Chapter 190: Happiness Sent Away
On September 5, 2011, Chiba went to the teaching building alone to attend classes, and on the way, when he turned around, he saw Lu Junya. He searched for "Xia Qianye", "Yu Xinxiang" and "Lu Junya" on the Internet, and found that they were all famous characters. checked Lu Junya, and there was a panada in Baidu, which is really ironic! Lu Junya's panada, panda, and this is the code name of Ao Chuxue in high school. At the same time, he felt that he didn't know much about Que Xinyue, so he decided to enrich and improve himself in an all-round way.
On September 6, 2011, he once again hinted that he should not be impulsive.
Chiba's consciousness: If you love her, you will care about her silently behind her back, try not to let her know, don't look for a girlfriend in college, don't fall in love, think more about her, don't forget that your real name is Jean Valjean, the screen name Murano Twilight is just a disguise is a code, don't say too much, don't do too much, get along with her with the attitude of a bosom friend, on the surface, you treat her the same as other girls, but you care more about her in your heart, if you like someone, you have to work hard for her happiness, Download feels abnormal, embarrassed to contact her is just a fear in my heart, I can only put one person in my heart, and continue my struggle in that way, she may not be with me in the future, like Valjean to send her away for her happiness, die alone, the ascension of the soul, the sublimation of the soul. In this way, I can keep my distance from other girls and stop saying anything that might mislead others. This will be the gesture for more than two years to come.
Chiba's enlightenment: Before entering this state now, in order to prevent the recurrence of Lu Junya's tragedy, even if I don't fall in love, I just indirectly use a sign to show my love for her, and I don't say anything excessive in the process of communication, I just need to make her more at ease, I have always had her in my heart, so that if she likes me and is very kind, she will choose others. What's more, under the premise of conforming to nature, there are goals and struggles, and life will be wonderful and there will be no regrets. In other words, QQ Space continues to be closed, and QQ chats online once or twice a week, so that there is time to communicate freely and chat with other good friends.
Chiba's enlightenment: Before entering this long-term state, I have to determine some things, whether she will treat me sincerely, whether she thinks I am suitable for her, whether she likes me before, although I won't say anything like, love or anything like that, but if not, I will cause a little burden to her, I won't ask her anything about the suspense, because she probably won't tell the truth, if you want to understand the real situation, just use your sharp eyes to observe, her language vocabulary explanation system is also different from you, It's more real to experience it yourself.
After seeing his enlightenment, we understand that he seems to be willing to have a crush and be willing to sacrifice.
Chiba didn't know what role Que Xinyue and Hua Huiqin would play in his life, he felt that he didn't know enough about these two, and it was a bit too early to make a decision now, and he realized that he didn't know which one he would be happier with. If other things are more or less the same, the character and whether I treat me sincerely will be more important, and if these are similar, then the more similarities there are, the better. Doing it wrong is quick, but it's like not doing it, because you may be forced to let go and choose again. He told himself. After a QQ friend deletes someone else, don't take the initiative to add it.