Chapter 111: A Ritual That Didn't Exist at All
"Xiao Tianyu, have you thought about my feelings? You pretended to be stupid and watched Xiang Lingxue bully me, design me, force me step by step, take away my dignity, and you can also protect her conspiracy. ”
My eyelashes fluttered, and I restrained the tears from flowing.
"You ruthlessly left me alone in the vast dark forest, and let the heavy rain ravage me, did you think about our ten years at that time?"
His eyes had lost concentration and had become hollow.
"You knew that she humiliated me in public, but you helped her trample on my dignity and put me in a police car in public, did you forget our ten years at that time?"
He drooped his thick eyelashes, speechless.
"You ignore her when she splashes me coffee, but she protects her in her arms, she designs her own fake fall, have you ever believed in me? You say, at times like this, do you remember our ten years? ”
Step by step, I approached him.
"Xiao Tianyu, you still mentioned ten years, which case, you can make me nostalgic for you, you can remember those ten years together, Xiao Tianyu, you are too selfish, you ask yourself, this case, which one can leave me, accompany you to recall those ten years? Well? ”
I raised my hand and poked him in the heart.
"Ask your own conscience, when you do this, do you ever think about how much it hurts me?"
Looking at his guilty expression, I didn't feel a trace of pleasure, but it hurt even more.
"I'm not so easy to empathize with you like you, it's because I can't get out of that bit by bit for ten years, I've been indecisive with you, so I keep looking back, although I hurt, I still love you, but I can't escape the bits and pieces you did to me."
"I want to run away because I love you, because I don't want to face a you who is ruthless to me, you make me desperate, let my belief in love collapse, I am sure, the person I love has done to me, there is no second Xiao Tianyu in this world."
My voice was hoarse, almost yelling.
"You've never really understood my love!" Xiao Tianyu said a little helplessly, "Xingchen, give me time, you will understand why?" ”
"Don't make excuses with me, your love is possession, you just want to possess everything you like, regardless of her feelings!" I suddenly became agitated and yelled hysterically at him, "So, that's not love, that's possession!" ”
Xiao Tianyu looked more and more radical with mine.
"You don't have to look at me like this, you just go to your married woman to get engaged, get married, have children, I don't want to be involved in your life, I want to go back to my world! As I said, I just want to live quietly. All right? ”
My heart was hot, and I quickly held it down to prevent the blood from pouring up.
"Xingchen, what's wrong with you? Don't be angry, don't get excited, let's not talk about it. Xiao Tianyu found that I was wrong, so he quickly pulled me and looked at me nervously.
I inhaled and looked at him.
"You are a natural king, I can't climb a noble man like you, I can only look at it from afar, I bless you, can't you?"
I looked at him, my tone full of helplessness.
"Lin Xingchen, you actually said possession?"
"Yes, I don't understand if you have changed, or if I have changed, I only know that when I see you holding Xiang Lingxue in your arms, my heart will break, it will hurt, and I will die! So, I don't want it anymore, okay? I'm not happy with you! ”
I stood up, shook off his hand that had been holding my shoulder, and tried to walk out.
His face was pale and desperate, and his hands were shaking.
"Leaving you is my wish!"
"Lin Xingchen, you listen to me, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, you can only be my Xiao Tianyu's, I am your universe, you can only be my star!"
"Delusional!" I yelled at him, "I'm not you!" I'm at the bottom, not worthy of you! Such an idea is just your own naivety! ”
As soon as he pulled me back, I fell into his arms as light as a leaf.
He kissed me violently and didn't let me say another word.
"Hmm...... Hmm...... "I pounded him.
He pressed me against the bed with all his might, and deepened the kiss in spite of it, so violently that my lips ached.
His breath was overwhelming, I couldn't breathe, and he controlled my head so that I had nowhere to hide.
"It's okay to leave...... Only be my woman, I will let you ...... Leave! "His kiss was a violent punishment, and I passively accepted his storm.
He became more and more manic, tearing my pajamas vigorously and tightly subduing me without hesitation.
"Don't ...... No......"
His good-looking face didn't leave my eyes for a moment, and he quickly took off his clothes, "Xingchen, you are mine, I will let you remember forever, I can't leave anyone a chance, because I can only accommodate one woman in my life." ”
I struggled, but his tall body completely covered me, "Xiao Tianyu, I hate you...... I ....."
He kissed it down again, not giving me a chance to resist.
"But I love you, Xingchen, you are mine, give it to me!" His eyes were like fire, and his handsome face was infinite, "You are destined to be mine!" I won't let you escape, you're just my star! I only love one star in this life! ”
The warmth of my skin made me panic, my struggle was in vain, and I could only look at him with my dark eyes wide in horror, panic, helplessness, despair......
