Chapter 241: Dumped by Huiying

On February 16, 2012, Chiba's sense of security was very low, he was a somewhat pessimistic person, which may be due to his introverted personality, so he often wondered whether the other party loved him or not, whether he wanted to be with him, and so on. So in a chat with Hui Ying, he asked Hui Ying again, "Are you willing to be with me forever in the future?" Hye-young told him "yes" again as if she was coaxing her girlfriend.

Chiba thought in his heart that he felt in his heart that the phrase "I don't care who I was with" couldn't let Huiying know. Therefore, when he reproduced history, he did not explain this matter to Huiying, but only said that he had to go through it roughly.

On February 17, 2012, Huiying returned some final exam papers to Chiba. Chiba feels that love doesn't work only by "I help her when she needs help", and she usually needs some communication or something.

Hye-young calls Chiba and says that her roommate wants to play, that she wants to bring her family member Chiba with her, and that she wants to wait until her roommate arrives. Chiba said less on the phone, he is an introvert, and there is no way to do it. Chiba is worried that she and Huiying have been together for less than a month, and if she rushes in front of strangers like this, it may be unnatural and embarrassing in many places. For example, when to hold hands, when to hug, when to kiss, he has no idea. It's okay when the two get along, and Hye-young can tell him to guide him, but it may not be convenient to have her roommate around.

Hye-young wants to call him to go, and she wants to wait for her roommates to go before she goes, mainly to show off her booty to her roommates and get a few photos to put in her loot collection.

On February 19, 2012, Chiba has been worrying about how to fall in love with Hye-young recently, and he doesn't know how to talk about it? What to talk about? Suddenly, he had an idea and realized that the main concern now was how to get good grades, exercise his abilities, and prepare for the graduate school entrance examination. So he threw the matter of how to fall in love out of the clouds.

On February 20, 2012, Chiba wrote a journal about his emotional experience with Hye-young: "No More Confused".

"No Longer Confused": When I was single, I was worried that I wouldn't find it, what if there was no one in the future, how to talk about love if I found it, what is the way she wants, I haven't thought much about it before, and I don't talk about it much. Baidu took a look at "How to talk about love?" There are a lot of answers, and after reading a lot, I still don't know what to do, and one of them says, "Plan for your future." In such fierce competition, if we want to make each other's life better, we must work hard to give each other a real sense of security. "I don't know how to talk about it, I care about this, I want to call when I pick up my phone, but I'm a little hesitant, I'm worried about what to do if I don't have anything to say if I call too much, and maybe she's with her friends and I'm embarrassed to say something, and I don't feel very good if I don't play. QQ chat can say a lot of words, can achieve a good communication effect, and more convenient, if you don't have the courage to say it in person, you can also say it at this time; SMS is very time-sensitive, you can say something important and brief, and the communication effect is not as good as QQ. Compared with the telephone, the disadvantage of these two is that you can't hear the tone of speech when you speak, and sometimes it is easy to misunderstand, and when you meet, you can hear the tone and see the expression, but its conditions are more harsh. I talked to you yesterday.,I guess my thoughts weren't expressed.,Don't take it to heart.,After all, I don't understand it very well.,Everything is determined.,It's not good to follow a fixed pattern.,There's no sense of nostalgia.、Freshness.、Sense of adventure and suspense.,Eh.,I can't tell.,That's pretty much what it means.。 I think I'm such a person, as long as you make a promise, you are willing, even if you concentrate on your own business for a long time and don't speak, it doesn't matter. That question should not be discussed, and we won't discuss it in the future, but put it in other questions, okay? Maybe I shouldn't have asked such a stupid question in the first place, hehe, let's love each other the way we want to be loved, or get along well according to our own ideas, so that it is not easy to stumble on each other's footsteps, and we can better strive towards our dreams.

That night, Ao Chuxue saw Chiba's diary "No Longer Confused", and was very sad and sent a message saying: "The meat to the mouth is flying again." But Ao Chuxue is in Chiba's QQ blacklist, so I can't see Ao Chuxue's dynamics.

On February 21, 2012, Chiba and Hye-young had a good relationship. When he learned that Huiying did not pass the fourth level of English, he wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know how to comfort her, he was not only an introvert, but also a person who did not see the world, he did not watch the news, and he did not watch TV series much.

On February 24, 2012, Chiba continued to post several stories about his love with Huiying in QQ space, saying that he already had a lover and would treat Huiying well in the future.

That night, Ao Chuxue saw several shows of affection in Chiba and said: "When the last glimmer of hope turned into resentment, I wanted to withdraw resolutely, but I found that I was too deep!" ”。 But Ao Chuxue is in Chiba's QQ blacklist, so I can't see Ao Chuxue's dynamics.

On March 12, 2012, before Huiying asked Chiba to help buy flowers online, and after Chiba gave her flowers today, she dumped Chiba! One is that she feels that she doesn't know much about Chiba, especially Chiba's thoughts, she feels that she doesn't understand very well, and her curiosity and freshness about Chiba have been satisfied; The second is that she feels that Chiba doesn't like her very much, and every time TMD calls him, he either soaks in the library or in a church, and he never asks her out to play together.

"Break up with you! There is no need for any reason or excuse, just that I don't feel for you anymore. This is the reason she told Chiba. Chiba listened and was speechless.

Chiba told Hyeyoung, "I'm not Ritter, and I'm not going back." Chiba knew that Ritter had gone back to Escarly many times, and it wasn't until the last time that he decided not to love anymore. And he said that he was not Ritter, which meant that he would not look back once. "If you dump me, I won't be able to come back."

However, Hye-young didn't care about his words.

In the next few days, Huiying occasionally chatted with Chiba, and she talked to Chiba about some psychological problems. She saw that Chiba was not dumped like his previous two boyfriends, so she stopped paying attention to her.

So, in a casual chat, Hye-young tells Chiba the real reason why she dumped him. She loved a boy deeply in high school, but that boy didn't love her, but another girl in their class, and they showed affection in front of her, which made her unbearable. On the one hand, she still loves him deeply, hoping that he can get rid of the girl and be with her, on the other hand, in order to take revenge on the boy she loves deeply, so she separates from the other two boys in the class, in order to deliberately show off in front of the boy she loves deeply, so that he can regret loving himself later. She got along with Chiba a while ago, and she was just interested in it for a while. Even though her body no longer belonged to him, she still loved him, the impossible one. Yes, her heart still belongs to him. As a result, she couldn't stay with Chiba for a long time. She still hopes that the impossible person will love her, and she still loves him deeply.

After Chiba heard Huiying admit her mistakes, she was also more relaxed, feeling that she was becoming more and more like Scarlett, who was like this to Ashley, deliberately marrying just to anger the person she loved. It's just that he has some prejudice against Huiying's approach, he feels that this kind of love is deformed, he feels that she is very cute, and he feels that she is very worthy of sympathy. But her optimistic, strong, humorous personality, and that attitude to life as if she was acting made Chiba feel that there was nothing to worry about, she had gone through so much pain, and she must be stronger than Scarlett, and there was a place for her, and there was joy everywhere!