Chapter 110: What a changeable man
I bit my lip desperately, letting my choked voice fade away, and I stopped struggling to resist.
Xiao Tianyu suddenly stopped all movements, and in the next second, I felt a chill on my body, and he got up from my body, "Lin Xingchen One day, you will understand my Xiao Tianyu's hard work!" ”
Xiao Tianyu stood on the ground arranging his clothes, coldly looking at me curled up like a shrimp on the bed, and after standing for a moment, I saw a trace of unbearability flashing in his eyes.
Finally, he opened the door, never looked at me again, and turned to leave.
The door slammed shut behind him, blocking my view.
I curled up in weakness and sorrow on the huge bed, burying my head deep in the crook of my arm, trembling all over.
Downstairs, there was the sound of the car starting up and driving away, and then it disappeared little by little, and everything returned to tranquility, only the unbridled rays of sunlight outside the window, which shone strongly on the bed and me.
Bleak and hopeless.
It's getting dark.
Suddenly, the phone rang......
I numbly stretched out my hand, touched the phone, and grabbed the quilt covering myself, "Brother Haonan!" ”
"Xingchen, don't cry, I understand, I'll go back to Qingcheng immediately, I'll talk to him, don't cry, don't be afraid! Wait for me! Qin Haonan's tone was very anxious, but very calm.
"Brother Haonan, don't come back, don't ...... You can help me find out the secret of the Lin family is the greatest help to me, don't come back! I'm fine, I just didn't leave, and he found out! I choked up and said, "But don't worry, he doesn't embarrass me!" ”
Although I went against my will, I couldn't let Qin Haonan worry about it, and it would be useless for him to come back, so I could only lose both, and I knew what the result would be if both of them were angry.
"Well, don't cry, what's going on?" Qin Haonan asked gently.
"I had already arrived at the airport, and I don't know why, he went straight to the airport and arrested me! He's a devil, he even knows I'm gone! Just one step away! "I cried and learned from Qin Haonan!
"The problem must be on your phone, the phone was located by him, and he knows your whereabouts directly! I think he actually took precautions a long time ago, afraid that you would leave! ”
"Devil! What does he want to do? ...... "I wiped my tears and broke down to the extreme.
"That obedient, don't cry, we're making another plan!" Qin Haonan comforted me with a heartache, and his tone was very firm, "I believe Brother Haonan, I will definitely take you away!" ”
"No, I'm resigned to my fate!"
"Don't say stupid things, everything will be fine!"
Qin Haonan comforted me for a long time before hanging up the phone.
I dropped the phone out of my hand and slammed it on the door with a 'snap'.
No wonder he would go out of town when my phone ran out of power and turned off that day.
It seems that he is not lax with me, but guards against me at all times.
In the evening, Xiao Tianyu came back very early, much earlier than I expected.
He threw himself into my room, and when he opened the door and came in, the phone slid far on the floor, and he looked down at the phone that had fallen on the floor, and then at me who was depressed on the bed.
Of course, he knew what was going on, and his expression sank, as if he was restrained.
"Have you eaten?" He suppressed his emotions and kept his tone flat.
I turned over and stopped looking at him, I heard Xiao Tianyu's heavy footsteps walking towards the bed, and the next second his big hand grabbed my weak arm and lifted me up with a fierce force.
I was forced to look at him in trepidation, and now his face was as gloomy as it had been before the storm.
"What do you want to do?" I looked at him with terrified eyes.
"How long are you going to mess with me? Well? Xiao Tianyu's face was grim and indifferent, and his handsome face was intimidating, as if he would devour you in the next second.
I have never seen Xiao Tianyu so angry.
Obviously, I feel that his mood today is not right, very wrong!
"Lin Xingchen, you must fight against me, right? Whatever I do to you, am not? Xiao Tianyu's eyes suddenly flashed with sadness, and it was fleeting, "Lin Xingchen, can't you stay by my side obediently and watch the final result?" ”
"What else do I look at, you announced to the world that you are engaged, your Xiao family and the Xiang family are married, but you are still tied to the Lin family, Xiao Tianyu, who do you think you are? I have the right to choose my own life, my life! ”
My eyes were full of anger, and even though I tried my best to control my emotions, I still kept the anger in my heart from blazing, and my esophagus was a little hot, and I pressed my hand to my heart and took a deep breath.
"You can't! You can only have me alone in your life, and your only man can only be called Xiao Tianyu! ”
He roared loudly, his voice echoing through the room and piercing my eardrums.
I looked at him in horror, but I didn't want to lose to him at this time.
"Xiao Tianyu, you are really ridiculous, you are a madman, the thing I regret the most in my life is to meet you and fall in love with you, if I can, I am willing to forget everything, my greatest wish is to leave you!"
