Chapter 32: Caring for Her

(This chapter is especially for the innocent reward, Mo Mo Da)

I was thoughtful, a little sad and eating, but it was quiet, but Gu Mufeng glanced at me, and his face seemed to slowly begin to recover.

"Why don't you ask? How noisy is the young lady in my eyes? How unsociable? She's got a weirder temper than I am, you don't know that, do you? ”

“……”

I don't want to listen to it anymore, using another identity to listen to my husband say bad things about his wife? I was a little panicked, I didn't feel comfortable in my heart, I have a strange temper, there is a ghost husband, you are an ancient wind monster?

"Young master, are you drunk? It's time for me to go, next time I hear you talk about the young master's wife, I'm really going to leave now. ”

Staggering to my feet, I fled, in essence, I felt very uncomfortable for a moment, I always thought that I was perfect, except for no more beautiful face, everything was still passable and single.

However, once someone said bad things behind his back, and his heart was touched by that pride, he was a little unbelievably uneasy to accept, but it was still very uncomfortable.

This is inferiority, I know it, but I don't want to show it in front of Gu Mufeng, I'm afraid of being seen through by him at a glance.

I was very embarrassed, and I hurried away, leaving Gu Mufeng stunned and watching me walk away, almost falling down and walking away.

He even came over to help me, but he didn't say much and didn't stay, and he seemed to believe me for a moment, maybe there was something that had to leave, right?

When I came back to the bedroom, I still chose a more secluded bedroom to live in, but when I came back to the bedroom, I was not in a good mood.

In order to comfort Gu Mufeng, I was in a mess, and Gu Mufeng didn't give me a good mood.

The more I thought about it, the more aggrieved I became, and I was about to lose my pretense, so I approached the dressing mirror unhappily, and I was really ugly in the mirror.

But the old people are like this, who hasn't reached the day of old age? But how important is mindset? I found that if you are young.

It's like when you were young all the time, and then you won't be so worried, you will be upset and sad, and you can help others in one go.

Once something happens, the natural mentality will be half old, and I may be very embarrassed when I run away, and it will be ugly to the extreme, which is a recognized shortcoming, like a mirror against it, what am I afraid of?

It seemed like I was relieved in an instant, and I thought about getting some sleep, and then how many days left? I'm not Chu Yuzhuo, but a ghost maid.

I want to stay by Gu Mufeng's side for a while as a ghost maid, so don't always deliberately think that I am Chu Yuzhuo.

The next morning, I slept until I woke up naturally, I didn't forget to touch my face when I opened my eyes, fortunately, it didn't change much, maybe I didn't look for Muyang to change me back, he wouldn't change back to me.

I don't know if Gu Mufeng's injury is better today, and yesterday he said that the ghost husband's injury was not light, so it can be seen that they fought fiercely.

Does it make sense to hurt yourself like this? Just like the lion king in the animal world competes for favor, the monkey has to fight for them, and the males, in order to compete for the female, will compete for the competition, and the same is true for humans, I am the female mother who causes trouble.

This will laugh at itself, and my heart will be a little blocked, what am I doing here? Is it upside down Gu Mufeng? Seeing him like that, he had compassion and pity him.

Since he came, it doesn't matter, or if he posts it upside down, I at least need to find out his situation, and understanding is the most important thing.

Maybe I won't have a normal life, the yin and yang knot can't make me normal, one wife and two husbands have become a fact, and I have to find a way to solve it reasonably.

I deliberately dressed up this morning, and yesterday is not a person at all, people are old and the image is still wanted, at least to say that I am still very young and reminiscent, right?

Like yesterday, I prepared some food, still a bottle of wine, but I also brought a slightly stronger bottle of Lafite.

Gu Mufeng didn't look in good spirits, and he lay there motionless, still holding his head in his wings.

When will his wings disappear? Maybe it's going to be completely healed, right? But seeing his depressed appearance, he was even more decadent and melancholy than yesterday.

Seeing me coming, Gu Mufeng just glanced at me very quietly, and continued to nest in his wings and close his eyes to recuperate, he didn't speak, but he didn't tell me to "get out," which means that he doesn't reject me.

I put the food on the stone table next to me, I lined them up one by one, then poured the wine, sat there and waited, he liked to be quiet, and when he didn't speak, I had better not talk much.

After about ten minutes, Gu Mufeng raised his head again, and then looked at me alone in a daze, but still nestled in his wings.

I wonder if he'll love to listen now? I look like myself like this, but I am not a ghost maid, because I understand, I will not deliberately touch it.

"Why aren't you leaving?"

Suddenly, Gu Mufeng asked me like this, I didn't know what to answer, I was silent for a while and said, "I came to listen to you tell you the story today, didn't you finish it last night?" If you don't want to say it, I'll just leave after a while, and it's my duty and responsibility to serve you. ”

"Is it your job to listen to stories? Get out—"

He was very cold and didn't seem to want to mention me, which showed that he really hated me.

"Young master, being sad for a person, displeasure is also a feeling, you can choose to ignore her."

"You preach? Is it necessary for me to listen to you? Get lost. ”

"I just feel it, why don't you care? She's not excessive, huh? ”

"I know best if it's too much, I'll tell you to get out."

With a sigh, I got up, still struggling to walk, but when I was about to put away the meal, Gu Mufeng moved over, and his steps were more hobbled than me.

"Did I ask you to take the food? Leave that bottle of wine behind. ”

I suddenly thought of yesterday's bottle of wine, and looked down to see the ground rolling beside me, but he drank it clean.

Terrified? Is he addicted to alcohol? This may not be a relief from sorrow, but only more sorrow!

"Why don't I have a drink with you, in fact, I also have a lot of worries, people should see through indifference when they are old, but they can't let go, is this the rhythm of dying?"

"You may be happy to die, but you can't die, so let's go? I want to stay with one. ”

"If the young lady is in front of you now, will you be like this? When she saw you like this, she suddenly felt sorry for you, would you do the same? ”

I asked, this will really be a little distressing, Gu Mufeng completely closed his heart, but it was all for me? He suffers more than I do.

Gu Mufeng suddenly raised his head from his wings, looking at me in a daze, as if he was remembering some kind of happiness.

"She only thinks about her ghost husband, and cares about Xiao Yumo every day, me? When did she really care? I asked her not to speak, and she really didn't speak.

She doesn't care about my class at all, and will ridicule me, in exchange for my apprentice to recognize someone else's master, she laughs at me for not being as good as others, heh! Actually, I've been trying to merge into humanity.

I would suddenly feel very uncomfortable when she was hurt, and I began to want to care about her, I wanted her to know, I wanted to please her, and I was so attentive to understand her preferences, all of her.

But I was always one step behind the lord, I just felt like a failure, I felt very comfortable listening to her, but she always deliberately was in front of me, not saying a word.

At that time, I would be bored, and I didn't know why I started to care about her talking, how much squeaky she said, I didn't actually get annoyed, and I didn't feel noisy. ”