He slowly sank down, his eyes bewitching me, full of tenderness and sweetness.
"Ah......h
There was a sharp stinging pain that made me unable to breathe, and it was dark in front of me, and he stopped there! Tears from the corners of my eyes hit my eyes and poured out again.
"Stars......" his hoarse voice whispered in my ear, "I can't lose the stars!" ”
He was gentle with me, I knew, I fell, and he used his possession to make me a star in his universe.
My brain stopped everything and froze at that moment, becoming his woman was my dream wish, but I never thought it would be in such a state anyway.
"Star ......" His kiss fell again, warm and lingering, from the initial manic violence, to the spring breeze and news, like a dense drizzle, lingering, moisturizing the heart, endlessly.
This night, his extreme tenderness, lingering and compassionate, until I fell asleep, but he did not sleep all night, just hugged me in his arms, and did not let go for a moment.
Another day of sunlight poured into the honey-filled bedroom, and I curled up weakly on his warm chest, and he tossed and turned, infatuated, and called my name over and over again.
Exhausted, I opened my empty eyes weakly, and his slender fingers caressed every inch of my skin, "Stars! Don't leave me! You are mine, what is already mine, what is mine! ”
I looked at his incomparably handsome face, right in front of my eyes, and let me clearly confirm that it was all true.
His burning gaze refused to leave my face for a moment.
It felt like cherishing every minute and every second, as if I would leave forever in the next second, and he was afraid that he would never see me again.
I closed my eyes in discouragement, my nose still full of his breath.
Unjust!
On the night of his engagement, he wanted me!
He pestered me like this and kept lying on the bed, if it wasn't for Xiang Lingxue suddenly breaking into the Imperial Brocade Garden, maybe he would have been haunting me.
He kissed me on the lips and whispered to me, "Lie down!" Don't move, I'll take care of it! "Kiss my long eyelashes again.
got up and got dressed and walked out, I don't want to know what they are talking about, what Xiao Tianyu will do, then everything is for me, it has nothing to do with me, and I don't want to worry about that.
I got up and took a hot shower happily, several places on my body were Xiao Tianyu's masterpieces, I leaned against the wall weakly, the cool tiles were close to my skin, and I really became Xiao Tianyu's woman.
But, inwardly, I felt really sad.
I put on my pajamas and walked to the balcony, the weather was getting a little warmer, and the golden sun was shining on my body.
I saw Xiang Lingxue rushing out of the house angrily, she inadvertently raised her eyes and saw me standing on the balcony, stopped there suddenly, looked up and took advantage of the refined face, we confronted each other for a long time.
In the end, she got into the car under my gaze, took one last look at me, and kicked off the accelerator.
After a while, Xiao Tianyu returned to the room, hugged me from behind, and whispered in my ear, "What's wrong!" Don't lie down anymore, huh? ”
He stuck his head out, and a handsome face reached out to me, "What do you want to eat?" ”
I was speechless, I didn't want to eat anything, my heart was full of emotions.
I was thinking about Xiang Lingxue looking at me one last time before leaving.
After resting for two days, Xiao Tianyu forcibly took me to Xiaolin International, and my objection was invalid.
It wasn't until this time that I knew that on the day of the film and television media celebration, Xiao Tianyu and Xiang Lingxue's engagement ceremony was canceled by Xiao Tianyu, and it was canceled without warning.
Because I never watch those hot searches, I don't know that these days the big stations and small stations are all this bombarding hot news.
I said why Xiang Lingxue seemed to blow up the Yujin Garden that day, it seems that she was 'injured'.
And Xiao Tianyu looked completely calm as if nothing had happened.
Qin Haonan has been back for two days, I haven't seen him yet, he always comforts me, but I dare not see him, what face do I still have to see him now, and the guilt for him is very heavy in my heart.
Xiao Chen of the Secretariat was really happy to see me, she pulled me down in the corner when she was free, and looked me up and down, "Miss Lin, why have you changed so much?" ”
"I've been in poor health lately." I covered it up.
"You have to pay attention to your own body, this time I saw you, it really changed too much, I didn't dare to recognize you, too thin!" She looked at me and took my hand, "Actually, I like you, but you're not here anymore, aren't you unhappy in the design department?" ”
"No, I haven't been to work much during this time! I'll be fine if I step up my workouts! I smiled and comforted her, "Are you okay?" ”
"It's still the same! Bland! ”
Xiao Chen said a lot of things in the film and television media that day, I listened silently, what I didn't understand was why Xiao Tianyu canceled the engagement ceremony.
According to what Xiao Chen told me, there was no engagement ceremony at all, but the reception that day was very grand, and there were many business VIPs, including the Xiang family.
It's just that after Xiao Tianyu held the official opening ceremony, he left the cocktail party in a hurry, and there was no engagement ceremony at all.