. They went into a cafeteria and ate and talked.

Joining clubs and student unions and participating in activities at ordinary times, although it belongs to the same type of thing repeated at a fixed time, but what you learn is not only that aspect of knowledge, but also exercise more than just communication skills, there are many details in any little thing, which can allow you to learn more aspects of knowledge, exercise more aspects of ability, although you may not use it in the future, but it can play a role in broadening your horizons,

He nodded yes.

Then she learned about the heartache he had mentioned.

He explained the meaning of "heartache" mentioned in the text message, on the one hand, it refers to the compassion for others in real life, the self-blame for not being able to be good to others, and on the other hand, it refers to the feeling of crying when watching the anime.

Then the explanation she gave was: What you are talking about is not heartache, the feeling that the people around you are good to you, and others are very hard, you want to do more for others, you want to make yourself better, and read novels and other experiences of different lives, it should belong to the kind of people who pay to make yourself moved, it is you who are moved by them, and it is not contrary to happiness, nor is it completely in the team, when you are happy, you can be moved in your heart, and you can have the kind of heart that wants to pay for others.

The "heartache" in his mouth is indeed different from the heartache in the encyclopedia, and the explanation of heartache in the encyclopedia is that the heart is very painful, and the synonyms are grief, sadness, and grief.

Her explanation to him was to the effect that the kind of situation he was talking about was moved rather than heartache, and then moving and happy can coexist, so he can add happiness to moving, and not being happy if he doesn't have the heartache before.

Their conversation continues......