I said it ruthlessly and resolutely.
Suddenly, Xiao Tianyu's eyes when he looked at me were instantly full of anger, and his handsome face was hideous.
"Lin Xingchen, you want to forget me, don't you? Forget the days and nights we used to get along with each other, forget the bits and pieces of the past, forget my kindness to you, forget your love, forget all our good times, right? ”
The corners of his mouth twitched, and his handsome features were coated with a bitter shadow.
Xiao Tianyu roared hysterically, "Lin Xingchen, for ten years, I have not been less lovesick for you than you for a moment, and in the four years of American time, I have not missed you for a moment, and I have not forgotten you for a moment!" But you will do everything you can to escape from me, to leave me at all costs, to forget me! ”
Xiao Tianyu's voice trembled suddenly, and I looked at him in surprise.
He suddenly stopped looking at me, lowered his eyelids, and continued with difficulty, but his voice was so empty.
"Lin Xingchen, you want to escape from me at all costs, you can walk chicly, you can live freely, but have you ever thought about what will happen to me if you leave? Do you know what I'm facing? ”
I have never seen Xiao Tianyu so sad, indifferent, and helpless, he will be helpless, I am a little unbelievably surprised.
"If I'm a step late today, you'll be able to live your so-called happy life with another man at ease and at the ends of the earth, right?"
He gently let go of his hand, looking sad.
"Lin Xingchen, no matter what happened in front of you, you can hate me and doubt me, but you can't not love me or run away from me!"
I looked at Xiao Tianyu's face inexplicably, I didn't even understand what he was talking about?
He seemed to be extremely stimulated, and looked at me aggrieved, like a child who had been wronged.
I was stunned, not knowing how to react to his emotions.
My train of thought is stuck, he's so changeable.
"Speak, you speak! Lin Xingchen, you disappointed me so much, tell me if you can really forget the past? ”
His handsome and bright eyes were staring at me tightly, and there were two little mes tightened inside, hiding in his eyes alone.
"You made me forget the past, you told me to face reality, it was you who ruined it all with your own hands, it was you who ......" I was justifying.
"Shut up! ...... You never know what I'm up against! Have you ever wondered what will happen to me when you're gone? Can you really erase me from ten years of memory, huh? Lin Xingchen, tell me? ”
He may never have thought that I would suddenly rebel against me, who had always been weak and obedient to him, would abandon him and flee.
I didn't know how to face his questioning for a moment, I just blinked stupidly, looking at his bloodshot eyes, his handsome face suddenly tensed muscles, and his nameless anger had burned his sanity.
"Lin Xingchen, are you talking to me? Don't pretend to be dumb! ”
"I can't accept your betrayal of me! Lin Xingchen, I can tolerate you being coquettish, losing your temper, and being temperamental, but I can't tolerate your betrayal, you tell me, do you really love Qin Haonan? Well? ”
He pressed me, not giving a step, never despairing.
"As long as you tell me the truth, you ,......" his frosted eyes stared at me, "you tell me if you love him!" ”
"I didn't!" I replied firmly.
His eyes softened instantly, and his two big hands grabbed my shoulders and looked at me very seriously, "Then why are you willing to leave me, huh?" ”
There was a mist in his eyes.
My heart ached so suddenly.
"Lost all ten years, if I were one step late today, you would just fly away, wouldn't you? Didn't you want to go back? This is your punishment for me, right? ”
"I know, I'm not good enough, I was arbitrary, decisive, and hurt you in everything before, but that's a factor, I've been hinting at you, I've been telling you, I'm not that stupid, Lin Xingchen, you're still walking alone for a day, you're going to run there, you tell me? Well? ”
Xiao Tianyu seemed to feel more and more desperate, and he looked at me in front of me and couldn't restrain his emotions.
Everything seemed to point at me, and he was accusing me.
Find a reason for his decision.
"Xiao Tianyu, don't you think you're too selfish? Don't you think it's too far-fetched for you to suddenly come running to justify your indifference? Xiao Tianyu, you're still hurting me by doing this. ”
I looked at him, and since we were talking, let's spread it out.
His expression was pained, disappointed, resentful, dazed......
"Tianyu, we can't go back."
I calmly looked at him as if he had gone mad, and I didn't know why he suddenly talked about things for ten years.
Slowly I climbed out of bed and stood in front of him, he looked at me a little nervously, and the corners of his mouth twitched.
"You ruthlessly hurt me, trampled on my self-esteem, robbed my Lin family, and indirectly took my father's life, you can make a generous move for a play, but you proudly watched the Lin family collapse in front of your eyes, you have no pity."
I looked up at me, who had lost my old face, as thin as a photograph.